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Gibberings CCVIII V. Cephalopodia's Amphetamine Utopia

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Has anyone else read tryptamine*dreamer's posts in the How high...thread in drug culture? They really spin me out. He is either one really ill dude or someone taking the piss making shit up. I tried to get him to go get some help but other people in drug culture said its been going on for years and noone is sure if he's for real or not. Either way its an interesting case study of mental illness in the extreme.
 
He's absolutely for real.
Is a most sincere psychonaut, with a big heart and a menagerie of beautiful animal companions.
But yes, he posts some scary things from time to time - better to approach them with compassion than suspicion - he's got his troubles, but a very good soul, enormous heart of gold and a much loved member of this community of consciounsness-exploring misfits.

T*D is good people, sir :)
 
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While I often do my utmost not to discuss private portions of a person's post, Mr Dreamer has a predilection for delusion and is, AFAIK, receiving ongoing relevant attention.

I too have donned the footwear of fucked up flights of insanity's fancy and taken to posting on here in a similar fashion, it defies my capacity for complete explanation but having a non-physical yet tangible plateau for expression helps bridge the gap between the delusional thought cage and unfaltering logic. <3
 
Just popping ma head in to say hellaw while im at ma mates n have the chance. How u all doing, hope life is treating u all well? I'm looking forward to getting the internet soon just need out of temp housing and into my own place which will be happening within the next month - thank fuck! Going on Buspirone or a similar drug for anxiety shortly, anyone else here have any experience with it at all?
 
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I just knocked up a quick Perl script to do this
Code:
#!/usr/bin/perl
use strict;

# PUBLIC DOMAIN 2016 Julie Kirsty Louise Montoya

my ($from_hex, $from_red, $from_green, $from_blue,
    $to_hex, $to_red, $to_green, $to_blue,
    $step, $steps, $hex, $red, $green, $blue,
    $text, $sep, $letter);

$from_hex = shift;
die "Bad 'from' colour" unless $from_hex =~ /^[0-9a-fA-F]{6}$/;
$to_hex = shift;
die "Bad 'to' colour" unless $to_hex =~ /^[0-9a-fA-F]{6}$/;

$text = $sep = "";
while (@ARGV) {
    $text .= $sep . shift;
    $sep = " ";
};

$from_hex =~ /([0-9a-fA-F]{2})([0-9a-fA-F]{2})([0-9a-fA-F]{2})/;
$from_red = hex $1;
$from_green = hex $2;
$from_blue = hex $3;

$to_hex =~ /([0-9a-fA-F]{2})([0-9a-fA-F]{2})([0-9a-fA-F]{2})/;
$to_red = hex $1;
$to_green = hex $2;
$to_blue = hex $3;

print "\n";

$steps = length $text;
for ($step = 0; $step < $steps; ++$step) {
    $red = $from_red + ($to_red - $from_red) * $step / ($steps - 1);
    $green = $from_green + ($to_green - $from_green) * $step / ($steps - 1);
    $blue = $from_blue + ($to_blue - $from_blue) * $step / ($steps - 1);
    $letter = substr $text, $step, 1;
    if ($letter eq " ") {
        print " ";
    }
    else {
        printf "[color=#%02x%02x%02x]%1s[/color]", $red, $green, $blue, $letter;
    };
};

print "\n";

exit;
Just supply hex codes for starting and finishing colours and text .....
The output from the program is ready-to-paste BBCode.

It's not a good idea to leave a google searchable name in there even though I doubt it's your real name, Julie Kirsty Louise Montoya, I'm sure I've found your real name now...
I doubt it's part of perl either. Then again I don't code in it.
 
He's absolutely for real.
Is a most sincere psychonaut, with a big heart and a menagerie of beautiful animal companions.
But yes, he posts some scary things from time to time - better to approach them with compassion than suspicion - he's got his troubles, but a very good soul, enormous heart of gold and a much loved member of this community of consciounsness-exploring misfits.

T*D is good people, sir :)
If he real then he really needs help. His posts make me quite sad and worried. Being a psychonaught with such clear mental health issues is not the best choice to make. His posts the last few weeks have been quite disturbing.
 
Fucking St.Patrick's day. I'm beginning to resent the fact that the social fabric of this great island is held together by porter.
 
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Yes. The same turn of phrase is appropriate for the man who turns her down because of the 4-MMC.

Known in local, common, circles as a 'fanny dodger' :o
 
I don't see why you'd turn down the offer of sex and drugs really, sounds like a pretty great night to me even if you pay for it come the morning.

I am debating if I should have a second pizza. On the one hand, pizza is delicious and I could probably do with the calories, on the other hand, eating 2 instant pizzas in an evening doesn't seem like the healthiest decision...
 
I guess that particular thrill is gone! Besides, when it comes to myself, I would pay for it for more than just the one morning. Imagine if you lived on Craggy Island.
 
Scoff it - you've been pummeling the releasers for a little while, get stocked up on food while you can.

On that note: 26" waist now.... 8(
 
Scoff it - you've been pummeling the releasers for a little while, get stocked up on food while you can.

On that note: 26" waist now.... 8(

Decided that a better plan is, since my regular plans won't work out due to a party this evening, instead I'm going to take some ceeb just before dawn then have pizza for breakfast once that wears out. Gonna go wander around a local park in the dawn light while my neurons are having a party, should be excellent.
 
*Ubiquitous CaCO3 suggestion*

Mo' high, less tox., none of that pesky gastric juice deciding it wants to see the world once you get all flirty with the dirty SERTy system.
 
*Ubiquitous CaCO3 suggestion*

Mo' high, less tox., none of that pesky gastric juice deciding it wants to see the world once you get all flirty with the dirty SERTy system.

Always do, though plugging it avoids a lot of those problems before they can even begin I find. Only downside of plugging is it's not really a sociable activity. "BRB let me shove some drugs up my arse and lie down for 20 minutes" isn't that easy to fit in at your average club or house party.
 
Sharing poorly protonated pudding with the room kinda fades into insignificance when facing literally doubling potency by weight, extending the duration and reducing the comedown from PEA's....

#Junkienomics103.
 
I don't see why you'd turn down the offer of sex and drugs really, sounds like a pretty great night to me even if you pay for it come the morning.

I am debating if I should have a second pizza. On the one hand, pizza is delicious and I could probably do with the calories, on the other hand, eating 2 instant pizzas in an evening doesn't seem like the healthiest decision...
Why not just buy ready made bases Squid (or lebanese bread) and make your own with your choice of toppings. Much nicer and still cheap..
 
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