Hi,
Not a post I've been relishing but it's a harm reduction forum, you guys put up with my shit least I can do is report back - Sid I haven't pushed everything to the limit, Never tried MDPV (to my knowledge) first and only time with smack No4 $200 worth looked like 0.4 IV - puked my guts and never (say never) looked back. Crack did fuck all for me - experience kinda ruined after taking a huge hit and this Eastern European pulled out a gun and pointed it straight at my face, I didn't break eye contact - and was apparently a 'good guy' - fuck that shit. MXE I toyed with holed maybe 4 times.
Flip side I did 25g of realadrone compulsively in one hellish 10/12 days. Until I was hallucinating these cosmic snakes and periodically believed myself and house to be on fire - and that was then I came down.... I massively overdosed on phenazepam with consequences I shudder to recollet. I did so much acid 15/16/17 I turned it full circle, from strawberries in Dunmurry laughing until it physical hurt, to a 4/6 month quasi paranoid schizophrenic with purple microdots (tho I had some crazy predictions, early 90's I was convinced everyone would have their own tv channel - now they dotube) too double dropping in the Dam and being so concerned for my gf's welfare I became - so far - impervious to a 'bad' trip'.
jettisoning this dragnet, Strictly the facts Ma'am - 3 had a fucking hold of me like nothing else. And it/I wasn't letting go until perforating a years dormant duodenal ulcer on the 22nd. I refused medical attention until the 26th, when it just became to much. Had my mate not taken the last few grams I reckon this post goes unwritten. However I made sure I still had half a g. To move. A sniff in the toilets on christmas eve when my family extracted me from a bacofoil faraday cage, foliage of fluorescent post its and lighter after lighter. 3 that was killing me, was my only means of movement, mg per meter at most.
I had neglected to eat or sleep or really drink let alone sleep for 16/18 days - I was not of this earth. I can tell you about the pain, the fear, that first 15mg of oxynorm, the 3 seconds as the dice leave the shooters hand, eye's adjust and a dysphagic 180 scene shoots up gut as a double amputee cradled a pvc half gallon lagoon of tropical fruit urine. I'm going thro my jeans looking for more 3.
I had endoscopy, mri, xray, xray
https://youtu.be/4CKaQQT5yM4?t=182 - I had a perforated ulcer 14 years previous after a utterly metal fortnight of electric picnic, poker gathering in croydon, Cox closing space.
But now I'm of to bed. Triple drug therapy is rough. write more if anyone is intrested - i mean those 18 days were fucking interesting.