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Gibberings Episode CCIV - A New Hope

Evey, I'm taking Robitussin. Guaifenesin, 100mg per 5ml
Pseudoephedrine Hydrochloride, 30mg per 5ml

Made me feel a bit ropey the other day when I took too much at once. My chest felt better though! It relaxed my chest enough to cough out some of that gak. It's too tight now. Think I need to get the other one tbh. The one with DXM in it. :\

When I was travelling the last time I managed to get the Pseudo ephedrine 120mg tabs - they are pretty strong and quite speedy. Ginger and cayenne tea will help clear your chest and sinus without leaving you groggy.

I hope your feeling bit better soon.

Hugs
Bear
 
Bear, is that a tea you make yourself or something I can buy at holland and barrets? ( no, that's not a pharmacy, it's not sourcing!!! ) Or do you just buy ginger tea and add the cayanne? I can buy that at ASDA. I work near both just means leaving a bit earlier. Also, how does this work as a decongestant? Just curious to know the science of it all.

I swear my abs are gonna look like arnies soon if I continue this way. Chest is tight and I haven't been so sore in the abs since my first week in bootcamp! It just wont stop.

TBF since having a few swigs of my Robitussin it's calmed quite a bit. It's not gone but it's not as violent.
 
Beary-bee you never tell us any stories aboutbyoyr travels. Would be so lovely to hear some stories if you're willing? OTW is always telling of his adventures n I find them fascinating. Maybe we neef a thread for travel stories or maybe these could go in the travel thread? So many here have travelled n be nice to hear of them.

Edit: Since being on subbies I hardly get any colds apart from odd snithle now n then.

Evey
 
Do you have to have broadband in the house to run an Xbox one or PS4 Snolly?

Thats why I went for a Ps4 I didnt like the idea of needing an internet connection to play games on my own. Speaking of which im off in a min for my morning 'tool sharpener' - a round of PGA 15 followed by a game of fifa - helps wake me up on a morning.

So, my new years eve will be probably PS4 based, alll though Im off to see Star Wars after lunch. Despite being a self proclaimed film buff this will be the first time Ive seen anything in Imax.

Seeing as I have no friends or NYE parties to go to I was going to have a penny acid this evening and bring the new year in with a nice trip, some music and my final bit of gear - ever. But as I was awake at 3 AGAIN rather than do the usual and just get up I just thought 'fuck it' and took all the heroin. My arms are in such a mess now it took me 15 mins to get a register but follwing the shot I smoked the rest, nodded in and out for an hour before finally falling asleep to have my first lie in (6.30) since 2014. With no gear keft a drug fueled evening is now out of the question and Im glad. My arms are so stiff and sore from all the injecting Ive done since christmas I sick of the sight of the stuff, so as it stands, I have hopefully just used street heroin for the last time.

So no acid tonight - Ill save them for when Im in a better place so despite the fact that Im facing my 3rd consecutive NYE alone I feel unusually contented about it. My arms hurt so much I swear Im never going to IV a drug again so from where I sitting, the detox has just started. Im due my first 5ml reduction in a fortnight. Im also going to see if I can make it through January without using any benzodiazepines as due to my tolerance Im using huge dosages despite only taking them 1 - 3 times a week.

So typical NYE for me, on my own but with no heroin either to 'ease' me into a new year - the first NY morning I will have woken up without gear since I was living with my partner. I still plan on it being a nice day, I have an 8th of nice skunk funk so following the cinema Im going to use the free house for PS4 and movie purposes. I was in bed before midnight last year so I dont care whether im still awake or not come tonight, all I know is that this is my last day as an irresponsible heroin addict, and seeing as Ive had it all already It looks like the 'funs' officially over. What I do with myself come tomorrow, with no drugs, no excuse to take any drugs or with any direction at all to go in I dont know yet. I just wish my arms would stop hurting so much so I can get Battlefield 4 on, followed by a bit of NBAY2K and some Batman. With no other highlight for this evening Ill save myself a nice wedge of ganja for my daily GTA sesh. Hopefully my arms will have stopped aching by then.

Happy New Year from bluelights newest ex heroin user. Cant complain alot of it was lovely, but Im nearly 40 so I think its time I grew up

Stee xxxx
 
Bear, is that a tea you make yourself or something I can buy at holland and barrets? ( no, that's not a pharmacy, it's not sourcing!!! ) Or do you just buy ginger tea and add the cayanne? I can buy that at ASDA. I work near both just means leaving a bit earlier. Also, how does this work as a decongestant? Just curious to know the science of it all.

I swear my abs are gonna look like arnies soon if I continue this way. Chest is tight and I haven't been so sore in the abs since my first week in bootcamp! It just wont stop.

TBF since having a few swigs of my Robitussin it's calmed quite a bit. It's not gone but it's not as violent.

Ginger, lemon, dash of honey, dash of cayenne hot water :) - It's probably better to make your own as you can judge how spicy to make it. Even cayenne in some warm water will clear your chest, sinus etc. If your not used to spicy food start with half teaspoon ish of cayenne (not chili powder).
 
Yea guess I've got to stay up tonight now fuck I forgot about NYE n of course people are not going to come on Bluelight when they could get a life lol. Yea I was hoovering n stuff which I tend to aboid because 40mg citalopram has made me exhausted but I've slowly tapered to 30/20 mg citalopram.

Evey

I'd like to be naughty and thin of you with your homemeade "sangria " going round the neighbours as you first footed them .. Maybe not such an idea if you kept the naughty out... Think how sociable a and friendly you,d be! We've has some cracking timers withm neiboursz
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Beary-bee you never tell us any stories aboutbyoyr travels. Would be so lovely to hear some stories if you're willing? OTW is always telling of his adventures n I find them fascinating. Maybe we neef a thread for travel stories or maybe these could go in the travel thread? So many here have travelled n be nice to hear of them.

Edit: Since being on subbies I hardly get any colds apart from odd snithle now n then.

Evey

Told a few stories of my travels, shared quite a bit about my trip to Sri Lanka after that I've only been to Malaysia and now back in the Middle East. I hope to be in Samui for February and I'm going to see if I can stay for a Month so may hire a house instead of a Hotel so I can do some cooking etc.

I can't recall you saying that you have been on holiday for a few years - do you not travel?
Bear
 
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I've been to Paris in 1999 n Dublin in 2004. No money to go travelling though I'd love to someday. I's love to visit Aistralia, New Zereland, Hawaii n Canada one day. SHM goes travelling a lo n I love reading his blog because he has such a lovely way in which he write of his adventure. I miss SHM.

Does anyone how Allein is doing? I hope he's doing ok. Him n I got on at the beginning n despite everything he's an ok bloke, wrote some interesting posts n seem to care about heling posters on here. I hope he's doing ok anyway shame he's not been on in awhile because he bring interesting discussion to EADD. It may not bemwell received but if anyome is in contact with him please tell him I hope he's ok, wish him a happy new year n hold no malice / grudges for the past. As I say he contributed good stuff to Bluelight n wasn't a bad staffer; we just clashed a lot n in my paranoia felt he was out to get me but I now realise I was being delusional.someone please ask him to come back to EADD as I'm sure he's missed by many members here -<3

Evey
 
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Told a few stories of my travels, shared quite a bit about my trip to Sri Lanka after that I've only been to Malaysia and now back in the Middle East. I hope to be in Samui for February and I'm going to see if I can stay for a Month so may hire a house instead of a Hotel so I can do some cooking etc.

I can't recall you saying that you have been on holiday for a few years - do you not travel?
Bear

I know Im a sad act for living in the past but this time 18 years ago i would already be up wrapping my pills and whizz up ready for the night with train and Helter Skelter tickets in hand

PGA went well 38 under over 4 rounds yay!
 
I know Im a sad act for living in the past but this time 18 years ago i would already be up wrapping my pills and whizz up ready for the night with train and Helter Skelter tickets in hand

PGA went well 38 under over 4 rounds yay!

Wishing you all the veru best for 2016, Stee. Good luck with coming of methadone I really hope it works out for you <3

Evey
 
I know Im a sad act for living in the past but this time 18 years ago i would already be up wrapping my pills and whizz up ready for the night with train and Helter Skelter tickets in hand

PGA went well 38 under over 4 rounds yay!

I have to admit I would be doing the same - I actually did quite a few New Years at Rezerection in Scotland, they were a fun night out. I can't remember the last time I went raving on a NYE though? Not this Millennium anyway (so far) - god that makes me feel old.

I have done a few all nighters but in normal night clubs - not really the same as raving (what is).

Bear
 
Get some antacids, a glass of milk and some toast down you.
Stims are pretty good (read: baaaad) for ensuring the only thing in one's stomach is acid, easily treated though. :)
 
Get some antacids, a glass of milk and some toast down you.
Stims are pretty good (read: baaaad) for ensuring the only thing in one's stomach is acid, easily treated though. :)

Oh shit. I'll do that now. Get some milk n toast. Thank you lil' Sprout you're a sweet n caring sproutie. You're a good person, you are <3

I like you a lot n I think you're an ace mod xxxx
 
Had some toast feel slightly better n the milk was soothing. Thank you, Sprouty, it was exactly the right thing for me to take was going to say this in the other thread but I feel it'd be regarded as de-railing n you wrote an intelligent n help OP there; it's only right I post this here.

I feel that you're becoming a good moderator here because you genuinely care sbout harm reduction n keeping people safe. Yiu see passiomate n go out of your way to create posts m threads in order to help keep people. Since you've joined you've made so many threads.

Can I ask are you still going to create the nsloxome thread? If you did, I personaly feel it would be extremely useful especially ad thetr are many opiate addicts / users on EADD. If its not against rules a good idea could be to inclide locations in which naloxone training is delivered / naloxone kits handed out. In my area they are handed out at the needle exchange n not the local DSP. You could, perhaps find people who are will to share stories on the thread: where from a person who managef to save someome from a fatal opiate OD as a result of delivering naloxone. And the other story from someone who lost some to a fatal opiate OD as there was no naloxome. That may be difficult to obtain for obvious reasons but it would people sit up n think of the true consequences. Just we know something can happen nothing hits home thana true story of loss that could have been prevent - with the use of naloxone treatment n the training of how to deliver this to someone sufferimh the overdose

If he'd be willing a comment from englandz (paramedic's perspective) on the value of naloxone on bringing someonr back from overdosed. Maybe a nurse's perspective (if any nurse works in this area n imortantly an individual who has suffered from an overdose of opiates n is here to tell the tale due to naloxone.

I'm rabbiting on I wasn't meant to drone on aboit naloxone I meant to say that due to your oassionate desire on harmreduction, the time you've taken to deliver harm reduction information, the wau in which you enage n help pplas well as tr bring posters to EADD I feel, as a member of EADD, that tbey made the right choice i choosing you as amoderator. It's obvious that you truly care fot this forum, along with the posters. And one thing you remind me of Knock too, the way you regard yourself as equal to us rather than above us. "I'm still Sprout."

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Wow I've never typed so much in my whole life as I have done in the pasr 16 hours. My hands wrist n finers are really hurting. I never imagined that I could type so much..... WOW!

Evey
 
I've never posted so much.
Hahaha soz cabt help yah thete I know nowt about either.
I'm trying to calm myself from the 3-fpm lol

All i want to do is post comstantly. Is this normal ot am I going whacko? It's like I ciompulsively cant stop doing it. No one else posts this amount.

Evey
 
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