Do you have to have broadband in the house to run an Xbox one or PS4 Snolly?
Thats why I went for a Ps4 I didnt like the idea of needing an internet connection to play games on my own. Speaking of which im off in a min for my morning 'tool sharpener' - a round of PGA 15 followed by a game of fifa - helps wake me up on a morning.
So, my new years eve will be probably PS4 based, alll though Im off to see Star Wars after lunch. Despite being a self proclaimed film buff this will be the first time Ive seen anything in Imax.
Seeing as I have no friends or NYE parties to go to I was going to have a penny acid this evening and bring the new year in with a nice trip, some music and my final bit of gear - ever. But as I was awake at 3 AGAIN rather than do the usual and just get up I just thought 'fuck it' and took all the heroin. My arms are in such a mess now it took me 15 mins to get a register but follwing the shot I smoked the rest, nodded in and out for an hour before finally falling asleep to have my first lie in (6.30) since 2014. With no gear keft a drug fueled evening is now out of the question and Im glad. My arms are so stiff and sore from all the injecting Ive done since christmas I sick of the sight of the stuff, so as it stands, I have hopefully just used street heroin for the last time.
So no acid tonight - Ill save them for when Im in a better place so despite the fact that Im facing my 3rd consecutive NYE alone I feel unusually contented about it. My arms hurt so much I swear Im never going to IV a drug again so from where I sitting, the detox has just started. Im due my first 5ml reduction in a fortnight. Im also going to see if I can make it through January without using any benzodiazepines as due to my tolerance Im using huge dosages despite only taking them 1 - 3 times a week.
So typical NYE for me, on my own but with no heroin either to 'ease' me into a new year - the first NY morning I will have woken up without gear since I was living with my partner. I still plan on it being a nice day, I have an 8th of nice skunk funk so following the cinema Im going to use the free house for PS4 and movie purposes. I was in bed before midnight last year so I dont care whether im still awake or not come tonight, all I know is that this is my last day as an irresponsible heroin addict, and seeing as Ive had it all already It looks like the 'funs' officially over. What I do with myself come tomorrow, with no drugs, no excuse to take any drugs or with any direction at all to go in I dont know yet. I just wish my arms would stop hurting so much so I can get Battlefield 4 on, followed by a bit of NBAY2K and some Batman. With no other highlight for this evening Ill save myself a nice wedge of ganja for my daily GTA sesh. Hopefully my arms will have stopped aching by then.
Happy New Year from bluelights newest ex heroin user. Cant complain alot of it was lovely, but Im nearly 40 so I think its time I grew up
Stee xxxx