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Captain.Heroin

Captain.Heroin

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Merry Christmas, you dirty stinky heathens. Get up off the concrete slab, walk to the mission and grab a free shower and a cup of coffee and a bagel, or something like that.

;)

just kidding!!!

I'm hoping everyone is doing well; I know how very hard these times can be for some of us. I myself am doing well, and have only consumed edibles (low-dose oral cannabis) for the last four days, and I hope to make another three days before I get back to my usual routine. I have also abstained from caffeine for 3 days now.

I encourage everyone to share this joyous occasion by sharing how you're doing in your plans to quit drugs, stay clean, or cut back. It's all love here, don't be shy! <3
 
Merry Christmas captain and merry Christmas to everyone else! I hope we can all fight off the depression that Xmas brings so many if us and that our dreams come true in the new year!
To anyone who's going to be sick on Xmas I just want to wish u all the best and a speedy recovery to all those trying to kick, either on purpose or for monetary reasons. I wish I could help u all get well because I know how brutal it can be on the holidays even if your physically "well". Stay strong and keep your head up everyone! Peace, love and serenity to all...
 
Happy holidays to everyone! Today is a good day to show how not strung out we are to our family. God knows I have ruined a few Christmas.
 
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i have decided to go back to hating christmas. I did everything in my power to make it amazing...and I am exhausted and the hep c is kicking my ass even harder today because I worked from four in the morning till eight at night. Cooked for 15 people, then hosted 15 people, then cleaned for 15 people. I finally finished cleaning at nine this morning.

Still haven't talked to my son. My ex can post on facebook (which I hear about from other family members) but can't return any of my phonecalls to talk to my son...its really hard to be hopeful today, however I can hope that tomorrow is better.
 
manboychef said:
i have decided to go back to hating christmas. I did everything in my power to make it amazing...and I am exhausted and the hep c is kicking my ass even harder today because I worked from four in the morning till eight at night. Cooked for 15 people, then hosted 15 people, then cleaned for 15 people. I finally finished cleaning at nine this morning.

Still haven't talked to my son. My ex can post on facebook (which I hear about from other family members) but can't return any of my phonecalls to talk to my son...its really hard to be hopeful today, however I can hope that tomorrow is better.
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I am sorry man :(. That is shitty of her. I hope you hear from him soon,
 
Merry Christmas all your goyish boys and girls! I'm not going out to see a movie and have chinese food like a good Jew would on Christmas, but I'm staying home and making Korean food.



I just wish I could share today with the woman I am coming to love... I don't know if I can handle waiting another 40 fucking days until I see her!!! Arrrrrg... :!

Anyone (besides chef) making anything tasty today? I mean, I know chef is the king of the kitchen, so his cooking goes without saying. But anyways, what are you making for today chef?
 
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manboychef said:
i have decided to go back to hating christmas. I did everything in my power to make it amazing...and I am exhausted and the hep c is kicking my ass even harder today because I worked from four in the morning till eight at night. Cooked for 15 people, then hosted 15 people, then cleaned for 15 people. I finally finished cleaning at nine this morning.

Still haven't talked to my son. My ex can post on facebook (which I hear about from other family members) but can't return any of my phonecalls to talk to my son...its really hard to be hopeful today, however I can hope that tomorrow is better.
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You're such an amazing caring guy. My heart goes out to you <3

Stay strong man.
 
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CYBER HUGS to those of you who are feeling ALONE, sad or just down and out. Chef, I feel your pain. Let's face it, holidays shine the light on the cockroaches that exist year round. There just isn't enough RAID!!! We can never DO enough, GIVE enough or BE enough.

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That sounds like a good meal to me NSA! ;)

Happy Holidays to Everyone! <3
 
Chef, I wish I could share my Korean Bulgogi style turkey drumsticks with you. In fact, once my better have has to go I'ma give you a call. Those frownies sound selicious :)
 
Captain: Merry Christmas!! You asked us to share how we are doing on our sobriety plans, and as you know some of my past, the taper idea just didn't work. I don't know why... I had a couple of good ones, and why I did not jump off, only God knows. So, I am just trying to quit. All those who use H and describe their attempts to quit really scare me into trying to quit now, while I am on a moderate dose of oxy's, not a large dose of H. I admit I am a wimpy baby and do not like physical pain... I do not like withdrawal symptoms, even with comfort meds. I will just have to power through them, stay close to BL, and pray.
I have a bunch of inspirational books I got from the library... by Jack Kornfield and the like... but can't seem to focus on reading. How do you do it? I watch some questionable tv shows to distract me... but they do nothing to help me attain any type of emotional growth, like the reading would.

I love that people are sharing about the eating and cooking adventures today! Thanks to all who did.
 
I hate christmas. Well, I don't, there are great parties and such, but the part where I have to pretend to be the lovable guy my family sees me as...
 
I had a good moment yesterday. I talked to my son....at the end of the conversation I hear him say to his mother "have I said enough to him yet?" Which kinda made me feel two inches tall....like not worth the time. Fortunately I was talking to sweet zoe and she gave me a new perspective on that, and made me feel better bout the situation.
 
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Merry Christmas all your goyish boys and girls! I'm not going out to see a movie and have chinese food like a good Jew would on Christmas, but I'm staying home and making Korean food.



I just wish I could share today with the woman I am coming to love... I don't know if I can handle waiting another 40 fucking days until I see her!!! Arrrrrg... :!

Anyone (besides chef) making anything tasty today? I mean, I know chef is the king of the kitchen, so his cooking goes without saying. But anyways, what are you making for today chef?
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I made a really delicious pie called winter fruit pie: apples, golden raisins, toasted walnuts and orange peel. LOL, I love the way I started with the pie. I also made a salad that had persimmon, kale, red onion, pomegranate and delicata squash. My brother-in-law made a turkey and stuffing and we jointly made roasted brussel sprouts and garlic mashed potatoes.

I went to a Klezmer concert before I left home (The Klezmatics) and told my friend that if I die before she does, she'll know what band to book for my memorial.

What happens in 40 days? A visit or a move?
 
manboychef said:
I had a good moment yesterday. I talked to my son....at the end of the conversation I hear him say to his mother "have I said enough to him yet?" Which kinda made me feel two inches tall....like not worth the time. Fortunately I was talking to sweet zoe and she gave me a new perspective on that, and made me feel better bout the situation.
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Some kids are just shy.


I'm glad you got to speak to him <3
 
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