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Morning Eadders

I hope your weekend is going well :), Lovely day here so no prizes for guessing what Ill be doing.

Bear
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
I received a birthday present from my daughter yesterday - a posh weed grinder! I was absolutely mortified - imagine buying drug taking paraphernalia for your father, without giving him any drugs to put in it... ;)
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HAHA! Sounds like something I'd buy my uncle. Though I think these days I'd go more down the vaping route. His lungs are fucked. I love him like a father though. Always looking out for him ;)

Sounds like you raised a really awesome child. ( obviously, this is on the assumption that your daughter is over 16.... ) Go forth and be proud Fubar! I respect any parent that has brought up a child with an open mind. Be it race, drugs, politics the lot. There is always room for an open mind. <3 BTW, happy belated birthday! Sorry, I have nothing for you to put in your new grinder. I almost said, I have nothing for you to grind then realised how pervy that sounded!

consumer said:
I bet it involves beer!
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Let's bloody hope so!
 
Sadie said:
Sounds like you raised a really awesome child. ( obviously, this is on the assumption that your daughter is over 16.... ) Go forth and be proud Fubar! I respect any parent that has brought up a child with an open mind. Be it race, drugs, politics the lot. There is always room for an open mind. <3 BTW, happy belated birthday!
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Thanks Sadie, and yes she is awesome (and over 16) :)

Eveleivibe said:
Lol, at least she thought of you n tut tut why didn't you tell us it was your birthday? :)

Evey
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When you get to my age, birthdays are something you just don't shout about... ;)

Edit: Thanks Mr. Fister =D
 
BecomingJulie said:
Now, Arnold, that's rather nasty and sexist. Women are human beings, you know. If you tried treating us that way just for once in your miserable existence, you might find one of us prepared to remain in the same room as you for a minute.
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Arnold said:
If you choose your method of date rape wisely you could end up boning the bird you have been having secret wanks about in the work toilet.
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Now now, I've had many a thomas tank in the cubicle over cute girls in the office.

No biggy.

(No pun intended)
 
Sid said:
Ahh not a good night. Like really not good. Logged into Facebook to see two of the fuckwits I considered friends having a go, utterly forgetting about the umpteen times I helped them out of their messes. Mate dies I don't even hear anything from either of them.

Also realised since I've been like this not one person I thought was a friend has been there. Not one, these are people I've helped pay their rent at times in full before. Dug them out of the depths of drug problems. Now this is how I've been repaid.

Then we have the small matter of the whole family being aware I was on drugs. Which is sure to go down like Hiroshima. I'm not even suffering anything from anyone today I give up. I'll happily throw the drugs I have down the toilet now anyway they're not the problem but they're not the answer. I'm just burying my head when I should be doing something.

Enjoy your Sunday folks. :\
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People are strange Sid. Time to be philosophical about the whole situation and 'forgive them for they know not what they do'. Obviously I don't know the details, but take care mate and rise above everything..
 
Sid said:
Ahh not a good night. Like really not good. Logged into Facebook to see two of the fuckwits I considered friends having a go, utterly forgetting about the umpteen times I helped them out of their messes. Mate dies I don't even hear anything from either of them.

Also realised since I've been like this not one person I thought was a friend has been there. Not one, these are people I've helped pay their rent at times in full before. Dug them out of the depths of drug problems. Now this is how I've been repaid.

Then we have the small matter of the whole family being aware I was on drugs. Which is sure to go down like Hiroshima. I'm not even suffering anything from anyone today I give up. I'll happily throw the drugs I have down the toilet now anyway they're not the problem but they're not the answer. I'm just burying my head when I should be doing something.

Enjoy your Sunday folks. :\
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Awh sorry to hear that about your friend dying that's not nice. Are these people aware of what you're going through n that you're in need of some support right now? Sometimes people can get wraped im their own stuff n don't notice someone is going through stufg. Maybe talk to them n tell them what you're going through n say you need support <3

Evey
 
Sid said:
I would and have done multiple times FUBAR but on top of one of them still owing me two months rent he's also going round saying I owe him money for 2grams of crap coke, the same night I put out an 8th of better stuff right before that free. I've helped these people when they were at rock bottom because I considered them friends. Now they're going round saying neither of them was IVing and Sid's completely fucked with it he got us to do it once. The truth is one is a crack addict who is addicted to cheating on his mrs and the other one is the one who got both of us IV'ing and owes me a lot of money from bailing his ass out of countless drug debts with nasty people.

I just completely cracked up. Family were asking about drugs and I lost it. About the only solice I've found for the past month is in getting so fucking high I can't remember any of the real world problems. since the kidney problems I've had I can't workout and feel so betrayed I don't know what can even be done. It's like they have back stabbed me and ruined my name, dragged it through dog shit on every corner. I found out about it all too late but I need to do something because as it is I can't even show face anywhere. There is going to be hell to pay for this any empathy I had for them is gone. I will fry them both for this based on what I know things they've done cheating on g/Fs and the fat one grassed on a local dealer so he would get off. I dont think they realise the side of me they have awakened. i won't rest until their lives are ruined.
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Understood mate. But for your own sake, remember that 'revenge is a dish best served cold'.. (I.e. fuck em up good, but in a way that doesn't incriminate yourself)
 
Sid vengeful thinking will only hurt you more n make you look bad. I know you're hurt n I know how it feels to want to strike back when someone has hurt you. A month back I was similar with a friend who fell out with me but got to thinking what will it achieve n decided to swallow my pride n contacted her - we are now working things through n talking again, both admitting to missing one another n our chats.

What would have happened if I had have gone with option one? Stayed hurt - sought revenge on a misunderstanding between us due to bottled up emotions that we both were not able to discuss previously n resulted in a temporary breaking of friends.
It's awful that you're going thtough all this pain n I empathise with your situation. Your friend dying must be devasting for you. Was this recent? It may be a misunderstanding between your friends n yourself. Maybe they feel you've somehow wronged them n n are telling people what they think happened. Have you tried sitting down with them? Can an impartial friend act as mediator?

If wose comes to worst n they've simply backstabbed you. What you really lost? You don't want or need people who will intentionally hurt you, in your life. They've done you a favour in that you can now find better friends who treat you Better.

Please give up on this "payback" type thinking. It will only hurt you n create more negativity energy. Have you not gone through enough pain without anymore? You get get your wish n hurt them but karma will pay back that hurt as what you reap you will sow or whatever. Focus onYOU n moving forward in a positive n let karma decide on whats best for everyone. Have you had any grief counselling to come to terms with your friend's death. Have you dealt with this anger you seem to have, because that will only hurt n consume you - n no one deserves to live that way. You deserve better so try to work on ways that you can achieve this.

Hope you feel better soon <3

F.U.B.A.R. said:
Understood mate. But for your own sake, remember that 'revenge is a dish best served cold'.. (I.e. fuck em up good, but in a way that doesn't incriminate yourself)
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FUBZY: this type of post won't help him he needs to let go of anger not focus on revenge tactics. It achieves nothing n will just breed him more hurt n pain.

Evey
 
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@ Sid It's s shame people have such short memory's, I fucking hate wrong'uns had someone who I was very close to pull a unbelievable stroke on me, ended up with some serious jail over it .
I could have walked if I chose to put other people in the frame , but I kept my mouth shut , and took it on the chin,
the cunt who fucked me couldn't buy a penny chew locally he's labelled for life. You do what you got to do son.
 
Never been much of a country music fan, but these words from Kenny Rogers have always struck a chord with me. Yes, its always best to turn the other cheek, but if you can't, then make sure you rip the other cunts' cheeks right off his face ;)


"Coward Of The County"

Everyone considered him
The coward of the county
He'd never stood one single time
To prove the county wrong
His mama called him Tommy
But folks just called him yellow
Something always told me
They were reading Tommy wrong

He was only ten years old
When his daddy died in prison
I took care if Tommy
'Cause he was my brother's son
I still recall the final words
My brother said to Tommy
Son my life is over
But yours has just begun

Promise me, son
Not to do the things I've done
Walk away from trouble if you can
Now it don't mean you're weak
If you turn the other cheek
And I hope you're old enough to understand
Son, you don't have to fight to be a man

There's someone for everyone
And Tommy's love was Becky
In her arms he didn't have
To prove he was a man
One day while he was working
The Gatlin boys came calling
They took turns at Becky
N'there was three of them
Tommy opened up the door
And saw his Becky crying
The torn dress, the shattered look
Was more than he could stand
He reached above the fireplace
Took down his daddy's picture
As his tears fell on his daddy's face
I heard these words again

Promise me, son
Not to do the things I've done
Walk away from trouble if you can
Now it don't mean you're weak
If you turn the other cheek
And I hope you're old enough to understand
Son, you don't have to fight to be a man

The Gatlin boys just laughed at him
When he walked into the bar room
One of them got up
And met him half way cross the floor
Tommy turned around they said
Hey look, old yellow's leavin'
You could've heard a pin drop
When Tommy stopped and locked the door

Twenty years of crawling
Was bottled up inside him
He wasn't holding nothing back
He let 'em have it all
Tommy left the bar room
Not a Gatlin boy was standing
He said, This one's for Becky
As he watched the last one fall
N' I heard him say

I promised you, Dad
Not to do the things you've done
I walk away from trouble when I can
Now please don't think I'm weak
I didn't turn the other cheek
Papa, I should hope you understand
Sometimes you gotta fight
When you're a man

Everyone considered him
The coward of the county...
 
Some of Kenny Rogers stuff is ace. 'Ruby Don't Take Your Love To Town' is another cracker.
 
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