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EADD Benzo Discussion v. Finally remembered to start a new thread.

chomping my way through 5 or 6 metizolams tonight, nout to right home about but there better than those bloody descho-etzs geeeez
 
ok im not a benzo baby and really no have much experience - but tonight hqve had a bottle of fizz and a gew glasses odf claret which wil turn in to a a bottle had x2 valium tempted to have 3 more as have next to no tolerance - how woil I fare and will I be ok in the morning need quick response as gonna be at it v soon - or maybe smoke some dmt - as u can see v confused that's what haopoens when no gear and want to get fucked will wait 20m then do as I will
 
What dosage are the Diazepam specifically?
If they're 5mg then 25mg is a fairly moderate dose if sober, not so much after that many units of Alcohol.
Admittedly I saw half of your post and thought 'I hope he's not smoking gear too!'. Good to know that isn't a worry, but you're not silly, Blondin, as far as I know. ;)

Alcohol and Benzos has been blamed for both deaths and weird, possibly Kleptomaniac, crimes and such like.
Not advised even by me, put the benzo's away and enjoy the rest of your night. :)

Would kill for some Flunitrazepam right now.

<3
 
.....well as it turned out I only took x2 10mg then got on the dog to call every dealer I know (at 12.30am or ther abouts) luckily no one was serving as it would have been a 30 min drive and I was pissed and vallied up so ended up sparko on the settee with dr who on- don't remember a thing about it. Booze is a killer for me it makes me do stooopid tings. I know my limits and never do more than 30mg - nearly always on top of drink but that's from years of practice - that's why I thought about ramping it up to 50mg just to get the buzz I was looking for but figured as fucked as I was if I was doubly fucked I might get in to trouble...cheers for theh reply sprouty
 
What are the chances of getting a supervised benzo (diaz) script off the dr for a taper, im uk based (northern ire) and in my early 20's? Been on and off rc benzos for 3 years now, longest time off them being about 2 months id say then I slowly slip back into full blown dependency quite sporadically. I have plenty of rc benzos to taper with but every time I get down to around 0.5mg diclaz I start to struggle and end up going on a mini binge taking me weeks to get back to a lower dose, im sick of this seemingly never ending cycle!

I want benzos out of my life for good, they have caused me to isolate myself due to anxiety issues or being to fucked to give a shit about anything including uni work and maintaining healthy relationships. I think having the support of medical professionals behind me id be able to stick to the taper and wouldn't feel as secretive and dodgy as taking rc benzos and keeping it a secret from firends/family.

Whats the worst that could happen? Id be labelled a a druggy with addictive behaviours and risk not being prescribed certain medicines in future incase I abuse them and maybe be turned away completely? Im guessing my Dr hasn't a clue about rc benzos so maybe I should print off some info about them?

Headfuck123 - I'm in the same neck of the woods an did an inpatient that was generally a positive experience. If you need any info just PM and i'll do my best. Best of luck
 
Headfuck123 - I'm in the same neck of the woods an did an inpatient that was generally a positive experience. If you need any info just PM and i'll do my best. Best of luck

Thanks for that mate, very reassuring! Currently maintaining on about 2mg diclazepam a day. I got access to about 20 pharm grade 10mg diaz so I think i'll taper the diclaz down to about 0.8mg then move over to 5mg diaz for a while, then 2.5mg and if stopping at that dose is too much then il go back to the diclaz at 0.2mg for a week or so. Think I have this under control for now as long as I dont get complacent and go on a mini benzo bender. If thats not the case and I end up fucking the taper up yet again i'll definitely seek help from my GP, I have all the info on diclaz/etiz printed out to explain things a bit easier.
 
I finally got round to writing an email of complaint to the vendor about the totally duff meclonz i had been sent recently. I complained to my bank when they blocked my card for about the 4th time (after i had been on a spending spree) and could have left me stranded at a petrol station when my card was declined, if work didnt happen to have a collection pot for someones leaving persent that they let me borrow to pay the petrol station until i got my card sorted)). The bank gave me £50 for my troubles, an this has encouraged me always to complain when anything isnt up to scratch. If the vendor doesnt offer me any kind of refund or credit or replacement, i'll let everyone here know. AFAIK only 1 vendor stocks them, and an1 who knows where they are will know who the vendor is. If they do appease me with something good i will let everyone know. If they dont I'll be taking my hard earned cash elsewhere.

Up until now their meclonz had been the nicest benzo id ever tried. £45 for 50 pills that did nothing makes me rather angry.

In benzo taper news im down to 1.5 mg of pyraz and 2.3 of diclaz before bed. I also have between 0.4 and 0.8 pyraz when i get home from work depending on how stresfull the day has been. 8( I can see it being easy to reduce the 2.3 diclaz at 0.1 a week for the forseeable because the pyraz seems to be having far more effect than the diclaz in these latest PG batches ive made. Im sure last time it was the other way round, and the d was stronger than than the p, but it doesnt really matter as long as the overall total is coming down, which it is. I anticipate getting my diclaz dose substantially reduced if not quit alll together ny the end of the year.

I've recently had my contract extended by another 12 months at work which has helped massively, i need to have something to get up for early in the morning and thus making it easier to get to sleep at night. If i didnt have that external demand placed on me I'd be finding this far more difficult as i would be sleeping in until 1pm and then obviously be unable to sleep at night and taking more benzos to try and compensate. That may have been part of the reason my dose escalated in the first place. I was convinced that i was going to be sacked at work, they have no idea how important keeping that job was to me for many reasons. Perhaps the most important reason currently is the benzo taper.
 
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.....well as it turned out I only took x2 10mg then got on the dog to call every dealer I know (at 12.30am or ther abouts) luckily no one was serving as it would have been a 30 min drive and I was pissed and vallied up so ended up sparko on the settee with dr who on- don't remember a thing about it. Booze is a killer for me it makes me do stooopid tings. I know my limits and never do more than 30mg - nearly always on top of drink but that's from years of practice - that's why I thought about ramping it up to 50mg just to get the buzz I was looking for but figured as fucked as I was if I was doubly fucked I might get in to trouble...cheers for theh reply sprouty

Clearly not.
 
I thought the exact same the first time I read that mate. And about his guestimates of heroin percentages lol.
 
The vendor I sometimes buy stuff from says they should be back in stock within a week or so. They maybe back in now but I haven't checked as a done with rc benzos as they're just too dangerous. Since we're not allowed to name vendors though I don't know how much help that is to you.
 
I'm off benzos forever now, they are just not good for me at all. That bag that I bought 'by accident when drunk' just caused me problems, just binned the lot.

It was fun, sometimes, but the majority I can't remember while in benzo blackout city. At work and shit, can't remember even talking to clients about jobs, probably garbling nonsense while looking like a spaced out nutcase.

The potency of some of these RC ones and the half lives just fuck someone like me up - as I'll always pop another too soon.

Family wondering what the fuck is wrong with me, as I look 'weird' - nah fuck that, even H doesn't turn me into a fucked up looking drooling space cadet, seriously, I can get away with H (snorted) in social situations like meals out, work, pub, talking to family members and nobody seems to bat an eyelid - I abuse benzos and who the fuck knows what's in store, for me and the people around me.

I've said it before, I stopped taking them months ago and had a wee blip there before going on holiday, but seriously this time I've had enough. Those fuckers are the devils work.
 
The vendor I sometimes buy stuff from says they should be back in stock within a week or so. They maybe back in now but I haven't checked as a done with rc benzos as they're just too dangerous. Since we're not allowed to name vendors though I don't know how much help that is to you.

Thanks mate, hopefully the vendor that i use will have them back soon also. I do have an alert set up with them for when they are back in stock. I don't use them daily but i do like to take just one 0.5 pellet twice a week to help with sleep. I've only tried etizolam & clonazolam from the RC benzos and i find clonazolam the best. I can get still get a good sleep from just half of a pellet but a whole one is always nicer.
 
No problem. If you can get away with just one tab a couple of times a week then I can't see much in the way of problems. The issue I had with the rc benzos is that they didn't appear to do much at first encouraging you to take more until all of a sudden.......bang you completely fucked and Blackouts ensue.
 
I'm off benzos forever now, they are just not good for me at all. That bag that I bought 'by accident when drunk' just caused me problems, just binned the lot.

It was fun, sometimes, but the majority I can't remember while in benzo blackout city. At work and shit, can't remember even talking to clients about jobs, probably garbling nonsense while looking like a spaced out nutcase.

The potency of some of these RC ones and the half lives just fuck someone like me up - as I'll always pop another too soon.

Family wondering what the fuck is wrong with me, as I look 'weird' - nah fuck that, even H doesn't turn me into a fucked up looking drooling space cadet, seriously, I can get away with H (snorted) in social situations like meals out, work, pub, talking to family members and nobody seems to bat an eyelid - I abuse benzos and who the fuck knows what's in store, for me and the people around me.

I've said it before, I stopped taking them months ago and had a wee blip there before going on holiday, but seriously this time I've had enough. Those fuckers are the devils work.

For real, I've done a lot of drugs and been in some states in the past but nothing beats the searing, clinging embarrassment of an RC benzo blackout. People have asked on occasion since I got off them what benzos feel like and honestly, past my experiences with therapeutic prescribed doses with no tolerance, I can't tell them. I'm sure my parents, close friends, and former housemates could, but I can't. I wish I could take em every now and then but nah. Not worth the risk.
 
For real, I've done a lot of drugs and been in some states in the past but nothing beats the searing, clinging embarrassment of an RC benzo blackout. People have asked on occasion since I got off them what benzos feel like and honestly, past my experiences with therapeutic prescribed doses with no tolerance, I can't tell them. I'm sure my parents, close friends, and former housemates could, but I can't. I wish I could take em every now and then but nah. Not worth the risk.

Word man. Nothing more horrific and dangerous than a benzo blackout. At least when I'm pissed blackout people know you're pissed, even if you horribly embarrass yourself, they may laugh and sneer but at least they know the cause. With benzos people just think you're a lunatic (not in a funny 'mad bastard' way, an actual fucking lunatic) and I put myself in more dangerous situations because I think somewhere in the depths of my utterly warped mind at the time that I'm okay. To be honest, I'm surprised I'm not dead.
 
Yup, they are so dangerous it's untrue. Combined with the fact that they don't even show up on most drug tests so noone would know what you've taken if you were to end up in hospital and that's a recipe for disaster. It's the fact that your completely fucked up and don't even realise it that scares me the most.
 
Word man. Nothing more horrific and dangerous than a benzo blackout. At least when I'm pissed blackout people know you're pissed, even if you horribly embarrass yourself, they may laugh and sneer but at least they know the cause. With benzos people just think you're a lunatic (not in a funny 'mad bastard' way, an actual fucking lunatic) and I put myself in more dangerous situations because I think somewhere in the depths of my utterly warped mind at the time that I'm okay. To be honest, I'm surprised I'm not dead.

Aye, it's a different kind of fucked and I feel really bad for scaring my housemates and family so badly. Thought I was fine, my only kinda redeeming...thing from the whole scenario was that I never drove on them or hurt someone but I had nightmares about doing just that. That plus drinking heavily on them and I feel the same as you, I feel like I met my partner at the exact right time in my life to wake me up and go 'get help stop doing this'. Worked out :) Still miss em, but I like being conscious these days I guess.

Not meaning to sound like preachy or anything in the general context of the thread, though. I fully envy people who can take or leave benzos.
 
God knows what will happen after the ban to all those still dependent on large doses of benzos and haven't been able to taper. Most gps don't want to know and most DSPs don't do benzo tapers anymore. I forsee a lot of 999 calls for seizures in the next year. Paramedics have iv medazolam and iv diazepam to deal with grand mal seizures but that's hardly a long term solution. It makes me shudder just thinking about it...
 
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