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Gibberings v. CC: Pigfuckers R Us

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I miss him a lot too. He had a lot of HQ stuff to contribute, I dont know why but he was always good to me on here, (apart from one minor falling out over a misunderstanding that quickly blew over and was forgotten) but i recognise that he wasn't like that with everyone.

As well as backstabbing. I defended him when most members here slagged him off. I said "it's not nice to say these things when he's not here." I also said several times how he was missed. I had several PMs from people not understanding why I'd defend a person who hasn't been nice to me.

Yet the DAY I was permabanned he suddenly returns to this forum to bitch about me when I was not able to defend myself. Also "ppl who think Evey will be harmed are over-reacting." Really???? It's sly n backstabbing. And I'm personally happy if he don't return as forum is lovely at mo.

I forgive people who hurt me when they are genuinely sorry for the things they do i can move on n get past it. Some things I can't forgive. I have serious trust issues as it is it takes a lot for me to trust / believe people so when people do sly stuff like that it sets me backwards n then I have to work at trusting people again.

Evey
 
ive noticed that you do seem to enjoy a drink or 2 though. Aint nothing wrong with that. If youve mainatined your current levels of alcohol consumption for many years i think its safe to say you arent at risk of becomming an alchy. The 12 steps is for all kinds of addicts btw, not just alchies.

Most of my mothers side of the family drink like fishes, my uncles get through 24packs of lager by the crateful whenever they get the chance, and they dont even get noticeably drunk. I don't seem to have inherited the same love of alcohol, although when other things werent available i did occasionally find myself getting that thirst that only alcohol could quench.

Yea I know that. My friends go to both NA n AA.

Evey
 
Ahh alcohol truly is the worst drug of all. Only meant to have a couple last night and I've blasted nearly 2 crates of bud. Woke up at 3am in a fit of spewing. It's passed now but there really was no need for it.

alcohol, the shittest legal high of all.

I am just concetrating on trying to keep warm on this freezing autumn day, orrirble.

That's nonsense. Too many people love beer [or in my lateset alcohol-festish, fine red wine made locally] to make those sentences valid

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That's nonsense. Too many people love beer [or in my lateset alcohol-festish, fine red wine made locally] to make those sentences valid

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Raasy :D when are you going to speak to me again? I'm bored of this game now :) xxxxxx Raasy <3


On second thoughts my flame is now Ceresy - you're OLD NEWS so bugger off :D (only joking). But I miss you c'mon it's been monthhhhhsssss xxxxx

Evey
 
I haven't touched alcohol in over 4 years so really can't relate, sorry. Much more interesting drugs out there.. :) <3
 
I haven't touched alcohol in over 4 years so really can't relate, sorry. Much more interesting drugs out there.. :) <3

yeah right,

no-one leaves alcohol for 4 years, unless the doctor told them to. What happened then? Did you abuse that drug also?
 
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For the record: 5F-AKB48 cessation sucks. I'm unsure of how applicable my experience is in relation to other Synth Cannabinoids as I find few pleasurable, 5F-AKB48 is the only cannabinoid I use.
Have smoked it for somewhere around a year; daily, monthly, not consistently at all, but the last 6 weeks have been spent perma-stoned, 24/7, as a result of smoking anywhere from 1-4g of 10% w/v blend.
100-400mg/day is fucking stupid levels of use eliciting some quite frankly awful WD symptoms - fever, chills, sweats, anhedonia, insomnia, zero appetite etc,.

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I only drink to excess in the absence of other drugs. Alcohol is a substance I've never been particularly enamoured with, and except for a few years in my teens, I hardly touched a drop until the Great Drought 5 years ago, when it became a direct substitute for heroin and a potentiator for my methadone. Now that I'm off the meth and have been rekindling my relationship with other drugs, especially weed, my liking for booze has dropped significantly. Mind you, that's not to say I'm going around banging tambourines and singing 'onward Christian soldiers' - far from it. I've been a polydrug user for so long now that I have to take at least one psychoactive drug every day (otherwise I'll cry). If only booze is available, then I'll hit it hard.
 
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I've been a polydrug user for so long now that I have to take at least one psychoactive drug every day (otherwise I'll cry). If only booze is available, then I'll hit it hard.

You can't enjoy a single day without drugs? That's so sad. Maybe you need some help?
 
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