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Do stims always result in masturbation?

yeah exactly, with mdpv you have to pre plan something you are going to throw yourself into, i.e research, gaming, housework, dismantling electronic devices for the sheer curiosity of it etc. If you go in without a plan you can end up just sitting around trying to decide what the fuck to do, and then get parro.

and yeah, as soon as you see anything like a female body its game over, it must be because of all the dopamine released in response to the female form. I would spend hours going thru porn flicks trying to find the 'best one' that I would finally blow my load over. Terribly uncivilised behaviour but at that point you have lost all your self control anyway.
 
I have engaged in ferocious sexual activity with MDPV ghosties. In fact, all of the shadow people during my MDPV psychoses were female except for the grim reaper.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Having never taken MDPV, the following question has just occurred to me: Are the shadow people ever female? 'Cos if so, well ya know - every cloud and all that... ;)
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3fpm reminded me of mdpv ina lot of ways, but just like a baby version of it, if you find 3fpm fiendish, I would probably suggest avoiding MDPV. It is the only drug I've ever taken that robbed me of every last bit of self control and the only drug that I felt 'oh shit, this stuff is stronger than me and will destroy me'.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Having never taken MDPV, the following question has just occurred to me: Are the shadow people ever female? 'Cos if so, well ya know - every cloud and all that... ;)
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With you fondness for the stimulating side of the drug spectrum, why is it that you steered clear of Peeve? Which I think is a wise decision on your part by the way from the pages of testimonials stating it's horrendous negatives, despite its crown of the king of stims.

Was it the horror stories that put you off, or was it another reason?? If you don't mind me asking that is?
 
ScotchMist said:
With you fondness for the stimulating side of the drug spectrum, why is it that you steered clear of Peeve? Which I think is a wise decision on your part by the way from the pages of testimonials stating it's horrendous negatives, despite its crown of the king of stims.

Was it the horror stories that put you off, or was it another reason?? If you don't mind me asking that is?
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No, nothing put me off at all. On the contrary, all the horror stories I read made it seem even more appealing... The simple fact of the matter is that I'm a useless cunt and managed to totally miss the golden era of RCs. MDPV had already been outlawed in the UK by the time I even heard of it. I then managed to find a European source, but completely failed to get round to ordering any before the EU ban came into effect. Possibly the best thing that could have happened really, considering I hated crack but still somehow managed to blow 30 grand on it over a couple of years.
 
Managed to fuck a few times after pills (MDMA) but after speed/anything else my cock reverted to a 11 year old pre-pubescent stage. Can't say that stims in general give me the horn.

Nǐ yǒu shé me dǎsuàn jīn wǎn?
 
I got to the point where I hated the pv but was still buying it because it had gotten control over me. Worst thing is it was so fucking cheap aswell.

If it had been sold in 20mg doses and you could only order once a week then it might have been less of a problem. But basically I was on it all day every day for 2 years, vaping it, snorting it, eating it, all for a short lived rush and then days of paranoia and anxiety.

Another problem is it tastes really nice, like a sweetshop.

I would never advise anyone to dabble with it, even the most experienced stim heads had issues with it. It was a fucking rollercoaster ride, at first I was learning loads of chemistry up to first year organic chem level while using the pv for focus, but before long it ultimately completely destroyed my life, my sanity, my relationsbips with my family and friends, and almost caused my death. And it got me sectioned under the mental health act several times so I was detained in mental hospital in a secure ward and not allwoed to leave.

2 years of living ina constant state of heightening anxiety and paranoia, along with anorexia, when I finally cleaned up my act, it felt like I had come back from a war in afghanistan or something it was that terrifying annd fucked up. PTSD for years afterwards.

So yeah, you made the right choice leaving it alone man.
 
Wenlock said:
Managed to fuck a few times after pills (MDMA) but after speed/anything else my cock reverted to a 11 year old pre-pubescent stage. Can't say that stims in general give me the horn.

Nǐ yǒu shé me dǎsuàn jīn wǎn?
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That second bit sounds like the throat singing at the start of DMT by Shpongle.
 
Ismene said:
Being mostly from a psychedelic background this wasn't a phenomena I was too familiar with but once you've done the housework on a stim (coke, speed etc) what is there to do but flog yourself? The high isn't entertaining or fun enough to just sit there and enjoy it so are you doomed to endless masturbation till it wears off?
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Most of the time, that's what my final hours are about. I start of studying, watching series/movies, chatting and/or chilling with friends until at some point I just have to have an endless wank. The wanking part may seem endless, but if you manage to complete that task, you're rewarded with a better feeling sex has ever given. At least, given me.
 
Its a very strange effect that stims can have on the libido and mind. It sometimes feels like it would be incredibly easy to 'knock one out' in about 20 seconds flat without barely even touching the thing, but somehow, for some reason, the time in that heightened state of arousal all too often gets extended into marathons, sometimes things go flat and the feeling is lost, but another bump quickly restores things......

Some kind of middle ground would be the ideal thing, say set yourself a time limit of 30 minutes or something, but even as i type this i doubt that would work as a major part of 'the experience' is the intense focus and the way time literally flies past, so that it can suddenly be 5am or something like that and your still holding off letting go. The thing is, if you did get it all over and done with in 20 seconds, it's kind of wasting the effects some people seek. I wonder if 'one' would find something more constructive to do, or merely try for a second coming, which isnt all that easy when you reach a certain age, at least ime. Sorry if that's tmi for some people.

Btw I dont only take stims for the libido thing, i also take them to get intensly into music. But im not always in the mood for an intense bout of music listening, but certain stims always lead to sex unless ive got my musical head on.:o
 
ScotchMist said:
There was me thinking you was being all sensible, shoulda known better :D
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Hey, no one could ever accuse me of being sensible - I'm a dedicated hedonist with an innate self destructive streak and get a buzz from taking risks. The only reason I've survived this long without dying or becoming a stereotypical junky/crackhead/alcoholic/tramp is because I'm also a right lazy fucker. I gave up crack only because my savings ran out and I couldn't be arsed with hustling, scamming or grafting to fund my habit. I gave up needles when my visible veins had all collapsed because I couldn't be arsed with the faff of digging around for deep veins. I gave up Heroin during the Great Drought because I couldn't be arsed with trying to find a source of decent gear. I gave up methadone because I couldn't be arsed with jumping through the hoops presented by the drug clinics; and when they stopped letting my mrs pick up my script for me I couldn't even be arsed with going to the pharmacy twice a week. When I got fired from my last job for being off my tits on phenazepam etc., I spent nearly two years out of work because I couldn't be arsed to look for and apply for jobs. But eventually, it became easier to actually get a job than it was to comply with the ever increasing requirements of the Jobseeker's Agreement, which surpringly, I just couldn't be arsed with. So in short, I tend to continue doing what I'm doing until a path of lower resistance presents itself. The only reason I can be arsed to write these rambling, self indulgent and totally not funny responses, is because I can't be arsed with doing any of the decorating that I should be doing instead. It's not exactly a recipe for success so I tend to consistently underachieve. In fact, my whole life could be summed up by the phrase "Could do better". But ya know what? I just cant be arsed...
 
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F.U.B.A.R. said:
Wow! 8o I'm gonna have to score me some of that oestrogen shit fo' sho'!!

(Does that also include prolonged, intense and repeated orgasms? And does it make you squirt or gush?)
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If you can't already achieve prolonged, intense and repeated orgasms (of which only the last actually leads to ejaculation), then, please excuse me saying this, um ..... you might not know your own cock as well as you thought you did.
 
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