foolsgold
Bluelighter
morning people hope your all doing ok
You will be kicking yourself later Ceres. After keeping that clean book for 4 whole years, you choose 3-fmp of all things to override that 4 whole years of no stimulants. Take that book and put a bit dirty 3-fmp stamp or your otherwise untainted recovery. One day you will stand before god and try to justify this "but mdb said it was the shit yo" won't cut it either, son.![]()
No bother mate. I've had a terrible day. I got a scratch on my stomach off a bit of barb wire in the garden a week ago and had to go to hospital for tetanus, immunoglobulin and antibiotic shots and some co-amoxiclav to take home (the domestos of antibiotics).
Also as I can't drive at the minute I went out on a single job in the rapid response car with my mate driving and the old lady passed away which was heart breaking as her family were so distraught. I I only went out cos I was bored at HQ doing the fucking photocopying and as my boss was off there was nowt else to do. I wish I hadn't gone out now cos I can't stop thinking about that poor lady's family.....
Also I'm still suffering some methadone wds 8 months after quitting. It's staggering how long the wds last when you ct from a big dose that you've been on a long time. I wonder if I'll ever feel normal again or if my brain chemistry is permanently fucked.
haha. For the record I never rated 3-fpm. I didn't enjoy it very much at all. I bought 1 gram each from 2 different vendors and haven't bothered since.
I'm hoping to wind down my stim sessions now, what with the fucking nosey gossipy next door neighbour problem and the pending ban and the effects of a stim binge on my heart feeling increasingly worrysome it's getting near time for me to cut out those all night binges. Only problem is i may still like to have an occasional guice session and wallow in the magnificence of music and stims add to that. But having good stims to hand and not boshing them till they're gone is something ive yet to do.![]()