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EADD Im Fucked Megathread They said we couldn't get fucked, we fucked and got fucked!

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hexagram said:
I am forgotton. Nothing. A meaningless, useless piece of shit who should have never been born. I know Raas will come in and say i'm attention seeking. Well maybe I am. Maybe I need to just feel somewhat loved and ok again.
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Based on your ex moving on ? My ex has moved on (mind you not seeing anyone better looking than me because I'm gorgeous and utterly fabulous) - Hex you pass your time staying in and taking downers that ultimately leaves you feeling miserable (your choice). Your the only person thinking your worthless, your meaningless and that your life has no merit etc.

Start loving yourself mate :), if you hate where your at in your life change it for a positive (not hurling yourself under the nearest train, out of the nearest window, bottom of that bottle of GB).
 
Eveleivibe said:
Raasy's ok really. Evey
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then i'm dancing with death. Fuck it. Fuck it all. You spend all your time trying to get your shit together in life, but it's all so transient. everything is meaningless, utter bullshit.
 
Sidnafilisevil said:
A bottle cap full of GBL? A bottle cap full is enough to OD most people either shit GBL or your dancing with death.
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This though in all seriousness - people dose in the ml range .5 ml 1 ml after stims etc. A cap full is not a measure that I would ever, ever associate with GBL (shit or not).
 
hexagram said:
then i'm dancing with death. Fuck it. Fuck it all. You spend all your time trying to get your shit together in life, but it's all so transient. everything is meaningless, utter bullshit.
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Death is not transient though Hex! Hex you have read some of our stories - some of us have expressed that we have been in very similar situations before, fucked off family and friends, drug use has left us single, alone etc. Your going through a rough patch, it can and will get better for you but only if you let it, give yourself a break.
 
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Hexyr not going to make your next birthday if this continues. You'll be dead. This isn't you talking it's the substances. I really think you should get yourself sectioned as you're a danger to yourself right now. You need to stop looking / associating with things connected with your ex as it's not helping things.

Are you able to call ambulance, samaritans? Can someone take you to AnE?

This is getting concerning now

Evey
 
hexagram said:
then i'm dancing with death. Fuck it. Fuck it all. You spend all your time trying to get your shit together in life, but it's all so transient. everything is meaningless, utter bullshit.
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The way your going just now is not the way. I've been there myself, mentally at the end of your tether for reasons outside of drugs. But taking any powerful mind altering substance clouds your judgement massively. You dont need drugs just now you need some time to pull yourself together.

I'll be honest your the poster in EADD who I most fear of seeing a "RIP" thread. Deadly serious the chances of overdose without measuring the GBL with a syringe or something is 100% certain. More than one has come a cropper with this :\
 
Sidnafilisevil said:
Deadly serious the chances of overdose without measuring the GBL with a syringe or something is 100% certain. More than one has come a cropper with this :\
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Hex - if you have been taking any other downers, or you have been drinking alcohol then save your GB until another day.
 
Hex; it's quite likely that in a few months time you'll look back on this period and think 'thank god i did not top myself.' Obviously you sound like your going through a severe episode of depression, there is lots of help and advice available for people in such a condition these days. You dont have to suffer in silence on your own. Have you seen a Dr about your state of mind? They can help or if they cant they'll put you in touch with people that can. If you havent done that please consider making an appointment as soon as possible, before you make a decision that can not be reversed.
 
hexagram said:
not measuring them properly, just about a bottle cap full. Goes nicely with booze.
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hexagram said:
Just seen my ex has moved on and is seeing other, far better looking people, who aren't addicted to drugs and who have their shit together.

I am looking around my room and wallowing in self loathing. I hate every aspect of my personality. I hate my interests, my books and films and music. I hate myself with a burning passion. I am very tempted to say fuck it all and down this bottle of gbl.
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hexagram said:
I am forgotton. Nothing. A meaningless, useless piece of shit who should have never been born. I know Raas will come in and say i'm attention seeking. Well maybe I am. Maybe I need to just feel somewhat loved and ok again.
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hexagram said:
and I probably sound like a broken record at this point but i'm very very lonely and in a very dark place.
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Actually, I was more concerned with the quadruple posting this time.
 
@ Hex; There is nothing wrong with attention seeking on an internet forum, especially if you are in Dire Straits. You will get help and support from the community here for as long as you need it. (Why does anybody post on an internet forum, with the hope of being totally ignored or getting some replies?)
 
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@ Hex; There is nothing wrong with attention seeking on an internet forum, especially if you are in Dire Straits. You will get help and support from the community here for as long as you need it. (Why does anybody post on an internet forum, with the hope of being totally ignored or getting some replies?)
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What?! Mark Knopfler is on here?
 
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