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Inside_Out13

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Hi, I'm new to blue light and would like to introduce myself. I've recently turned 13 years old 8o (Young, I know)... But anyways I've been abusing various opiates (codeine, tramadol, Hydrocodone, oxycodone, etc) for the past few months (mostly for drug safety) and came here for support, because I'm going through a particularly rough time right now. Hello and I'm glad to be part of the community:\
 
Hit me up when you're 18. :)

Oh and welcome to the worst mistake of your life.
cheers!
 
Hello and welcome! You have come to the right place! I am new myself, but I can assure you, BL is the right road to be on. Be safe buddy.
-goosey

ps. feel free to message me if you need any guidance on addiction, and or recovery.

vamos salute!
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Papaverium said:
Yes unfortunately, life will never be the same...
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some doors were never meant to be opened for some of us; most of us. And some of those doors even, can never be shut again....

But heh, you can always install a screen door! :)
 
Inside_Out13 said:
Ha yeah I'm beginning to realize that...
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omfg i laughed out my bed. Thankgod there still a lit cigarette.shit I'm of legal age to own my own company.

Newbie. I recommend you stick with,
http://www.bluelight.org/

Learn what the umm dang your getting into, then scroll down before you go up^. When you do a wall of fame , we will talk.

Until then, stay in school, and become a moderator. or boss your own company like me.$$
-D's
 
I never expected to find someone so young, even younger than me. I'm 15 and I've tried/ been addicted to a lot of those pills you mentioned, I started when I was 13ish. It's rough, stick to weed if you can. Pills are shitty. ��
 
Inside_Out13 said:
Hi, I'm new to blue light and would like to introduce myself. I've recently turned 13 years old 8o (Young, I know)... But anyways I've been abusing various opiates (codeine, tramadol, Hydrocodone, oxycodone, etc) for the past few months (mostly for drug safety) and came here for support, because I'm going through a particularly rough time right now. Hello and I'm glad to be part of the community:\
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Hi inside out, welcome to bluelight!
You said you were having a rough time lately, is there anything we can help u out with? Here at bluelight your gonna get honest answers to your questions, that's what's cool about it your age doesn't matter one bit, not to me anyways. Lots of smart people here with tons of life experience that have been through pretty much everything that life has to offer, both good and bad. I think you'll like it here.
Just hmu if there's anything u need little bro, ttyl. Be safe!
 
weedchild_ said:
I never expected to find someone so young, even younger than me. I'm 15 and I've tried/ been addicted to a lot of those pills you mentioned, I started when I was 13ish. It's rough, stick to weed if you can. Pills are shitty. ��
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Welcome to you too weed child! Same thing bro, anything u need or that I can help with just hmu dude. Ttyl
 
I shudder to think of what would have become of me if I was a Bluelighter/net.drugs.kid (if Bluelight existed) when I was 13. OP, hopefully your here for support in not going further down the road you're on, and not here looking for role models. I know you've heard this before, your brain is still developing, blah blah blah. I started around your age and fucked up my life immensely, years of IV heroin, suboxone, nervous breakdown, now an alcoholic and on psych meds, stayed out of prison only by the grace of God. Be careful out there, maybe wait a bit if you're able, maybe consider the possibility that drugs aren't worth it, because they're not.
 
welcome to bluelight :) 13s pretty young to be doing drugs, especially something as hard as oxycodone, but the great thing about bluelight is anyone of any age is welcome here, and you'll still get the same answers as an adult would from most people. I'm actually only 15 myself. you might get some "you really shouldnt be doing drugs at this age though"s at the end of the answer, but you'll still get a good honest answer. were neutral on drug use here, so we focus on how to do drugs safer, not weather or not you should do drugs. Its great because pretty much everywhere else you go will just say "dont do drugs" or give you a false answer to make you not wanna do it, where on BL you can make a post about something related to you shooting krokodil and you'll get an honest answer. If your looking for emotional support here, go to the "the dark side" forum. For questions about opiod safetey, go to the "other drugs" forum. If theres a question you have but dont know where to put it, go to the "homeless threads" forum. You've made a good choice by joining us, I'd probably have overdosed and died by now without Bluelight.
BTW if you don't already know what it is look up "cold water extraction". Every opiod user should know how to do it. The amount of damage it can prevent you is enourmous.
 
nancy145 said:
welcome to bluelight :) 13s pretty young to be doing drugs, especially something as hard as oxycodone, but the great thing about bluelight is anyone of any age is welcome here, and you'll still get the same answers as an adult would from most people. I'm actually only 15 myself. you might get some "you really shouldnt be doing drugs at this age though"s at the end of the answer, but you'll still get a good honest answer. were neutral on drug use here, so we focus on how to do drugs safer, not weather or not you should do drugs. Its great because pretty much everywhere else you go will just say "dont do drugs" or give you a false answer to make you not wanna do it, where on BL you can make a post about something related to you shooting krokodil and you'll get an honest answer. If your looking for emotional support here, go to the "the dark side" forum. For questions about opiod safetey, go to the "other drugs" forum. If theres a question you have but dont know where to put it, go to the "homeless threads" forum. You've made a good choice by joining us, I'd probably have overdosed and died by now without Bluelight.
BTW if you don't already know what it is look up "cold water extraction". Every opiod user should know how to do it. The amount of damage it can prevent you is enourmous.
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Standing by my post above, but this is true, though. Especially the "cold water trick." I learned that on alt.drugs.hard, before you guys were born, when I was about your age LOL. (What is the age cutoff for having used USENET? :p) It's very easy and if you are taking pills with Tylenol it is essential.

If you have any drug questions I'll be happy to answer, but I'll still lecture you on why it's a bad idea :|
 
This entire thread just makes me ummmm...for lack of a better term? Sad:(. Your age for one and the drugs you are abusing:(. For 2, at 40 years of age myself I never stopped to think that 13 year olds may be giving me advise?!?! And then the rude comments made to a "child" (whether she is using drugs or not, that is STILL what she is!!) Wow. Not what I expected out of Bluelight. Yet I do think that (or rather hope that) when the rude posters posts are seen that he should be banned, not you.

Seek help, sweetie. TRUST ME. A "few months" is just a few months. You have THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AHEAD OF YOU!! And I'm not "innocent". I never thought at age 37 I'd become an oxycodone addict. If you've not gone through withdrawals yet? It's not "just like the flu". Think of throwing up, diarrhea, shaking like crazy, your heart feeling like it's going to fly out of your chest, sweating yet feeling ice cold, unable to move, bathe or shower, eating is a joke, drinking liquids? Oh they don't stay down either. If you think all that sounds bad? I've had a seizure due to the withdrawals and even a stroke which led to paralysis of my left hand.

If you ever need a friend, send me a message but do me a favor and PLEASE try to stay away from the drugs:(. At 13, sure I had a drink. But wow, what is this world turning into??? And I'm not even upset with the young person that posted this (sad and wanting to know WHY and if I can help)...but I AM FURIOUS WITH THE ONE POSTER. PLEASE PEOPLE, SPEAK TO A CHILD AS A CHILD!!!! And DO NOT hand over the crap of, "well she's using so if she's old enough to use it then she's fine to be spoken to this way"!!! You're SICK!!! And NOT you, poster.
 
And again, I want to say that this is NOT against the poster but just saddens me. If it helps you to post things on here, then post all day long. Who knows, MAYBE you or the 15 year old or any other young person on here could make me gain knowledge. At 13 though? Whenever the word "weed" was mentioned? It was in reference to my parents wanting me to do chores such as "pull weeds in my back yard". A pill? I felt like a for real "grown up" when I made the switch from liquid children's Tylenol to taking the "big girl stuff"...the pill. I KNOW the world has changed yet I guess since I still view myself to be a "kid at heart" and being 13 somehow for me seems like just yesterday....I just can't believe how MUCH it has changed.

I also realize that everything is about harm reduction but rather then give this youngster advise? I wish there was a PANIC BUTTON on here that I could press to "wake up" parents since again, I never knew that young, young children could join a site like this.

As for safety? There is NO SAFE WAY FOR ANY OF US TO USE WITHOUT POSSIBLE DEATH. There ARE safER ways but not SAFE ones. Poster, think of college, marriage, children.....your entire future and then think before you take that next pill.....is this REALLY worth risking the rest of my life. I'm not saying it will but it could very well lead to a heroin addiction and who knows what else or what illnesses you may get.

I'm NOT responding to any adult negativity I may get within this thread but to you poster? I will say again, if you need a friend please send me a message. And there's no such thing as "drug safety" at 13 years of age. Looking again? You almost seem to think it's funny. Use them daily for a year or 2 and then see what kind of posts you'll be making. They'll be more like "SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME"!!!!!
 
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Inside_Out13 said:
Hi, I'm new to blue light and would like to introduce myself. I've recently turned 13 years old 8o (Young, I know)... But anyways I've been abusing various opiates (codeine, tramadol, Hydrocodone, oxycodone, etc) for the past few months (mostly for drug safety) and came here for support, because I'm going through a particularly rough time right now. Hello and I'm glad to be part of the community:\
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Hiya I had a codeine addiction n am now on suboxone maintenance. It makes me feel sad knowing you're going through this at such a young age n my heart goes out to you. Feel free to PM me if you need anyone to talk to.

Welcome to the Bluelight family <3

Evey
 
Bernc1 said:
And again, I want to say that this is NOT against the poster but just saddens me. If it helps you to post things on here, then post all day long. Who knows, MAYBE you or the 15 year old or any other young person on here could make me gain knowledge. At 13 though? Whenever the word "weed" was mentioned? It was in reference to my parents wanting me to do chores such as "pull weeds in my back yard". A pill? I felt like a for real "grown up" when I made the switch from liquid children's Tylenol to taking the "big girl stuff"...the pill. I KNOW the world has changed yet I guess since I still view myself to be a "kid at heart" and being 13 somehow for me seems like just yesterday....I just can't believe how MUCH it has changed.

I also realize that everything is about harm reduction but rather then give this youngster advise? I wish there was a PANIC BUTTON on here that I could press to "wake up" parents since again, I never knew that young, young children could join a site like this.

As for safety? There is NO SAFE WAY FOR ANY OF US TO USE WITHOUT POSSIBLE DEATH. There ARE safER ways but not SAFE ones. Poster, think of college, marriage, children.....your entire future and then think before you take that next pill.....is this REALLY worth risking the rest of my life. I'm not saying it will but it could very well lead to a heroin addiction and who knows what else or what illnesses you may get.

I'm NOT responding to any adult negativity I may get within this thread but to you poster? I will say again, if you need a friend please send me a message. And there's no such thing as "drug safety" at 13 years of age. Looking again? You almost seem to think it's funny. Use them daily for a year or 2 and then see what kind of posts you'll be making. They'll be more like "SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME"!!!!!
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Idk bernc , I think these kids are the people who need us the most IMO. I do agree that it's a strange new world but these 2 are at more risk of overdose and/or mixing the wrong drugs etc. than any adult here. I think they can take more from this site than any of us can. If the sites not meant to help them then who was it really meant to help?
If we talk to them like 12 year olds and treat them like they're 12 then they're gonna leave and will have gained nothing from the site. If we treat them like our equals(and we are) then they will be comfortable and confident in their knowledge of all kinds of substances them and their friends are gonna come across. I mean read Nancy's post! I thought that it was a well thought out post and it's all about harm reduction, sure didn't seem like a 15 yr old wrote that to me. She's really contributing so why not a 15 or for that matter a 13yr old member or bluelight? Idk that's just my opinion.
 
Cliffy78 said:
Idk bernc , I think these kids are the people who need us the most IMO. I do agree that it's a strange new world but these 2 are at more risk of overdose and/or mixing the wrong drugs etc. than any adult here. I think they can take more from this site than any of us can. If the sites not meant to help them then who was it really meant to help?
If we talk to them like 12 year olds and treat them like they're 12 then they're gonna leave and will have gained nothing from the site. If we treat them like our equals(and we are) then they will be comfortable and confident in their knowledge of all kinds of substances them and their friends are gonna come across. I mean read Nancy's post! I thought that it was a well thought out post and it's all about harm reduction, sure didn't seem like a 15 yr old wrote that to me. She's really contributing so why not a 15 or for that matter a 13yr old member or bluelight? Idk that's just my opinion.
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True. Very true. Point taken and I was wrong within all that I said but it just breaks my heart so bad yet even though I do know what you mean, I won't change my mind. I do still want to just scream loudly into my phone and hope that I'm heard: "PLEASE DON'T USE" yet sadly it won't make a difference. And I DO want them to talk. I tried to get both points in there but the "mom in me" was just thinking, "please don't continue this:(. I don't want to see you lead a horrible life or even worse....to end up dead:(". Almost as if they are my kids. I don't care if someone on here is 13, 23, or 103 by all means......I DO just want them to be safe. And yes, had not Nancy have stated her age? I'd have never guessed it nor do I know or question the ages of those who have given me advise on here but rather I accept it, want it and appreciate it.

The way you worded it though? It hit me even worse then when I saw this post. Meaning heart wise. I then thought of it the opposite. If it were my child? Would I want him to come to me? Of course. Yet logically speaking? Would he? I'm not so sure. And the more I just thought about this....even at 40 years of age if my parents were still alive? If I were to be completely honest with myself I wouldn't even be able to tell them now that I have a problem with pain medication yet I'd expect it of my 15 year old son??? Thanks for making me stop and think, Cliffy78. Age doesn't matter when it comes to abuse or addiction of drugs. And please accept my apologies, Inside Out 13. I just immediatedly was thinking: "But my son is 15. He wouldn't use"!........Yet how can I be sure of that? I absolutely can't.

PLEASE DO come back. Because when reversed onto me and if I didn't think my son would come to me? I'd want someone out there to at least TRY to tell him how to be the safest he could possibly be since I can't imagine this world without him in it. Yet there I go again.....I'm quite POSITIVE that he can't imagine this world without me in it. Wow, does this post ever have me thinking now. Much needed things that I, MYSELF need to think about. Be safe, please and much love<3
 
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