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Ye you're lucky. If you do infact roll, roll safely man. I personally will never roll again. I don't think it will ever appeal to me again after going through this
 
Drunkdancer said:
After examination and telling me hes had experience in dealing with this issue before he told me to begin taking immediately 300mg a day of co-enzyme Q10 which includes vitamin b1. He told me it is usually prescribed to people with migraine issues and it will help to break down any bad molecules still in your system, give you energy and really help your brain and nervous system recover.
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This is interesting, I know that some facial creams contain this Q10, to fight the wrinkles, but did not know it came as an enzyme, and that you could ingest it. Good thing that your neurologist was able to help you! Also the clean style will also help a lot.
 
nightElf said:
This is interesting, I know that some facial creams contain this Q10, to fight the wrinkles, but did not know it came as an enzyme, and that you could ingest it. Good thing that your neurologist was able to help you! Also the clean style will also help a lot.
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I'm goina try this
 
Definitely worth a try Ryan, I'm confident you are going to recover pal just keep your chin up.

Think I accidentally deleted my original post woops.
 
nightElf said:
This is interesting, I know that some facial creams contain this Q10, to fight the wrinkles, but did not know it came as an enzyme, and that you could ingest it. Good thing that your neurologist was able to help you! Also the clean style will also help a lot.
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Ye after reading on here about neurologists not being able to help it was a pleasant surprise. He's a top bloke. I know I've helped myself a lot too but I just know with how rapidly I have recovered within a week this stuff has to of helped.
 
Ryan just so you know I aren't ignoring you bro, I can't send another private message for 180mins for some reason.
 
Ryan23...I honestly think you will recover, you have most likely been through the worst...
Did you end up taking antidepressants or what?

Im permanently damaged myself...but its not from MDMA.
my symptoms - Emotionally numb, i can't laugh or even cry...I'm constantly 'flat' & 'dull' (apart from the days i wnna kill myself), which makes me boring and unable to even connect to my friends and family...
I basically don't find anything fun in life tbh...my only passion is football and the team i support
anxiety everyday (don't really care about this symptom tbh...at least its bearable
Im not interested in anything or anyone, but im trying my best to recover

Im not even depressed, i dunno whats wrong with me...so i quit all drugs accept ciggs about 10 weeks ago, and im planning on quitting ciggs and even porn for a long time

But yeh...at least people recover from LTC's from MDMA, even though it can take a few years at most, eventually they get back to normal, although i have read many stories about vision & memory being slightly impaired forever/long time.

I have found a few people on these forums i can relate to...one of the was called Somedud (he had exact same problems as me) and im not sure how he died, but i think it was suicide...RIP somdud :(
 
Londonscouser said:
Ryan23...I honestly think you will recover, you have most likely been through the worst...
Did you end up taking antidepressants or what?

Im permanently damaged myself...but its not from MDMA.
my symptoms - Emotionally numb, i can't laugh or even cry...I'm constantly 'flat' & 'dull' (apart from the days i wnna kill myself), which makes me boring and unable to even connect to my friends and family...
I basically don't find anything fun in life tbh...my only passion is football and the team i support
anxiety everyday (don't really care about this symptom tbh...at least its bearable
Im not interested in anything or anyone, but im trying my best to recover

Im not even depressed, i dunno whats wrong with me...so i quit all drugs accept ciggs about 10 weeks ago, and im planning on quitting ciggs and even porn for a long time

But yeh...at least people recover from LTC's from MDMA, even though it can take a few years at most, eventually they get back to normal, although i have read many stories about vision & memory being slightly impaired forever/long time.

I have found a few people on these forums i can relate to...one of the was called Somedud (he had exact same problems as me) and im not sure how he died, but i think it was suicide...RIP somdud :(
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A cant see it I honestly think I've damaged some part of my nervous system I only have some anxiety spells nothing major but my skin feels totally diffrent so weak.
Going to give that stuff a try For a week then try Zoloft this is hell man
 
hardlife123 said:
That's true we don't deserve this..it's a hell I use mdma only 4months and now I will have to suffer probably the rest of my life..
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I took it only once (it being the only drug I have ever taken other than trying weed but then only a handful of times) and it has destroyed me. My life is one of survival and not living.
 
Nambo said:
I took it only once (it being the only drug I have ever taken other than trying weed but then only a handful of times) and it has destroyed me. My life is one of survival and not living.
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I actually pray I'll be hit by a bus or something to put me out of this constant misery.
 
Londonscouser said:
and im planning on quitting ciggs and even porn for a long time
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LOL

I've been there, too. Thinking quitting porn will solve your problems. Truth is finding someone that you love will make you quit porn, nothing else. As long as you don't find that person, porn is alright, man.
 
Nambo said:
I took it only once (it being the only drug I have ever taken other than trying weed but then only a handful of times) and it has destroyed me. My life is one of survival and not living.
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It's the same for me man. What is your symptoms dude?
 
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hardlife123 said:
It's the sams for men man. What is your symptoms dude?
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Blurred vision, spaced out, brain fog, memory problems, feal totally numb and as if my personality has gone, disconnected, feel as though I have lost my soul, libido and erection problems, no motivation, just dead inside
 
Nambo said:
Blurred vision, spaced out, brain fog, memory problems, feal totally numb and as if my personality has gone, disconnected, feel as though I have lost my soul, libido and erection problems, no motivation, just dead inside
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Oh bro..I have exatcly all of your symptoms plus some more..blurred vision,spaced out,brain fog,depression,unmotivated,libido and erection problems,tiredness exhaustion,heavy head numbness,and the worst is walking on a boat sensation or feels like ground is not solid while walking I hate that feeling! And I have it for 2years and 5months almost 24/7...how long you have it?
 
hardlife123 said:
Oh bro..I have exatcly all of your symptoms plus some more..blurred vision,spaced out,brain fog,depression,unmotivated,libido and erection problems,tiredness exhaustion,heavy head numbness,and the worst is walking on a boat sensation or feels like ground is not solid while walking I hate that feeling! And I have it for 2years and 5months almost 24/7...how long you have it?
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Its been 2 years 2 months. I also have fatigue and it feels as though time goes so slowly. Don't think there has been any improvement for the last year. Which part of the world do you live in btw?
 
Nambo said:
Its been 2 years 2 months. I also have fatigue and it feels as though time goes so slowly. Don't think there has been any improvement for the last year. Which part of the world do you live in btw?
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I also didn't felt any improvement for the last year. Are you tried go to gym and eat healthy? I did'nt tried yet. I'm in Denmark right now.
 
Nambo said:
Its been 2 years 2 months. I also have fatigue and it feels as though time goes so slowly. Don't think there has been any improvement for the last year. Which part of the world do you live in btw?
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And yes it's 24/7, sleep is my only escape and even sleep is not that good any more
 
hardlife123 said:
I also didn't felt any improvement for the last year. Are you tried go to gym and eat healthy? I did'nt tried yet. I'm in Denmark right now.
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My fatigue and lack of motivation means I do very little exercise. I know it helps but I don't really do that much. I do small runs like twice a week. I'm in the UK and this shit happened to me in Ibiza.
 
Nambo said:
My fatigue and lack of motivation means I do very little exercise. I know it helps but I don't really do that much. I do small runs like twice a week. I'm in the UK and this shit happened to me in Ibiza.
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Yeah I'm also know that gym is helping but I just don't have motivation for that. But damn dude it's hard to believe that you take it only once and you suffering so long. My doses was crazy I was taken from 2-3 pills at night or more sometimes..I know that I'm fucked up my brain..but you take it only once..life is unfair sometimes
 
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