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ScotchMist said:
I've an appointment this Friday with the mental health team... Looks like a course of SSRIs and CBT which I've been kicking and screaming against for far too long, deluding myself that I'm alright really, it'll pass, I'll medicate myself with this or that. 8)

I think this is a battle worth losing tbh... I cant do it on my own, my life as evidence and drug services in my area are no help whatsoever, they just put you on open ended maintenance and keep pointing you to NA meetings..
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I tried doing it on my own for five years refusing to touch antidepressants n preaching constantly against them. Ending up trying to OD n spending 4 days on a drip. ALWAYS accept help. You're not weak for doing so.

Also with SSRIs you may feel worst for first month before you start to feel better so give it time n try to get as much support as you can. I'm pleased that you're getting help, Scotchy Good luck xxxx

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Sounds like heroin withdrawals, wonderful :\ I think it's Sertraline they're starting me on so I guess it may differ a bit..

I went for a suitability assessment for CBT about 6 months ago, they agreed that I was suitable but the assessment alone was enough to put me off going back.. Which I didn't.. I'm not the most articulate of chaps anyway but corner me in a room with a Dr and a notepad asking me to describe how this or that makes me feel I may as well be asked to explain quantum mechanics, in mandarin... "Good" "Ok" "Bad" "Not sure" "Sad" was as broad as my vocabulary got..

Id drop some MDMA before I go in, only I'll be on fuckin SSRIs:(
 
I'm aiming for pregab script too ceres... Sadly this is the 'first line' of meds they use for anxiety :/

Maybe I won't need one though, if this alone works after 4-6 weeks as well as SOME reviews/people say...others say its rubbish. Depends on the persons expectations and physicality/brain chemistry I guess.
 
ThankS Snolly! :D Yea itz fuckin awezome, I feel good, I aim for 1 month, would be crazy if I can do it.


Tangerine Dream said:
Thats good to hear nick :)

Yeah I am surviving. The usual really... Being reassessed by mental health team as they focused on my ADHD primarily and not my depression and anxiety... Hence this new prescription I'm on and upcoming 'interview' where I'll be answering loads of questions and will hopefully have talking therapy instead of CBT. I dunno when the date is yet.

Feel like I'm being helped out by the system at the moment, which is good I guess.
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Hope u get the talking therapy mate, itz good or it can be.

I am allso on sertraline & pregabalin like ceres is, it is working fine for me. Worst with them both is u can get wd and with pregabalin u get tolerance, I get 600mg+ everyday, think I have to get upped soon on it tho'.
 
I feel like I want to hibernate, this weather is rubbish!

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Aw I just wanna go play old arcade games now and I gotta go to work
 
I think 300mg x 2 a day is max for anxiety, at least in England/UK. I could be wrong though! But it's great stuff. Makes me feel floaty/stoned/sleep well/chilled/lasts ages. I just had another 360mg codeine :) Almost nodding along with the pregab and that drowsy antihistamine i always forget name of!

I managed to come off the diclaz pretty much now too. Tapered down and now I just have a 2mg pill occasionally :)
 
Tangerine Dream said:
I think 300mg x 2 a day is max for anxiety, at least in England/UK. I could be wrong though! But it's great stuff. Makes me feel floaty/stoned/sleep well/chilled/lasts ages. I just had another 360mg codeine :) Almost nodding along with the pregab and that drowsy antihistamine i always forget name of!

I managed to come off the diclaz pretty much now too. Tapered down and now I just have a 2mg pill occasionally :)
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Aint max here in denmark bro, I get it for many things but yes its great for anxiety.
Haha jup it fuckin nice, I tried 1400mg one time, man music got crazy, loved it. =D

Good u off diclaz or almost, I am "deep" in benzo addiction still. Have to taper soon, but hey the alcohol first.
 
Ceres what game is that? I've been thinking of getting a PS1 and crash bandicoot and all the other classic games back. The new generation of games consuls and the choice of games I find a bit repetitive and less fun.
 
I love the random shit you post Ceres.

Got rudely awoken and now I can't get back to sleep. Why don't I have any mates obsessed with stims anymore?? Everyone I know is adulting these days. I'm not anymore fun I'm just up.
 
Does anyone here run Linux and what's it like useability wise? Thinking about installing it in new machine when it arrives as i don't like windows key logging makes me uneasy
 
I've used Linux for years now and find it dead easy to use. I'd suggest d/l the Live CD version of maybe Mint or Ubuntu (I currently have Kubuntu 15.04 and Mint 17.01 installed on my desktop) as they are perhaps the most user friendly (or at least probably the most popular and widely used) Linux variants and you can try either, both, or just about any other Linux flavour from the Live CD to see how you get along with it before committing to an install. The fact you can chop and change distros so simply makes it a pretty straightforward task to find a version that best suits your needs. Or you can always Dual Boot with Windows (or run WINE or virtualised alternate OSes from within most Linux distros) to get the best of both worlds.
 
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