blue_cheese
Bluelighter
Because real drug addiction, for the most part, is a miserable experience for both the addict and the other victims it affects. It's ok at first; the drugs still do what you want them to do, you still have your youth, your health, and (in most cases) the admiration and respect of your family and peers. Before long it turns into a daily grind that is at best irksome, and at it's worst utter hell.
Hexagram, I'm not a regular poster, and i can't say i know you at all, so forgive me if this seems forward, but you appear to be just at a major crossroads in your life. Don't get me wrong, I think generally, as a society, we should be more compassionate towards drug addicts than we are, but ultimately it's your own choice and yours alone, so if you choose the path of hard drugs, which will - imo inevitably, going by your current state of mind - turn into addiction of some sort, then don't expect an ounce of sympathy from society - rightly or wrongly.
Hexagram, I'm not a regular poster, and i can't say i know you at all, so forgive me if this seems forward, but you appear to be just at a major crossroads in your life. Don't get me wrong, I think generally, as a society, we should be more compassionate towards drug addicts than we are, but ultimately it's your own choice and yours alone, so if you choose the path of hard drugs, which will - imo inevitably, going by your current state of mind - turn into addiction of some sort, then don't expect an ounce of sympathy from society - rightly or wrongly.


