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mcgray

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Hello and good afternoon! I've been here reading the past three days, finally registered today lol. A simple search (on meth) brought me to bluelight where I became educated and entertained to say the least. I've experienced a lot out there both prescribed and non prescribed. Of course that lead to addictions.
Three years ago I was diagnosed with Leukemia and started taking Oxycontin and Oxycodone daily at home and Morphine in addition when in the hospital. After a year I was switched to Morphine and Oxycodone. A year ago I stopped-cold turkey. It was a whole month of hell.
So, right now I can't think of much more to say- I'm currently in a quiet and not much to say spot in my life, a lot of fears I never had before and a touch of depression. Regardless of that I am a very happy person!
Hope everyone is having a great day!
 
I can relate to you about being more quiet and a bit depressed after quitting opiates. Happy but different.
Welcome! :)
 
Thank you Erikmen. I loved my opiates, and I hated them too. I could say I wasn't me but I was also going through life altering changes. Chemo and a bone marrow transplant will do that lol. I think my artistic streak really peaked when I was had my opiates. I've lost my passion but tying to find it again.
 
I'm sorry to hear that. It must be utterly difficult to survive chemo and suffer what you've been through. Things tend to eventually go back to normal. You've gone through worst and phases like that will hopefully pass sooner than you expect.
Keep up with the great attitude. :)
 
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