Sweet Jane
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I have to detox. I am prescribed 240/30 mg oxycodone pills per month. For a long time, this amount was more than sufficient. I read my journal from two years ago where I was never taking more than 140 mg a day, even though I was prescribed 240. And this was for months on end. I gave much of my oxy away. I was quite popular with my 'friends,' as you can imagine.
Things changed when I had major abdominal surgery in February 2014. My surgeon upped my dosage to 3 or 4/30 mg oxy every four hours, instead of the 1-2/30 mg oxys every four hours (not to exceed 8 per day) that my doctor had me on. I was on the increased dosage for six weeks, and my tolerance went through the roof. Now, 1-2 oxys do nothing. I'm now doing between 500-600 mg of oxy a day for about a year, No shooting or anything but oral use. I've been buying oxy when I run out, but it is ridiculously expensive (those folks who benefited from getting my extras for so long, don't cut me any price breaks!).
Anyway, because the oxys are so expensive to replace, I end up doing liquid morphine, which is much cheaper and lasts longer, for the last week, week and a half of the month. The problem is that, even though I don't get "high" from the morphine, it is so strong that I don't get a break when I refill my oxy. I still have to take large amounts for it to be effective. So, this time, I decided I'm not going to take anything strong for the W/D. I've got a fair amount of 5 mg opana and am hoping to get some norco. I also have endless amounts of valium, soma, and Klonopin.
I figured I'd used the opana and other to taper/withdraw for a week. Starting today, I'm doing the equivalent of one 30 mg oxy, three times a day a with the opana. I also take a valium, a klonopin and a soma with the opana, which tends to knock me out. The opana alone gives me about three hours of relief, and I can drive and take care of stuff during that time. My goal is to use the drugs I have to taper for a week, then go cold turkey for a week, then pick up my next script and hope that 1/30 mg oxy does what it used to do for me.
The only problem with all this is that my mother has cancer and will need rides to pre-op this week, and to surgery next week. This week should be okay. I can use the three 5 mg opana (15 mg opana = 1 30 mg oxycodone) to drive her to her presurgery appointments without too much stress. If I have to, I will use the equivalent of two 30 mg oxycodone = six 5 mg opana to get her to her appts. I will not use the valium, soma, or kpn when I have to drive. The opana, at this dosage, should be enough to keep me out of total withdrawal when I have to be. Except, I don't want to have to start up my withdrawal again every time I have to take 6 five mg opanas to drive her around. And, I'm worried that I'll be too sick next week to get to her to surgery if I cut out the opana entirely. Which leaves me with the choice of a prolonged off and on withdrawal process that's not going to do much to drive my tolerance down to where it needs to be -- total bliss at 30-60 mg of oxycodone. Still, it's got to leave me with a lower tolerance than that damned liquid morphine, right?
Any other suggestions? Please note that, yes, I know now that I have experienced it, my tolerance is going to race back up, even if I manage to bring it down temporarily. I am going back to work, so my plan is to take less than the 8 per day (maybe four per day?) the four days I am working, and let myself go a little crazy the three days off.
I am in great back pain at 4 oxy per day, but as long as I can manage during the day, I can knock myself out at night with my other meds.
Comments? Suggestions?
ETA: It's already getting bad. Took last oxy at 10:30 PM last night. Woke up covered in sweat, really, like someone had poured a bucket of water over me. Took the equivalent of a 30 mg oxy with three 5 mg opana. was able to function, drive,etc, every well. Took opana again, with 1 valium, 1Kpn, 1 soma, about 3-4 hours later. Dozed for several hours. That was five hours ago. Need opana now -- Horrible diarrhea, although I don't hurt too badly elsewhere yet. Just a matter a time, I know.
Things changed when I had major abdominal surgery in February 2014. My surgeon upped my dosage to 3 or 4/30 mg oxy every four hours, instead of the 1-2/30 mg oxys every four hours (not to exceed 8 per day) that my doctor had me on. I was on the increased dosage for six weeks, and my tolerance went through the roof. Now, 1-2 oxys do nothing. I'm now doing between 500-600 mg of oxy a day for about a year, No shooting or anything but oral use. I've been buying oxy when I run out, but it is ridiculously expensive (those folks who benefited from getting my extras for so long, don't cut me any price breaks!).
Anyway, because the oxys are so expensive to replace, I end up doing liquid morphine, which is much cheaper and lasts longer, for the last week, week and a half of the month. The problem is that, even though I don't get "high" from the morphine, it is so strong that I don't get a break when I refill my oxy. I still have to take large amounts for it to be effective. So, this time, I decided I'm not going to take anything strong for the W/D. I've got a fair amount of 5 mg opana and am hoping to get some norco. I also have endless amounts of valium, soma, and Klonopin.
I figured I'd used the opana and other to taper/withdraw for a week. Starting today, I'm doing the equivalent of one 30 mg oxy, three times a day a with the opana. I also take a valium, a klonopin and a soma with the opana, which tends to knock me out. The opana alone gives me about three hours of relief, and I can drive and take care of stuff during that time. My goal is to use the drugs I have to taper for a week, then go cold turkey for a week, then pick up my next script and hope that 1/30 mg oxy does what it used to do for me.
The only problem with all this is that my mother has cancer and will need rides to pre-op this week, and to surgery next week. This week should be okay. I can use the three 5 mg opana (15 mg opana = 1 30 mg oxycodone) to drive her to her presurgery appointments without too much stress. If I have to, I will use the equivalent of two 30 mg oxycodone = six 5 mg opana to get her to her appts. I will not use the valium, soma, or kpn when I have to drive. The opana, at this dosage, should be enough to keep me out of total withdrawal when I have to be. Except, I don't want to have to start up my withdrawal again every time I have to take 6 five mg opanas to drive her around. And, I'm worried that I'll be too sick next week to get to her to surgery if I cut out the opana entirely. Which leaves me with the choice of a prolonged off and on withdrawal process that's not going to do much to drive my tolerance down to where it needs to be -- total bliss at 30-60 mg of oxycodone. Still, it's got to leave me with a lower tolerance than that damned liquid morphine, right?
Any other suggestions? Please note that, yes, I know now that I have experienced it, my tolerance is going to race back up, even if I manage to bring it down temporarily. I am going back to work, so my plan is to take less than the 8 per day (maybe four per day?) the four days I am working, and let myself go a little crazy the three days off.
I am in great back pain at 4 oxy per day, but as long as I can manage during the day, I can knock myself out at night with my other meds.
Comments? Suggestions?
ETA: It's already getting bad. Took last oxy at 10:30 PM last night. Woke up covered in sweat, really, like someone had poured a bucket of water over me. Took the equivalent of a 30 mg oxy with three 5 mg opana. was able to function, drive,etc, every well. Took opana again, with 1 valium, 1Kpn, 1 soma, about 3-4 hours later. Dozed for several hours. That was five hours ago. Need opana now -- Horrible diarrhea, although I don't hurt too badly elsewhere yet. Just a matter a time, I know.
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