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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

oh, I hear yah! 5yrs out of the game and trying to make a come back is never easy; I probably wouldnt even do it unless i bumped into someone who happened to have it. my problem is I know far too many junkies so the drugs will always be around me throughout life.
 
im always shocked to hear when people have to go out and cop like that; I just have it so easy, which is part of the reason its so hard for me to stop. I have a dude who just delivers to wherever I am;.

I had to deal with a dude like that for cocaine (which I'd freebase all the time, his fishscale was magnificient, sometimes I'd keep a little to snort to HELP sleep, it would put me in that nice comfy zone where I didn't feel like having more, totally content of all the bowls I had (when I had enough money to buy more than the usual .4 which was the minimum amount he would send his guy for. But cokeheads are so paranoid, because I moved too often and changed cell number, he didn't recognize the number, he had forgotten who I was (after taking a break of 3 months..was told not to call back again ever, meet his delivery guy at the supermarket, ask him whats up, did X have to stop selling?" and he went like "he never did, well tell him I said hi"...that was a golden contact, and unlike amphetamines, his amazing cocaine actually improved my mood, I don't get the aggressive vibe from the stuff, I don't understand those who do) spending I don't know the price of a brand lower-end Audi/higher-end Subaru in 6 months of calling him everyday, and his damn schedule, every 3 hours, starting 11 am until 10 then he closed shop. I had 3 jobs at the same time and got student grants I didn't even use for school at all only to get coke...but once you fail a freebasing ritual 7 months later....you get disgusted at yourself and it's so easy to stop, at least, unlike opis. I felt way better once I stopped the goddamn base smoking. Then of course boredom, physical pain not treated, made me seek out oxycontins hearing it was the best thing for high & pain and then shooting up Dilaudid/HM Contin as my heroin I guess, it's in the same ballpark, euphoria is apparently even greater, fuckin opi-crack, HM Contins are abusable although I don't recommend it if one does not have something like SteriFilts or microns if you're willing to spend on those, SteriFilts were made to shoot up pills, even crack works with Sterifilts for some reason, although I never IV'd coke, freebase had my heart do funky beats (but even less so than marijuana..weird I know) and cost pennies when you order 100. In Europe they give them in their IV kits, here in Canada, the filter in the SecuriCup is better than cotton/qtip but not good enough for shooting up a lot of HM Contins. They don't have talc in them beads when crushed, unlike most morphine beads in a gelcap deals (M-Eslons don't, but thats it).

Never saw heroin, too rare and expensive here, and its also a delivery service, and they pay for it, a lot. You'd be shocked what .25 goes for. The Sixth Family or what remains of it controls most of it and only deal with other wealthy enough people for them, they'd detect a small etiquette thing you lack even and you'd be told to get out of the italian bar at gunpoint...apparently, never tried when I lived in Montreal (if you know anything about how the NY Mafia and the Montreal Mafia are related, here we got the Rizzutos, Vitto, the godfather here, died last year of....lung cancer from smoking. I guess he wasn't as lucky as most of his family (got shot by bikers and other big Montreal gangs like the irish (West End Gang) and well the various bikers which are all Hell's, french speaking good old boys ;) Just kidding, I was so glad when they lost the weed game in 2001 when said bikers were put in their place by the cops, finally, it took a few kids to die by IED's and constant harrassment and beatings of people growing their own high quality weed which hit like mad when year 2000 rolled in, all grown by everybodys to get it done. Montreal seems innocuous, and it is, because they like to keep things quiet here. But yeah, if you saw Donny Darko, Vitto Rizzuto is portrayed in it. He was the peacemaker between the NY families pretty much, but was sent to that max security prison in Colorado for 6 years for maybe being part of a conspiracy of murder in 2006 for that happening...in 1982, so yeah, he's up to no good in Donny Darko, shooting people. Alright, organized crime thread somewhere? heh I forgot if we even have drug bust threads anymore here.
 
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lol, those 2 paragraphs were complete opposites; one was about drugs - more so crack than opiates. the other was about the mafia, ha. good read tho, but just funny stuff that was kinda unexpected.
 
Well, it's because if you can have heroin in Montreal, it means you know someone in the italians or is an italian himself, most likely. I once was in a porn video store (just walked in one out of curiosity, there is really no such place in my hometown and current tiny place I live at where one walks in and porn dvd'd cover the walls of 2 floors. I was disturbed that they had these little cabins and when I was there it was just like, okay, I'm in the second italian area of Montreal, maybe a place like this could...help me. (was thinking of asking the guy at the counter who was definitely an italian, but I was freaked out when a Very Normal Respectable Person in a suit and tie ran in to a cabin to...yeah, there weren't many of those cabins, but then I was like, lets get the fuck out of here. Then the only other time I went back in that italian quarter was to visit my cousin during a world cup she was the only non italian in the round-about ending street, all of the neighbors had HUGE fucking Italian flags, like certainly worth 1000 dollars, probably Italian Government approved. Then I thought if I ask for "down" (I was told to ask for down if I ever wanted to waste money) in that area they'd call the police, rich rich people only have houses on the island of Montreal. Like my cousin...she invited me and basking in her glow was a bit too much then she gave me 100 bucks "cos you're still on those damn grants & loans? here, loan sucks here". That was my 2 quasi-attempts to find a contact, but no way these Mercedes people, at least certainly not while they're with their kids or mowing the lawn, would help me with that.
 
Boston on the northshore is all fent and thats all the people are starting to want. They are getting on the fent and tolerances are going up to a point where no1 can afford the weak ass dope to stay high. I'm not at it as of right now, but I can tell you I know many people who want nothing but cut fent that is sold as dope. some have told me they have gone through like 3 or 4x the money in real heroin when the fent isn't around and they are just getting by. The fent and maybe some analogues are all over the place, its amazing. It is brutal too because if you though going from heroin to subs was hard, try going from a fent. Its like a week long stabilization...ehh, not fun
 
It's also pretty lame, fentanyl euphoria being nil. It's probably not fentanyl but some of its analogs or things like bromadol that can be bought online from china in massive quantities and no dog's gonna bark at the packages. But I know about the addiction it causes even though the euphoria is non existent. The one time I chewed parts of a patch i fell asleep. Yeah. I got my benzos already, no thanks. Better off not risking it and keeping with the ultra cheap pharms market over here.
 
Boston on the northshore is all fent and thats all the people are starting to want. They are getting on the fent and tolerances are going up to a point where no1 can afford the weak ass dope to stay high. I'm not at it as of right now, but I can tell you I know many people who want nothing but cut fent that is sold as dope. some have told me they have gone through like 3 or 4x the money in real heroin when the fent isn't around and they are just getting by. The fent and maybe some analogues are all over the place, its amazing. It is brutal too because if you though going from heroin to subs was hard, try going from a fent. Its like a week long stabilization...ehh, not fun

thats where I was at; all the dope is fent here. its all white as a ghost and look like skim milk in the pin. as I said before, a normal G of dope would usually last 2-3 shots at most; and I am talking "good" brown dope (this is when I was going strong). then I got the fent and it would last ALL DAY and take 6-7 shots and I'd be even more high/jammmmmmed the fuck up.

I've been doing too good w/ bupe nowadays; I honestly dont even want to fuck up.. again!
 
Well no wonder your "heroin' goes through suboxone. It's my only recourse for pain, and was told to really mention by my doctor that I take suboxone should I get badly injured or need surgery, because they'll have to use fent, no way around it and to get a medic-alert bracelet. I don't have the latter since the fucks stopped giving them for free and pharmacies now only offer expensive jewelry to put your medic alert sticker on it, like 80-150 dollars jewelry. I hate jewelry so I don't wear anything thats an advertisement that I have physical woes but the surgeon I'll be seeing for pre-op info and all is informed that I'm on bupe and will likely have to be scripted fentapops because even patches don't get through well enough (duh). And I won't have time to really lower my bupe dose to where I get sick, to get sick from lack of bupe....takes about 4-5 days of no dosing before I start to sweat and get minor aches, unlike methadone where dosing was required upon waking up NOW.

Now I understand your posts.
 
Well no wonder your "heroin' goes through suboxone. It's my only recourse for pain, and was told to really mention by my doctor that I take suboxone should I get badly injured or need surgery, because they'll have to use fent, no way around it and to get a medic-alert bracelet. I don't have the latter since the fucks stopped giving them for free and pharmacies now only offer expensive jewelry to put your medic alert sticker on it, like 80-150 dollars jewelry. I hate jewelry so I don't wear anything thats an advertisement that I have physical woes but the surgeon I'll be seeing for pre-op info and all is informed that I'm on bupe and will likely have to be scripted fentapops because even patches don't get through well enough (duh). And I won't have time to really lower my bupe dose to where I get sick, to get sick from lack of bupe....takes about 4-5 days of no dosing before I start to sweat and get minor aches, unlike methadone where dosing was required upon waking up NOW.

Now I understand your posts.

It's funny how much drugs vary from person to person. I can go 48 hours without dosing methadone and be completely fine. But when I was on bupe 30 hours and I was sick as a dog.
 
its not just my fent; fent is something that is more recent. my dope been going through my bupe for years and yeras. the fent recently hit heavy in Boston over the past year or so; over the past year or so I've been at my WORST at one point and now at my BEST in a long ass time; so its been one fucking whacky year, for sure!
 
It's also pretty lame, fentanyl euphoria being nil. It's probably not fentanyl but some of its analogs or things like bromadol that can be bought online from china in massive quantities and no dog's gonna bark at the packages. But I know about the addiction it causes even though the euphoria is non existent. The one time I chewed parts of a patch i fell asleep. Yeah. I got my benzos already, no thanks. Better off not risking it and keeping with the ultra cheap pharms market over here.

I think it is more likely the analogues. Either butyr- or acetyl- are easily obtained and can be in large enough quantities. IDK about bromadol, supposively stronger than fentanyl by a substantial amount(atleast 5x) and I know you can get large quantites of fent or those analogues on those sites, easy to regsiter to one and see all the crap they have. Whatever the case its no pure H its a synthetic does a lot of the same things, but I definitely agree it lacks the euphoria. You can stay high for much cheaper but its not worth it because after a few weeks the euphoria is completely gone. I did a recent stint on the fent goign around and stoped after 4 weeks, because after 2 weeks I started feeling shitty most the time, I was getting anhedonia like I do with Subs. I could redose and get maybe 30 mins of enjoyment but after that it was back to just being a lump. Maybe Boston Brown Town its good because it ain't worth the money and hassle of an addiction for the high the fent gives.

One thing I found interesting is I had been doing fent, I knew it was fent and not an anologue (well about 95% sure) and I got what I knew was acetylfent. I found the acetyl to give a much nicer high. I was not getting much euphoria and then I finally got some from an acetylfent mix...go figure, because everyone say acetyl sucks for its euphoria even comapred to regular fent or butry-/...but thign is, i read acetyl activated the mu Opioid receptors with similar binding affinifty to morphine, this is from the big&dandy analogues thread from BL. It also mentioned butyr binded to mu but weaker than plain fent. IDK, might be a matter of different strokes for different folks and the purity of products. Its all so damn complicated, its really a crazy situation and looking at the current situation there is really a legitimate argument to just legalize most recreational drugs and let people deal with their problems, it will never happen but the degree of quetioanable stuff on the street is insane and technology isn't going to digress, so expect it to get worse.
 
Well they said that about weed. Even George Bush's DEA chief came to talk down our Prime Minister about EXTREME border traffic control if we went ahead with the 2003 plan to legalize weed for everyone 16 and over. You can look it up, it happened, Liberals being in power still for 2 years afterwards, so it's not a change of idea from them. Of course the 'Tards right now here would never do it but hey. I like to view the prohibition of alcohol happening simultaneously in the US from easily pharmacy bought morphine, heroin, cocaine etc. (they kept using cannabis oil until 1937 though, seen bottles of it from 1932 from a Long Island Pharmaceutics or something company). It's the same damn thing. Woodrow Wilson was probably the guy who fucked over your country the most, 1913 fed reserve, participating in WW1, increase in banning of things for supposedly puritanical reasons...he was a puppet.
 
Hey! I'm new here. I just overdosed on H last week. I would have died had my friend not called 911. I was snorting shitty dope for a couple of weeks, so I was snorting 2 bags at a time. I had no idea the stuff my friend brought was so potent. I snorted the H and about 5 minutes later it was obvious I was overdosing. I have no veins, so I rarely shoot; but, obviously snorting will kill you too! I'm glad you're ok. I was only chipping this time, so I have minor withdrawal symptoms, but I was so strung out after, I asked my neighbor for vicoden. I'm sunk pretty low. She did give me one, though! I'm climbing the walls for the same drug that almost killed me. So fucked up. I'm going to an Ayahuasca cleansing ceremony. I was off opioids for about 8 months and then it reared it's ugly head. I hope I can get on methadone because I hate subs. Yeah, it's crazy the places your mind goes when you need smack.
 
What a wonderful post. This is my first day as a greenlighter, but I've been on these forums before. I hate subs too. Methadone is the way to go!
 
Wait, the hell is going on here? Did you forget to log back out from a secondary "fake account" ? lol.

I think it is more likely the analogues. Either butyr- or acetyl- are easily obtained and can be in large enough quantities. IDK about bromadol, supposively stronger than fentanyl by a substantial amount(atleast 5x) and I know you can get large quantites of fent or those analogues on those sites, easy to regsiter to one and see all the crap they have. Whatever the case its no pure H its a synthetic does a lot of the same things, but I definitely agree it lacks the euphoria. You can stay high for much cheaper but its not worth it because after a few weeks the euphoria is completely gone. I did a recent stint on the fent goign around and stoped after 4 weeks, because after 2 weeks I started feeling shitty most the time, I was getting anhedonia like I do with Subs. I could redose and get maybe 30 mins of enjoyment but after that it was back to just being a lump. Maybe Boston Brown Town its good because it ain't worth the money and hassle of an addiction for the high the fent gives.

One thing I found interesting is I had been doing fent, I knew it was fent and not an anologue (well about 95% sure) and I got what I knew was acetylfent. I found the acetyl to give a much nicer high. I was not getting much euphoria and then I finally got some from an acetylfent mix...go figure, because everyone say acetyl sucks for its euphoria even comapred to regular fent or butry-/...but thign is, i read acetyl activated the mu Opioid receptors with similar binding affinifty to morphine, this is from the big&dandy analogues thread from BL. It also mentioned butyr binded to mu but weaker than plain fent. IDK, might be a matter of different strokes for different folks and the purity of products. Its all so damn complicated, its really a crazy situation and looking at the current situation there is really a legitimate argument to just legalize most recreational drugs and let people deal with their problems, it will never happen but the degree of quetioanable stuff on the street is insane and technology isn't going to digress, so expect it to get worse.

I included Bromadol because a huge warehouse in Montreal was seized, like in the middle of downtown, in Montreal, there's so many non-descript old large buildings...it was in one of these. They found people cutting heroin with acetyl-f, butyr-f and bromadol, all 3 added at the same time in tiny doses, it seemed they knew what they were doing, not wanting to kill people, but they didn't help and acted like the pcp dealers of old buying some 20% putty cutting it down with 15g of lactose and making 250%-300% profit off selling that powder as seperated grams. The had so much of all 3 products it's a record bust still a couple years later.
 
any of the analogues will net you a metric fuckton of money if you use it in a dope mixture.

ive somehow been able to swing like 2 bundles this weekend for the price of a half bun. i really couldnt say no. dope, a fat bag of some haze, and some killer wax. good night, yall. lol.
 
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