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Whats the kangaroo situation right now?
Whats the kangaroo situation right now?
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pharmakos
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taking a break from posting. will check my PMs if anyone wants to talk. peace.
--TNW
--TNW
swilow
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Peace friend. I got your back
So, a lovely soul, maybe even an old one, saw fit to fly in on gilded wings the chemicular wonder of methoxetamine. I consulted with my brain; it mentioned the prescence of codeine and etizolam, it also detected a touch of amphetamine and GHB, but its NMDA receptors requested dissociative input. I obliged.
Goofy footed life this one.Feel whimsical, poetic.
Everyone everything everywhere ends.
Hi Nostril
swilow
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Seriously, I think we need to acknowledge the structural perfection of stairs. I ruminated over a cigarette- what is better, the spiral staircase, the straight-up staircase, the ramp... Something important encoded in the gradients of our daily lives. I imagine portable stair-shoes could work.
I'm making an ambient song that is confusing the hell out of me. I think my cat is co-authoring it. :D
I'm making an ambient song that is confusing the hell out of me. I think my cat is co-authoring it. :D
swilow
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Damn. :D
The Universal-Consciousness-Medium is busy tonight. We really need some sort of traffic rules for this. Gridlock. I really feel the fluidity of the aether around me, I swim thru it and paddle earnestly, it is both green AND invisible. I'd love to live in Finding Nemo's world. Simple and binary. I can see the cosmic-mucus sliding across my virtual-arm-sticks right fucking now.
Does anyone else feel that MXE gives them magic powers? Not like sawing in half a voluptuous barbie doll style power. Not like card tricks. or rabbit-laden hats. I'm pretty sure that both me and my cat are thinking the same thing. I feel the distinction between Maggie and I is arbirtrary. She is a fur-cat-amalgam. Series 3, part 2-4. Sector 4- adjust the claw gradient, refine the vertebrae, are we a beta version perhaps????
I might make an account for her, she's big into HR. She's a self-aware furry robot. Her nose and mine are bridging the molecular nothingness that cats inhabit- cats have nanobrains-, we are connecting with and loving each others noses. I really do love her little nose. Wtf am I talking about. We are expressing love through nasal contact. I think I'll start a cultural milieu in which we express solidarity through the angle of our upper lips when smiling. The subtle flick, the expose' of teeth at just the right angle, and the revolution starts.
"And in the flaring of his right nostrils the fate of the world unfolded...."
Fuck marching to Poland, to Epsilon Eridani I go.
I just imagined how odd it would be if I got into my car and Barak Obama was sitting in the drivers seat. I'd love to chat with that guy but I think we've probably got different interests. I'd like to play paper/scissors/rock with him though.
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What would be the economic outcome if every human being took 70mg of MXE intranasally right now?
The Universal-Consciousness-Medium is busy tonight. We really need some sort of traffic rules for this. Gridlock. I really feel the fluidity of the aether around me, I swim thru it and paddle earnestly, it is both green AND invisible. I'd love to live in Finding Nemo's world. Simple and binary. I can see the cosmic-mucus sliding across my virtual-arm-sticks right fucking now.
Does anyone else feel that MXE gives them magic powers? Not like sawing in half a voluptuous barbie doll style power. Not like card tricks. or rabbit-laden hats. I'm pretty sure that both me and my cat are thinking the same thing. I feel the distinction between Maggie and I is arbirtrary. She is a fur-cat-amalgam. Series 3, part 2-4. Sector 4- adjust the claw gradient, refine the vertebrae, are we a beta version perhaps????
I might make an account for her, she's big into HR. She's a self-aware furry robot. Her nose and mine are bridging the molecular nothingness that cats inhabit- cats have nanobrains-, we are connecting with and loving each others noses. I really do love her little nose. Wtf am I talking about. We are expressing love through nasal contact. I think I'll start a cultural milieu in which we express solidarity through the angle of our upper lips when smiling. The subtle flick, the expose' of teeth at just the right angle, and the revolution starts.
"And in the flaring of his right nostrils the fate of the world unfolded...."
Fuck marching to Poland, to Epsilon Eridani I go.
I just imagined how odd it would be if I got into my car and Barak Obama was sitting in the drivers seat. I'd love to chat with that guy but I think we've probably got different interests. I'd like to play paper/scissors/rock with him though.
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What would be the economic outcome if every human being took 70mg of MXE intranasally right now?
swilow
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I really want to cook breakfast for somebody and serve it to them in bed. I just want to arrange a platter of sliced fruits, muesli, juiced pomegranate and yoghurt and attend to somebody's every needs. I think I want to become a butler.
Or maybe I would be content with a top hat.
Or maybe I would be content with a top hat.
Xorkoth
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Yeah MXE posts.
But seriously, back before the magic seemed to leave me, I definitely felt that MXE was magical. Some strange occurrences happened, including (but not limited to) wordless communication with friends (of words), and one time where I somehow received the information (perhaps from my friends' minds) of how soldering works (confirmed when I explained it to them).
I can't tell if one of my cats is sick (the one who has hardly ever gotten sick). She's been peeing on my couch, which she does when she has a bladder infection, but she'll never do it when I'm watching. I've been trying to catch a urine sample to get it analyzed, because when I take her in to the vet she refuses to pee while she's there and they have to sedate her and take urine with a needle from her bladder. Now recently I found some pure white, powdery-looking poops in the litterbox, which concerns me. And I can't tell if she's being less energetic than usual... yesterday she hung out in the closet almost all day which is unusual for her. But this morning she came down right when I opened a food can and ate a good bit of it. I think I need to bring her into the vet today...![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
But seriously, back before the magic seemed to leave me, I definitely felt that MXE was magical. Some strange occurrences happened, including (but not limited to) wordless communication with friends (of words), and one time where I somehow received the information (perhaps from my friends' minds) of how soldering works (confirmed when I explained it to them).
I can't tell if one of my cats is sick (the one who has hardly ever gotten sick). She's been peeing on my couch, which she does when she has a bladder infection, but she'll never do it when I'm watching. I've been trying to catch a urine sample to get it analyzed, because when I take her in to the vet she refuses to pee while she's there and they have to sedate her and take urine with a needle from her bladder. Now recently I found some pure white, powdery-looking poops in the litterbox, which concerns me. And I can't tell if she's being less energetic than usual... yesterday she hung out in the closet almost all day which is unusual for her. But this morning she came down right when I opened a food can and ate a good bit of it. I think I need to bring her into the vet today...
swilow
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^I had something of a break before tonight. Tolerance was low and headcells vulnerable. Eager to be infiltrated. But MXE really does feel like an answer to something.
Cat behaviour is so beautiful and complex but confusing. How old is this couch peeing cat Xorkoth?
Cat behaviour is so beautiful and complex but confusing. How old is this couch peeing cat Xorkoth?
Xorkoth
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She's 11... both of my cats are 11.
solistus
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I need to get around to giving MXE a proper shake one of these days... I acquired a half g a while ago, while I was still addicted to H... Made the mistake of trying it for the first, second, *and* third time all while running low on, or completely out of opiates and going through varying degrees of withdrawal. Turns out MXE does little to nothing to block opiate withdrawal nausea, and it's really hard to enjoy any altered state while horribly sleep deprived and periodically vomiting/dry heaving.
Ending my long, slow, but apparently not slow enough fentanyl taper has been... Painful. Haven't vomited, but haven't slept much in the past few days. It actually feels more like overstimulation than anything - I've got that nervous energy coursing through my body and refusing to allow me to feel comfortable for long. I'm supposed to have 3 suboxone strips coming in today but I'm starting to lose faith that they'll actually show up before my flight. Might have to take the awkward and embarrassing step of asking my mom to share her hydrocodone script for a few days... 20mg/day was enough to make me feel pretty good when I first tried to quit H cold turkey, so I'm hoping at this point I could split 10mg into morning and afternoon doses of 5mg and cut back after a few days to just 5mg/day. Ugh, I hate opiate maintenance so fucking much, I just want to be free of these goddamn narcotics.
Found my bag of kratom, but can't find my capsule filling machine... I wonder if a toss and wash would make me feel better or worse at this point I think I'll hold out hope that my subutex shows up after all, at least for a couple more hours. If I don't hear anything by 3 or 4, though, I'll prolly need to take some to calm the nerves at least. I have a 9am plane to catch tomorrow, so I have a funny feeling I'm not sleeping tonight.... Not even the half-ass toss-and-turn version of sleep I've been getting lately. Maybe I'll be exhausted enough to sleep on the plane, that'd be a nice reprieve. And once I get to Europe, I can just buy some codeine OTC from a pharmacy.
Pretty sure I'm gonna skip the psychedelic smuggling but bring a lil bud on the domestic wing of my flight - I can't remember if I stashed any away last time I was back home in Austin and I'll need it to get any rest for the next few days. I just double/triple bag a small amount and jam it into a pocket somewhere in my packed clothes - never had a remotely close call this way.
Ending my long, slow, but apparently not slow enough fentanyl taper has been... Painful. Haven't vomited, but haven't slept much in the past few days. It actually feels more like overstimulation than anything - I've got that nervous energy coursing through my body and refusing to allow me to feel comfortable for long. I'm supposed to have 3 suboxone strips coming in today but I'm starting to lose faith that they'll actually show up before my flight. Might have to take the awkward and embarrassing step of asking my mom to share her hydrocodone script for a few days... 20mg/day was enough to make me feel pretty good when I first tried to quit H cold turkey, so I'm hoping at this point I could split 10mg into morning and afternoon doses of 5mg and cut back after a few days to just 5mg/day. Ugh, I hate opiate maintenance so fucking much, I just want to be free of these goddamn narcotics.
Found my bag of kratom, but can't find my capsule filling machine... I wonder if a toss and wash would make me feel better or worse at this point
I think I'll hold out hope that my subutex shows up after all, at least for a couple more hours. If I don't hear anything by 3 or 4, though, I'll prolly need to take some to calm the nerves at least. I have a 9am plane to catch tomorrow, so I have a funny feeling I'm not sleeping tonight.... Not even the half-ass toss-and-turn version of sleep I've been getting lately. Maybe I'll be exhausted enough to sleep on the plane, that'd be a nice reprieve. And once I get to Europe, I can just buy some codeine OTC from a pharmacy.Pretty sure I'm gonna skip the psychedelic smuggling but bring a lil bud on the domestic wing of my flight - I can't remember if I stashed any away last time I was back home in Austin and I'll need it to get any rest for the next few days. I just double/triple bag a small amount and jam it into a pocket somewhere in my packed clothes - never had a remotely close call this way.
swilow
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I hope she is okay. I've come to deeply love and cherish my little Maggie bird, Such fastidious and self-contained, complete animals. Body structure perfect. Lightning reflexes and beautiful appearance. I really love my litttle solemn Maggie-birdface
I can imagine how her odd behavour would concern you...I'll send her my special loving vibes So residual MXE stim, mind aracing, GHB and diazepam down the hatch.
Nightyh night my pretty's- until tomorrow when we do it all again
Loving life right now
Its just CLICKING IN PLACE.
Xorkoth
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Thanks willow. I signed her up for pet insurance today... I had gotten it for my other cat who has been hospitalized a lot some over a month ago, so now he has a $100 deductible anytime I engage benefits and then they pay 90% of any costs... in the case of his hospitalizations that would mean I'd have spent ~$200 instead of $1000-$1500... big savings. I didn't get her any though because she never gets sick... kicking myself now as the sick benefits don't kick in for 30 days so if something is wrong, I will have to pay 100%... but in case she gets diagnosed with some sort of chronic condition, I wanted to get her signed up before going to the vet because the insurance doesn't cover chronic conditions they already had when you signed up (but if they get it later then it does). I have to figure they'll start getting sick more often as the years go by so I'd rather spend $96/month for coverage with $100 deductible for 2 cats than be stuck paying large vet bills at indeterminable times. Even if I end up spending more on insurance, I don't have the discipline to save all of my extra money... I put some away every month and find things to spend more on than I would have spent (festivals, DOPr most recently, other psychedelics, music equipment, etc). I won't miss $100 a month nearly as bad as I'd miss my cats, and it protects me financially whenever anything happens.
Just wish I would have gotten her insurance at the same time as him... I got it a month later anyway for her, and now I will have to probably pay $200-300 for tests and such, not to mention if she has something seriously wrong and has to be hospitalized...
But yeah, cats are amazing creatures. My kitty doesn't seem too sick, she's eating and interacting and purring, but she is hanging out in a closet all day the past couple of days which is unlike her. It's hard to tell when cats are sick but I'm 90% sure she is having a bladder issue at least right now since she's peeing on the couch instead of her litter box (I have it covered in plastic but it's still nasty).
Soli: kratom definitely helps. And it's super easy to bring on a plane (I guess though, check legality where you're going).
As for weed, I've never brought any of that on a plane, seems really risky, but your method sounds feasible. Be careful though man. Not that it's the same thing at all, but a good friend of mine (the drummer for the band I was in recently that sort of fell apart) got arrested in Virginia the other day with 3 sheets of acid and 3g of MDMA, they got him for intent to distribute. He's surely facing jail time, maybe a significant amount. So I'm a little extra skeeved out by police recently.
Oh yeah, and Winding Vines are her boyfriend are coming to stay at my house tonight so they can go to Transformus (Asheville burn event) tomorrow (they had to travel and didn't want to stay at a hotel). So that will be cool, to meet her after all these years, even though she'll get in at 2am and leave at 10am, but we'll meet and have breakfast and such.
I signed her up for pet insurance today... I had gotten it for my other cat who has been hospitalized a lot some over a month ago, so now he has a $100 deductible anytime I engage benefits and then they pay 90% of any costs... in the case of his hospitalizations that would mean I'd have spent ~$200 instead of $1000-$1500... big savings. I didn't get her any though because she never gets sick... kicking myself now as the sick benefits don't kick in for 30 days so if something is wrong, I will have to pay 100%... but in case she gets diagnosed with some sort of chronic condition, I wanted to get her signed up before going to the vet because the insurance doesn't cover chronic conditions they already had when you signed up (but if they get it later then it does). I have to figure they'll start getting sick more often as the years go by so I'd rather spend $96/month for coverage with $100 deductible for 2 cats than be stuck paying large vet bills at indeterminable times. Even if I end up spending more on insurance, I don't have the discipline to save all of my extra money... I put some away every month and find things to spend more on than I would have spent (festivals, DOPr most recently, other psychedelics, music equipment, etc). I won't miss $100 a month nearly as bad as I'd miss my cats, and it protects me financially whenever anything happens.Just wish I would have gotten her insurance at the same time as him... I got it a month later anyway for her, and now I will have to probably pay $200-300 for tests and such, not to mention if she has something seriously wrong and has to be hospitalized...
But yeah, cats are amazing creatures.
My kitty doesn't seem too sick, she's eating and interacting and purring, but she is hanging out in a closet all day the past couple of days which is unlike her. It's hard to tell when cats are sick but I'm 90% sure she is having a bladder issue at least right now since she's peeing on the couch instead of her litter box (I have it covered in plastic but it's still nasty).Soli: kratom definitely helps. And it's super easy to bring on a plane (I guess though, check legality where you're going).
As for weed, I've never brought any of that on a plane, seems really risky, but your method sounds feasible. Be careful though man. Not that it's the same thing at all, but a good friend of mine (the drummer for the band I was in recently that sort of fell apart) got arrested in Virginia the other day with 3 sheets of acid and 3g of MDMA, they got him for intent to distribute. He's surely facing jail time, maybe a significant amount. So I'm a little extra skeeved out by police recently.
Oh yeah, and Winding Vines are her boyfriend are coming to stay at my house tonight so they can go to Transformus (Asheville burn event) tomorrow (they had to travel and didn't want to stay at a hotel). So that will be cool, to meet her after all these years, even though she'll get in at 2am and leave at 10am, but we'll meet and have breakfast and such.
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Just got official word, my suboxone won't get here before I leave town. Dammit.
Tossed a bit of kratom, seems to be helping a little bit. I can kinda sorta feel comfortable just sitting back watching TV or listening to music, and only about 2/3 of my brain is dwelling on the lack of u-opioid activity. I think I'm gonna run to Walgreens and pick up some loperamide and cimetidine... Anyone ever tried that for dulling opioid withdrawals?
Apparently codeine is less widely available in Europe than it used to be. I might have to visit the UK to find it over the counter. Maybe I can get by without it; we'll see.
I'm kinda tempted to drop a half tab or so of acid for my flight. I didn't feel the need to redose fent after dosing for the Grateful Dead show. I've heard reports from others that psychedelic use helped with addiction recovery / withdrawal management, but I mostly wrote it off as idealistic hippies crediting psychedelics for simply having unexpectedly mild cravings/symptoms that day. Maybe there's something to it after all. If it's gonna work with any psychedelic, LSD seems like a prime candidate - both because of its dopaminergic properties and because it's the only long-lasting psychedelic I've used that never produces nausea or stomach discomfort. And as we all know, the safest smuggling compartment for bringing controlled substances through an airport is the blood inside your brain
Tossed a bit of kratom, seems to be helping a little bit. I can kinda sorta feel comfortable just sitting back watching TV or listening to music, and only about 2/3 of my brain is dwelling on the lack of u-opioid activity. I think I'm gonna run to Walgreens and pick up some loperamide and cimetidine... Anyone ever tried that for dulling opioid withdrawals?
Apparently codeine is less widely available in Europe than it used to be. I might have to visit the UK to find it over the counter. Maybe I can get by without it; we'll see.
I'm kinda tempted to drop a half tab or so of acid for my flight. I didn't feel the need to redose fent after dosing for the Grateful Dead show. I've heard reports from others that psychedelic use helped with addiction recovery / withdrawal management, but I mostly wrote it off as idealistic hippies crediting psychedelics for simply having unexpectedly mild cravings/symptoms that day. Maybe there's something to it after all. If it's gonna work with any psychedelic, LSD seems like a prime candidate - both because of its dopaminergic properties and because it's the only long-lasting psychedelic I've used that never produces nausea or stomach discomfort. And as we all know, the safest smuggling compartment for bringing controlled substances through an airport is the blood inside your brain
Xorkoth
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Going camping and tripping on mushrooms with my girl on Saturday, I'm excited! This will be the first time we've tripped together.
This will be the first time we've tripped together.
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Just A Guy
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Yeah MXE posts.
But seriously, back before the magic seemed to leave me, I definitely felt that MXE was magical. Some strange occurrences happened, including (but not limited to) wordless communication with friends (of words), and one time where I somehow received the information (perhaps from my friends' minds) of how soldering works (confirmed when I explained it to them).
I can't tell if one of my cats is sick (the one who has hardly ever gotten sick). She's been peeing on my couch, which she does when she has a bladder infection, but she'll never do it when I'm watching. I've been trying to catch a urine sample to get it analyzed, because when I take her in to the vet she refuses to pee while she's there and they have to sedate her and take urine with a needle from her bladder. Now recently I found some pure white, powdery-looking poops in the litterbox, which concerns me. And I can't tell if she's being less energetic than usual... yesterday she hung out in the closet almost all day which is unusual for her. But this morning she came down right when I opened a food can and ate a good bit of it. I think I need to bring her into the vet today...
Are you talking about Stripey?
Oh nevermind -- Stripey's male.(Intentional creepy post.)
I love the dog with the red bandana. What a cool video.
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