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Gibberings episode 0x000000c5 -- Play nicely or you're out!

i hate my life, my job ...fuck knows whats going to happen on the home front - ive just about had enough, no future worth looking foeward to, I wont be on here much now.
to all those who ive connected with hope alls well and you have happy lives.
B

Get a divorce and leave - I know this may sound harsh but I honestly feel that a child growing up in an unstable and unhappy home is more damaging in the long run than an amicable divorce. I know there is always the danger of the woman using the child as as a pawn to mess you about and you have to deal with that if it happens.
 
Had 6 mg subs yesterday n 0.8 subutex as rowed with people n felt emotion of which subs stops. I don't like getting emotional so if I can alter this i will. Life sucks. Sick of being made to feel like such a bad, horrible person. Wherever I am someone is there to go at me. The net, in real life. I can't get away from it. One day hopefully I'll no longer be around n then everyone can be pleased n happy :(

Evey

There is always going to be something or someone that make you feel emotional and as long as you feel your a bad person then this gives them ammunition to use. Fuck them though - don't give them so much power over you. Thick skinned, broad shoulders, water off a ducks back or whatever you need to use to make your day, life go a little smoother.

Doubling up on your subs is just a quick fix, you know that the day after the problem is still going to be there.
 
morning evey. Nobody loves you here. Your love is unrequited.

ok.

There is always going to be something or someone that make you feel emotional and as long as you feel your a bad person then this gives them ammunition to use. Fuck them though - don't give them so much power over you. Thick skinned, broad shoulders, water off a ducks back or whatever you need to use to make your day, life go a little smoother.

Doubling up on your subs is just a quick fix, you know that the day after the problem is still going to be there.

Well I'm starting to wish I was no longer around as I'm obviously such a horrible person to know. Shame that when i try i never succeed n cant even get that right. Oh well.

Evey
 
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I thought you weren't reading my posts? Good job I checked eh? ;)

Evey look at where and why you flew off the handle at me. Have a think and ask yourself if your behaviour was justified. You've had a go at me where I haven't even mentioned you.

(And the bit a few posts before it where I said "Evey can fuck right off" was a reference to FUBAR or someone wrongly attributing a saying of mine "Forums gone to shit" to you. It's not me having a go at you. You were inactive in that debate, it was just someone else attributing something to you. Ergo, I'm not having a go at you. You really need to learn to read between lines)
 
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I thought you weren't reading my posts? Good job I checked eh? ;)

Evey look at where and why you flew off the handle at me. Have a think and ask yourself if your behaviour was justified. You've had a go at me where I haven't even mentioned you.

(And the bit a few posts before it where I said "Evey can fuck right off" was a reference to FUBAR or someone wrongly attributing a saying of mine "Forums gone to shit" to you. It's not me having a go at you. You were inactive in that debate, it was just someone else attributing something to you. Ergo, I'm not having a go at you. You really need to learn to read between lines)

It wasn't me, it was Warrior - honest...
 
Had 6 mg subs yesterday n 0.8 subutex as rowed with people n felt emotion of which subs stops. I don't like getting emotional so if I can alter this i will. Life sucks. Sick of being made to feel like such a bad, horrible person. Wherever I am someone is there to go at me. The net, in real life. I can't get away from it. One day hopefully I'll no longer be around n then everyone can be pleased n happy :(

Evey

You're not a bad person. Just fucking annoying

Bomb squad in exeter http://www.exeterexpressandecho.co....Exeter/story-26797124-detail/story.html??????
 
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I thought you weren't reading my posts? Good job I checked eh? ;)

Evey look at where and why you flew off the handle at me. Have a think and ask yourself if your behaviour was justified. You've had a go at me where I haven't even mentioned you.

(And the bit a few posts before it where I said "Evey can fuck right off" was a reference to FUBAR or someone wrongly attributing a saying of mine "Forums gone to shit" to you. It's not me having a go at you. You were inactive in that debate, it was just someone else attributing something to you. Ergo, I'm not having a go at you. You really need to learn to read between lines)

Yea I thought you were having a go at me n wasn't sure what I'd done wrong. I just saw a load of posts; one saying "Evey can fuck right off" n then a big list of names. I must confess I had had a drink n tried to remove my post but unfortunately others had quoted it.

Apologies.

Evey
 
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thats great new Josh - I bet that lets you know that your bag, operation isn't as restrictive as you first imagined.

I knew it was possible to do anything, because there are some really good positive groups for stoma patients on Facebook (and some less positive, but hey). But I had to actually do it myself in order to believe that I could do it. So yeah, great news indeed.

Had an awful day at work today, too much to do, too little time or support for the tiny team I'm part of. Needed to work late really but my inclination is low, I find it really hard to snap back into focus at 9am on a Monday when I've had a busy weekend, and this is the second one on the trot so my productivity is ridiculously low. Need to have a couple of quiet ones in order to get on with it. Trying to knock drinking on the head too, even though I'm actually drinking virtually nothing in comparison to at other points in my life, but now I do drink less regularly, it's easier to spot the effect it has on my mood in the following days. My will power is shit though, although this weekend I only started drinking when I went out for food, and always had a non-alcoholic drink to start with, so I'm keeping that in mind as rules to at least reduce my drinking further.

Mondays are shit. Did anyone actually have a good one?
 
Was gonna say mine's been shitty but my weed guy just arrived six minutes after I text him which I'm fairly sure is a world record soooo. And to be honest most of the shittiness has been heat related, can't abide it. Good luck with the drinking, is hard to start with but gets easier, have cut down what I drink massively and only get drunk maybe twice a month now which is a huge difference from even a year ago. Got shitty willpower too so can empathise there! Think a lot of it is down to being sufficiently distracted, for me anyways
 
That's us back from 3 nights camping. Sunburned and covered in midgie bites and knackered, but a good time was had. :) I can feel myself getting fitter, thank fuck.

Tomorrow - back in the loft. %)
 
Mate came round earlier: 'I got given two dildos today, you can stick one of them to walls and stuff. It's not small, either!' And then he sort of went on to a different subject. He left an hour ago and I've just realised I'm non the wiser as to why he was given them and am wondering if it'd be weird to ask.
 
lol :D definitely ask.

I once overheard a massive brawl break out in my uni living room that Kara was involved in, that was over a wall mounted giant dildo...good times.
 
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