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Gibberings episode CXCVI -- I'm on my cycle, who wants a backie?

foolsgold said:
no its a an odd fitting type adapter il just get a new one tomorrow :)
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Check anyway - might save yourself a few pound and gives you an opportunity to chat with somebody. Are you in the Bar? I've been lazing on my patio, chilling but its so hot I've had to come in for a breather and it would be rude not to pour myself a drink :D
 
foolsgold said:
yeah its weird sitting here drinking a coke lol instead of fosters but charlie jack has got to come first now fuck drugs and fuck drink
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What is this 'Fosters' you speak of :D. There is a middle ground though (depending on what you enjoy) maybe avoid the shadow people, let them mess with you for a few days, end up in care.

Hugs my friend
Bear
 
I got a phone call back about one of the jobs I applied for. Such a lovely day wishin to be out
 
Bearlove said:
On a different note - has anyone been to Budapest or surrounding areas / regions ? I'm thinking Hungary, Slovenia and maybe Croatia for my next trip.
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Nope but next trip (this summer) is supposed to be driving to Croatia via Slovenia (and France, Belgium, Germany and Austria). End of July thru August. Croatia is music festival capital of Europe.
 
gardenlane said:
I got a phone call back about one of the jobs I applied for. Such a lovely day wishin to be out
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The pet shop? I hope you like lizards and locusts jumping about on ye. 8o

I like having a look at the rabbits and bearded dragon things, but those locusts freak me the fuck out.
 
So be careful eon customers. I just phoned up to change account holder, same deets as before... estimated monthly electric bill 105 or something. I say I was paying 88. But it's too late apparently. They have closed my account and thats it. I can't reverse decision/process. Had I known before changing account holder it would be more money I obviously would have kept the direct debit/account in my name.

Fuckers.
 
Very achy breaky antisnoo feels and a racing heart. Time to lie in the dark and pray again.
 
Oh people are such fucking cuntheads. My hen do's this weekend and two of my dirty rich bridesmaids have just cancelled because of 'money'. And at our housewarming last weekend with my fiancé's family someone spilled whiskey aaaall over my fake-leather jacket and let it sit there for hours, it's now completely ruined and when I called them about it I got shouted at. Fuck this. I want fucking heroin and to be done with this shit and this crap fucking life.
 
Dream job and fiancé are what I have. Violent family and violent famil-in-law and no friends is also what I have. Also GAD and no ability to handle it. I'm just spiraling tonight. I know my life's not crap. But tonight I feel like killing myself. Dunno what else to say. You probably just think I'm a joke.
 
What I think of you is immaterial, I don't know you at all.

FWIW you need perspective in your life. To concentrate on the positive, not the perceived negatives. You do have the ability to handle the anxiety, you just haven't found the right strategies yet.

I know you think a lot has happened to you in your short life Pagey but it is, so far, a short life. You speak in extremes too much. You have a lot, and I mean a lot of life left in you. That's where perspective comes in.

I don't think you're a joke. More important than that is what you think of yourself. Not what others think of you.
 
I hope I have that ability. Feels like I've tried every fucking thing on the planet.
I know it's been a short life so far but a lot has happened to me in it. Enough to make me not want to go on. I know it's a matter of perspective, and that's the only reason I've held on so far.

Sadly what I think of myself is as a pathetic failure of a human.
 
Life is a journey. Things will be a lot better further on down the road but you might pick up a few scars on the way.
 
Pagey said:
Sadly what I think of myself is as a pathetic failure of a human.
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There's that extreme thinking again.

Evidence says you aren't a pathetic failure. Job? Boyfriend? Degree?

Other things going wrong do not negate those things.

Balance this shit out.

Live life to the full or kill yourself? No. Maybe there are other perspectives.
 
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