infantannihilator
Bluelighter
I've done a lot of stuff in my day, but IV cocaine has such an insanely addictive quality to it, it's beyond anything I could have ever imagined or have ever dealt with. I find myself thinking about it all the time all throughout the day. I have dreams about shooting up. I'm controlling myself, because I have priorities and things to do and quite frankly, after blowing my tax return on it, I can't afford it. And that's cool. I had my binge phase and I'm good. I won't ever get to the point where I'm like a crackhead fiending for a single hit or a point or whatever, it would drive me insane to only have that one shot.
Still though, I've literally never felt such a pull towards a drug before. I never even liked cocaine that much before I IV'd it, was always too costly for what I got out of it. I've seen some people on boards say that IV coke is more addictive than heroin, and I suppose it varies from person to person, but is there any shred of truth to this?
At least with cocaine there isn't exactly a physical withdrawal.. but man the mental game it plays on me; I'm so glad I am actually aware of it. I figure heroin is probably similar, but with the added physical withdrawal which would be a nightmare I can imagine as I had a bit of a problem with codeine before, cwe'ing 4-500mg and slugging it back in a go.. and even that was difficult. I didn't sleep for a week and everything ached and hurt and I was bed ridden.. It's essentially like taking morphine due to the conversion, but still, it's not a heavy opiate.
Anyone with experience care to share?
Still though, I've literally never felt such a pull towards a drug before. I never even liked cocaine that much before I IV'd it, was always too costly for what I got out of it. I've seen some people on boards say that IV coke is more addictive than heroin, and I suppose it varies from person to person, but is there any shred of truth to this?
At least with cocaine there isn't exactly a physical withdrawal.. but man the mental game it plays on me; I'm so glad I am actually aware of it. I figure heroin is probably similar, but with the added physical withdrawal which would be a nightmare I can imagine as I had a bit of a problem with codeine before, cwe'ing 4-500mg and slugging it back in a go.. and even that was difficult. I didn't sleep for a week and everything ached and hurt and I was bed ridden.. It's essentially like taking morphine due to the conversion, but still, it's not a heavy opiate.
Anyone with experience care to share?
