Took 3.6G of methocarbamol because thats all I could find.Not even experiencing any muscle relaxation.
On second thoughts; maybe I'll leave the suicide cocktail for a later date.
I'll just stick to Opium (smoked and oral), Valium, Clonazepam and a beer.
I like ethylphenidate
But I'd prefer a dissociative or serotonergic psychedelic.
Wish someone would sell some W-18. Maybe offer 25mg/$200, I'd jump at the chance! I mean, it is an unscheduled opiate that would not fall under analog laws and is 10,000 times the potency of morphine so that would last me a while, especially since I would still use weaker opiates most of the time. I've already thought about how I'd use a system of bottles of everclear with the final bottle having just a few ml of the strong liquid to make a whole bottle of everclear doses where 1ml=50mg morphine equivalent or whatever increments of injection I would prefer.
I wish hydromorphone was easy to get here. I have hydros flowing out my ass, but I've always wanted hydromorphone and I don't think I'll ever find it.I heard of some guy synthing something like that and always putting it in his water bottle at work, in the end it completely ruined him.I possibly read it on here, I dunno.
I wouldn't fuck with that shit, I don't care who you are or how much moderation you use something like that will own you in the end.I do like opiates, I stick to codeine and poppy seed tea, every like 6 months i eat 3-4 5mg percs and get good I wish there was hydrocodone available to me but i dont think its very popular in canada.Now hydromorphone is as common here as the air I breathe.
Insufflated some water before I did a line of eph thinking I could outsmart the burn, well I did but im not feeling anything above threshold/placebo.Bring the pain!
I like ethylphenidate
But I'd prefer a dissociative or serotonergic psychedelic.
Wish someone would sell some W-18. Maybe offer 25mg/$200, I'd jump at the chance! I mean, it is an unscheduled opiate that would not fall under analog laws and is 10,000 times the potency of morphine so that would last me a while, especially since I would still use weaker opiates most of the time. I've already thought about how I'd use a system of bottles of everclear with the final bottle having just a few ml of the strong liquid to make a whole bottle of everclear doses where 1ml=50mg morphine equivalent or whatever increments of injection I would prefer.
im waiting for everyone in the house to go to bed so i can start snorting amphetamines and chain smoking cigs while i bang out this motherfucker of a research paper
money money money money !~~ ooo yea
Its just a poli sci thing short lil essay on media plans in campaigns very simple.
I need to get back to work haha
I always have to remind myself that ethylphenidate is abbreviated the same as ephedrine. Didn't know it was banned in a lot of Europe until I just looked it up now either. How is it different from methylphenidate (Ritalin) in terms of duration and effects? I can't remember what Ritalin is really like as I've only done it perhaps once at a lowish dose.
Ephedrine is pretty tame but I've never taken more than 40mg, I've found that 25mg with caffeine is good enough. It wears off as fast or faster than amps even though I snort amps and eat ephedrine (not sure if pure ephedrine would be good snorted since I buy pills with guafinesin in them). Amps also seem to provide more focus for me, as opposed to just being stimulating. Ephedrine is more of a stay-awake utility compared to a get-shit-done with laser efficiency drug. Though I guess if you are already motivated and just tired, it does the job. I've read that tolerance to ephedrine doesn't grow when using low doses (25mgs) too, which is good to know if one uses it frequently.
I am glad I took amp tonight (just 10mg) yet I also wonder if I could have just used ephedrine instead. I did need the extra kick, though I think I'll save what I have left for as long as I can. Stims do their job well, but reliance on them is a bitch just like any other dependency.
I might take a little valium later this morning (had 5mg earlier) to help ease me down. Right now I feel rather drained mentally, but I think that's life and not the drugs.