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Good luck with Rehab, Scotchy :)

fightingthetoot said:
Haha, that's class!!


What about in 5 year though, say you have been away from the gear along time and you meet a bird what ya gonna do? I am not ashamed of the junkie tag, but we don't usually tell new partners about our past life's but your not gonna have that choice are ya lah.
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Been thinking about this and realised that the real answer is I would be like wow five years removed from addiction makes no sense but that tattoo really changed things! I will happily take the awkwardness of that in exchange for my life being fixed, got to the stage where that feels like a small price to pay for being free of addiction really.
 
i dont know who you are but the rehab i went to was amazing, it teaches you morals, how to live without drugs, and develop a social network with good clean people who can help you when your down, best of luck mate, dont get caught up in rehab drama, and actually pay attention and participate. enjoy it man
 
Hope.he doesn't have sugar in his tea cos that will have to go too....God forbid he uses aspartame instead...might as well just put ketamine in yer brew :)

On a more serious note...I'm think of you Scotchy mate <3
 
I would like to quit and abstain from opiates, when the time does come I would like to think I will still be able to dabble with the less naughty ones in future.

I mean, it didn't go tits up till opiates.
 
I'm sure t he chemical messiah would help keep scotchys fingers out of the opiates jar :)
 
Agreed. There's nothing like a trip to make you reevaluate your life. I pretty much quit psychedelics when on gear because they made me feel like a drowning man trying to reach the surface but the gear was weighing me down - symbolic of the need to be reborn I guess. The sensible thing would have been to listen to my subconscious and shake off the shackles of addiction - but it was easier to just stop tripping instead.
 
Haha... bunch of cunts <3

I am ready to fuck it off, I think.. I kept it all to my self really but I was on the verge of ending up in a pych ward from a break down.. I won't go into details but it was fuckin awful the last month or 2 of my using and the previous 12 years or so have been pretty dire...

Shall we start a sweepstake for my relapse?? ;) =D
 
ScotchMist said:
Haha... bunch of cunts <3

I am ready to fuck it off, I think.. I kept it all to my self really but I was on the verge of ending up in a pych ward from a break down.. I won't go into details but it was fuckin awful the last month or 2 of my using and the previous 12 years or so have been pretty dire...

Shall we start a sweepstake for my relapse?? ;) =D
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Awh ((((Scotchy)))) sorry to hear that. Why did you not tell someone how you were feeling? :(

Xxxx

ScotchMist said:
They're telling me to but I'm sticking my fingers in my ears on that one :)
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They can't tell you to do *** you're an adult .....oh hang on :D

Evey
 
Because I push emotions inward, lock em up and file them under 'Deal-with-that-another-time'... then never get around to it.

I think that's all I'll be taking from this 12 step stuff, dealing with and venting emotion. I've spoke with a few people here about stuff I've supressed, never told anyone about and it does feel like a weight lifting.
 
ScotchMist said:
Because I push emotions inward, lock em up and file them under 'Deal-with-that-another-time'... then never get around to it.

I think that's all I'll be taking from this 12 step stuff, dealing with and venting emotion. I've spoke with a few people here about stuff I've supressed, never told anyone about and it does feel like a weight lifting.
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Glad you're taking something out ogf it. Yea it's better when you vent emotions. Otherwise it's like a lemonade bottle that's constaken shaken but not open. One day it bursts but instead of filtering out gentlly n tidily it explodes everywhere n causes a mess.

Evey
 
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