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I'm really worried....

GarageFlower

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Right okay, so I totally forgot it was the easter holidays and left it till today to make an order
Which in my mind would arrive tomorrow, fine amd daddy as per usual.

Not until has it flashed up have I realised , shit . There's no post tomorrow!

Now I'm runnin VERY low on etizolam which has the shortest HL ever!!!! And nothing's gunna come tomorrow!!

I'm also prone to seizures and have a history of gelastic seizures and myclonic jerks....I have been admitted to A&E during one of my sueizires and was diagnosed with epilepsy. Prescribed Sodium Valporate which I do not take.

Now will the post even come on Saturday or will I have to wait till Tuesday??? If I book an Emergency appointment what or is the GP likely to do? Obviously I will come clean that I have been self medicating. Because the truth of the matter is I've to tried all sorts, NOTHING works. I have an appointment with the GP Friday to change my current AntiDepressant, Trazadone. That stuff makes me feel terrible and makes sleep harder!! Obviously I can't wait 8 days atm.

SO...what do I do. What can or more to the point, what are they likely to prescribe me?

I have been sold medicating for years amd this is the first time ANYTHING like this has happened. I'm always on top of it!
 
Sorry to hear this, mate. I don't know how to advise you medically but in terms of the post - I don't think it will arrive on Saturday unless you've selected Saturday delivery.
 
No mate just standard first class as it always comes next day anyway :/

What's the chances off a doctor prescribing a short course of one of the Z-Drugs or somethin??

I mean I could go into seizure. I know it's my own stupid fucking fault.
 
Sure go down to your GP with a shopping list :p

If you can't source anything else, and there's a real danger of a seizure, then try to get an emergency appointment or prescription or something. How long do you have before serious symptoms may start to present themselves?
 
I don't even mind like 7x2mg diazepam.

If your situation is as you describe then your personal preferences really don't matter a jot. Make an emergency appointment, explain your situation and hope for the best. The sad truth is you'll quite possibly be scripted bugger all unless you have a very understanding doctor indeed. I'd like to think you would be scripted something to tide you over as a one-off and referred to your local addiction services for follow up treatment though. The latter will happen (if you agree to it) but the ahort-term acute-need script aspect does depend greatly on your GP unfortunately :\

On the flipside, it's the only game in town from what you have said so either give it a go and hope for the best or ride it out and hope to avoid the worst. I'd strongly recommend the former cos at least it gets you on the books for proper treatment. Sometimes it takes a crisis situation to remind folk just how precarious their situation is without proper treatment.

All the best and I hope you get what you need one way or another <3
 
There is a 50/50 chance of getting ur order before the weekends out. Ive made loads of orders on a friday and not once have i paid the tenner or whatever for 'saturday guaranteed'. My orders have been sent out normal 1st class, and as this service delivers overnight 75% of the time then my items usually turn up on the saturday anyway.

so you had your order sent first class. alot of the time it will arrive by the following days post and as there is no post today, it should be with you in the morning. Freighted mail doesnt just sprout roots because its a bank holiday

But seriously, now ive given you some encouragement regarding the mail, please take on board what others have posted in this thread. RC Benzodiazepines are no substitute for proper medical attention and treatment
 
Doctors can be rubbish. We have the opposite problem the USA has. We tend to under-prescribe even when people are in serious pain...

Depending on your GP and their knowledge of your drug use or lack of I'd have thought a one off diaz script wouldn't be that hard to get? People seem to get them for going to the dentist/fear of flying etc. I got some 5mg ones because I was attending my mates funeral. Meh... I'm sure people lie to get them too.
 
Nice one Garage. Appreciate your luck and try n make plans to get sorted with help for self medicating.

Good luck

Cheers man.

Yeah I'm going seeing the doctor on Friday to see if he'll change my Trazadone as it makes me feel like shit and even though it's supposed to be a hypnotic it has the complete opposite effect on me.

I was taking diazepam (pharmaceutical grade) but then my supplier disappeared, so I moved onto pharmaceutical etizolam but the half life was just too short so after sampling all the novel benzo RCs I've settle with clonazolam and diclazepam...both nice long half lives and the latter helps with muscle relaxation. Also like to have a bit of pyrazolam on hand just in case on panic attacks.

Truth be told though I don't really like taking these vendor pellets. I didn't mind etizolam because I could get the Indian blister packs. I don't know if it's just in my mind but they just don't feel as effective as having a blister pack of pills.
 
Cheers man.

Yeah I'm going seeing the doctor on Friday to see if he'll change my Trazadone as it makes me feel like shit and even though it's supposed to be a hypnotic it has the complete opposite effect on me.

I was taking diazepam (pharmaceutical grade) but then my supplier disappeared, so I moved onto pharmaceutical etizolam but the half life was just too short so after sampling all the novel benzo RCs I've settle with clonazolam and diclazepam...both nice long half lives and the latter helps with muscle relaxation. Also like to have a bit of pyrazolam on hand just in case on panic attacks.

Truth be told though I don't really like taking these vendor pellets. I didn't mind etizolam because I could get the Indian blister packs. I don't know if it's just in my mind but they just don't feel as effective as having a blister pack of pills.

Resolve why you (think you) need the pills, then you don't have to rely on illict persian rugs.

*pro tip* you don't need the drugs.
 
Fuck me garage - you have my sympathies if you ever try and get off etiz. I was on it on and off for a few weeks and when I stopped I felt utterly suicidal. Took me a week just to stop crying. What a fucking drug. Never again.
 
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