ProjectPatt
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 12, 2015
- Messages
- 27
I'll be 21 years old March 11th and I've spent since I was 14 years old addicted to IV Dilaudid it has controlled my life I always say that I will get clean when people hassle me about it but im sitting up in my bed playing with my fiancés hair while she sleeps and I know that I want to be sober for me and my family, recently my fiancé lost our baby Sophia Grace. She was four months pregnant and had a miscarriage. I refuse to lose one more thing I've already lost my child and there was nothing I could do. But I won't lose my family and I will not lose myself I am through living this life style.. Please if you read this say a prayer for me this is the first time in my life I've wanted something this much I'll need all the help I can get.. Thanks god bless