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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

LSDMDMA&AMP: dont waste your energy arguing with subutoi. its pointless.
One time he told me i couldnt be a junkie because im too negative, and that when he's high he's the happiest person in the world.
 
crimsonjunk said:
I've been waiting on my PC for almost 30 minutes in a gas station parking lot. To make matters worse I'm in a lifted up jeep rubicon that attracts lots of attention. I swear this guy wants me to get arrested.
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He stopped answering his phone so I decided he wasn't coming after an hour of waiting. So I get 20 minutes down the road before he calls me back bitching that I'm not at the spot. I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself so bad but of course I was apologetic and met him somewhere else. He has the best quality product I can get by a mile but his customer service has gotten stupid bad. When I first started using him 15 months ago I never waited more than 15 minutes at the spot. He has just gradually gotten worse over time. The last 3 times we met I have waited for more than 45 minutes. That's dangerous for both of us but he gets all offended whenever I bring stuff like that up. SMH dope boys and ther god complex.
 
Yup yup! I remember that. Once they know you'll need them no matter what they get to chose the spot to meet, and delivering the drugs stops happening. That's why I used to do geographics with dealers so I wasn't as dependent on them. Gives them less power and less money
Either that or they are using more than you are. LOL
 
Smoky said:
Yup yup! I remember that. Once they know you'll need them no matter what they get to chose the spot to meet, and delivering the drugs stops happening. That's why I used to do geographics with dealers so I wasn't as dependent on them. Gives them less power and less money
Either that or they are using more than you are. LOL
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Any dealer that lets you pick the drop spot is a fucking idiot.. You never want to let the customer control the meet because it is to easy to set you up with a controlled buy. He is probably taking more time because he has gotten more customers now. Dealers don't all think they are Gods, addicts are just impatient(I get it.. I am also an addict) and expect a dealer to just snap his fingers and appear with dope anytime they get money.

When I dealt years ago.. I would have like 10 people waiting for me in different parking lots. Almost every single one of them called me every 5 mins. It was the most annoying fucking thing in the world. Especially when I would be trying to conduct business and watch out for the cops, while also being paranoid as fuck.

The phone never stops ringing from sun up to sundown and the customers didn't give two fucks about me either as long as I brought their dope. People forget that dealers have lives to. Try being woken up at 6,7 in the morning by a bunch of impatient addicts, when you stayed up all night because God forbid you wanted to have a little fun yourself. Some of them may work other jobs, go to school, have to eat, maybe have kids to take care of etc, etc...

Hopefully if he is smart he sets up the spot scopes it out before arriving and makes you follow him to see if you are being followed. This all takes time and when people call over and over again asking "where you at?" It is annoying as fuck especially when you are trying to remember every person that you are meeting and where the meet spots are.

Chances are if he is taking over an hour to meet you he probably wants to lose a couple of costumers anyways. Once it takes that long to get to a spot he needs to get runners but that is a whole nouther world of trouble and worry for the dealer. Always being paranoid that somebody is going to drop the dime on you is scary as hell. Remember before even bringing addicts their dope a dealers number one job is staying out of jail..

lmao... Customer service. I don't miss the job at all. I am a lot happier working out in the burning sun with a welder and long sleeves on so I won't get Molten metal on my arm.. That is just to show you how annoying and worrying the job became. There is a different side to every coin. You have to put yourself in their shoes.
 
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chinky said:
45 min would be cooler
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30 mins would be cooler but I had such a large client base that I eventually couldn't control the amount of time it took. I finally decided to take on a few runners but that turned out to be a disaster. I got robbed a couple of times. I got bored started snorting coke and shooting speedballs. I would get all tweeked out and stare out the peephole and windows with a loaded .45. decided to Lay off the pedico.

Then things started looking up. I joined a local Iron workers union. Went to school twice a week and started working. I was I hooked on my product but that wasn't a problem at this point. Got a girl and I was loving life. Then one morning I woke up and there were empty bags scattered everywhere and my girlfriend was blue and she had blood and vomit coming out of her nose and mouth. It was one of the worst days of my life.

I immediately handed everything over to my cousin, who was my supplier and dropped out of that life. Several months later two of my cousins and their whole side of the operation got taken down.
 
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somnilicious said:
30 mins would be cooler but I had such a large client base that I eventually couldn't control the amount of time it took. I finally decided to take on a few runners but that turned out to be a disaster. I got robbed a couple of times. I got bored started snorting coke and shooting speedballs. I would get all tweeked out and stare out the peephole and windows with a loaded .45. decided to Lay off the pedico.

Then things started looking up. I joined a local Iron workers union. Went to school twice a week and started working. I was I hooked on my product but that wasn't a problem at this point. Got a girl and I was loving life. Then one morning I woke up and there were empty bags scattered everywhere and my girlfriend was blue and she had blood and vomit coming out of her nose and mouth. It was one of the worst days of my life.

I immediately handed everything over to my cousin, who was my supplier and dropped out of that life. Several months later two of my cousins and their whole side of the operation got taken down.
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Wow... life is crazy like that. Timing...its everything.

I am guessing ur gf was shooting? (assuming if they were stamp bags her nose would have probably clogged before she got to that point).

My gf got a very small habit not to long ago, and I had to put my foot down. Tell her she couldn't be getting physically dependent on it, so no more for her until she gets straight. Kind of a hypocrite move but its all out of love lol.
It does tear you apart seeing addiction, whether it be physical or mental, from a 3rd person view. You can almost view them as seeing yourself.
 
jjones0207 said:
Wow... life is crazy like that. Timing...its everything.

I am guessing ur gf was shooting? (assuming if they were stamp bags her nose would have probably clogged before she got to that point).

My gf got a very small habit not to long ago, and I had to put my foot down. Tell her she couldn't be getting physically dependent on it, so no more for her until she gets straight. Kind of a hypocrite move but its all out of love lol.
It does tear you apart seeing addiction, whether it be physical or mental, from a 3rd person view. You can almost view them as seeing yourself.
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Actually as far as I know she had never even used before, though she obviously had access to it... I never saw the signs and I think I would have fucking known.. So many unanswered questions haunt me. To this day I just don't know why or what happened.. She would snort coke sometimes but I had gone to bed early that night. When I woke up I found straws and I can only guess that she snorted some to go to sleep after doing some coke. Maybe she snorted to much thinking it wasn't working and then the coke wore off because there was straws, residue and 3 bags of dope. I mean who snorts 3 bags if they have never done it before..

I have felt guilty my whole life for this incident. So if you introduced your girl to dope you then you have many good reasons to try and interdict.. I wish I could go back in time.. I feel like a murderer. Her mom even slapped me in the face at the funeral and told me I killed her little girl..
 
somnilicious said:
30 mins would be cooler but I had such a large client base that I eventually couldn't control the amount of time it took. I finally decided to take on a few runners but that turned out to be a disaster. I got robbed a couple of times. I got bored started snorting coke and shooting speedballs. I would get all tweeked out and stare out the peephole and windows with a loaded .45. decided to Lay off the pedico.

Then things started looking up. I joined a local Iron workers union. Went to school twice a week and started working. I was I hooked on my product but that wasn't a problem at this point. Got a girl and I was loving life. Then one morning I woke up and there were empty bags scattered everywhere and my girlfriend was blue and she had blood and vomit coming out of her nose and mouth. It was one of the worst days of my life.

I immediately handed everything over to my cousin, who was my supplier and dropped out of that life. Several months later two of my cousins and their whole side of the operation got taken down.
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I dont think chinky cares if you took 30 mins or 45 mins to 'meet your clients'.
Although, i do believe that chinky meant 45mins from bham to atl would be cooler.

Edit: let me rephrase- i wasnt trying to say that i dont think chinky gives a fuck about your story... What i was trying to say us that i dont even think he was referencing you in the slightest.
 
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iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
I dont think chinky cares if you took 30 mins or 45 mins to 'meet your clients'.
Although, i do believe that chinky meant 45mins from bham to atl would be cooler.

Edit: let me rephrase- i wasnt trying to say that i dont think chinky gives a fuck about your story... What i was trying to say us that i dont even think he was referencing you in the slightest.
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Got ya... who mostly controls the street level trade in ATL and Bham? Blancos, negros, chicanos, boniqua or dominicanos?
 
iLoveYouWithaKnife said:
I dont think chinky cares if you took 30 mins or 45 mins to 'meet your clients'.
Although, i do believe that chinky meant 45mins from bham to atl would be cooler.

Edit: let me rephrase- i wasnt trying to say that i dont think chinky gives a fuck about your story... What i was trying to say us that i dont even think he was referencing you in the slightest.
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Got ya... who mostly controls the street level trade in ATL and Bham? Blancos, negros, chicanos or boniqua,dominicanos?
 
jjones0207 said:
I didn't know she passed away, sorry to hear that. Was it from this particular incident or was this the beginning of a bad road? If you don't mind me asking

I did introduce her to it, but we were young at the time (hell still are technically lol). But I also wasn't addicted at the time when I did this (I had a three yr run before getting physically addicted). In the honeymoon phase you cannot possibly see the bigger picture.
She only uses infrequently, short binges but she never cops herself. Just leeching from me lol 8) but I won't let it damage her life, she has a bright future with no reason to ever catch a charge or be unhappy. I watched dope change her happiness part with just mild w/d symptoms.

You can't burden yourself guilt thats for sure but thats another convo.

Time Heals All...
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Thank you for the kind words.... This was about 10yrs ago and I am doing well now... She was dead when I found her.. I had to call my cousin and my neighbor over to clean out my apartment, while she sat there staring at me with dead eyes. It was absolutely horrible. Something I definitely will never forget..
 
These ^ are reasons cops give when they lock up addicts (as in those addicted). But as previously stated, it doesn't do a damn thing in addressing the problem. When working off minimum wage jobs ect. impounding vehicles, charging bails to gain revenue, and among other things all of these things will cause financial ruin to those who cannot bare a $1-2K loss. Setting someone back financially will just cause more issues in their life possibly triggering drug use. Instead classes could be offered on educating & bettering addicts, and rehabilitation covered by the state (& I dont mean the lock you up in a facility).

I understand you would still be in trouble and required to fulfill these obligations, but jailing someone doesnt help a thing. Then the day they release the addict (sometimes at 3am with no ride) there is no assistance. No bringing the person up to speed with the world, just tell you walk out that way lol. Its no wonder mf's just walk there ass right back to the dealer and cop with all trauma. By the way, cook country jail is on California.

**P.S. Violent offenders? sit there ass in time out, AKA JAIL, until they know how to keep their hands to themselves :\
 
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somnilicious said:
Any dealer that lets you pick the drop spot is a fucking idiot.. You never want to let the customer control the meet because it is to easy to set you up with a controlled buy. He is probably taking more time because he has gotten more customers now. Dealers don't all think they are Gods, addicts are just impatient(I get it.. I am also an addict) and expect a dealer to just snap his fingers and appear with dope anytime they get money.

When I dealt years ago.. I would have like 10 people waiting for me in different parking lots. Almost every single one of them called me every 5 mins. It was the most annoying fucking thing in the world. Especially when I would be trying to conduct business and watch out for the cops, while also being paranoid as fuck.

The phone never stops ringing from sun up to sundown and the customers didn't give two fucks about me either as long as I brought their dope. People forget that dealers have lives to. Try being woken up at 6,7 in the morning by a bunch of impatient addicts, when you stayed up all night because God forbid you wanted to have a little fun yourself. Some of them may work other jobs, go to school, have to eat, maybe have kids to take care of etc, etc...

Hopefully if he is smart he sets up the spot scopes it out before arriving and makes you follow him to see if you are being followed. This all takes time and when people call over and over again asking "where you at?" It is annoying as fuck especially when you are trying to remember every person that you are meeting and where the meet spots are.

Chances are if he is taking over an hour to meet you he probably wants to lose a couple of costumers anyways. Once it takes that long to get to a spot he needs to get runners but that is a whole nouther world of trouble and worry for the dealer. Always being paranoid that somebody is going to drop the dime on you is scary as hell. Remember before even bringing addicts their dope a dealers number one job is staying out of jail..

lmao... Customer service. I don't miss the job at all. I am a lot happier working out in the burning sun with a welder and long sleeves on so I won't get Molten metal on my arm.. That is just to show you how annoying and worrying the job became. There is a different side to every coin. You have to put yourself in their shoes.
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Damn I guess that does put it in perspective. But I still don't like sitting at ghetto ass gas stations for an hour.
 
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