i had a mini-relapse until i was like what the hell am i doing. i was doing 1-3 bags a day every day for 2 weeks straight. now am 31 hours since my last dose. and i dont feel much other than a bit of miscomfort. as in, i dont feel like leaving the house. i just feel like staying in bed and watching netflix no big deal.
i've withdrawn from opiates before and they have never been a problem, but around this time, 31 hours, i usually feel worse like teary eyed, tired anxious, craving another dose, etc. but now i dont feel much of any of that. although i was having some minor hot/cold flashes as well as some chills.
but i do have that overall "fuck" feeling. i dont know how to describe it. where im like shit i cant believe i got to this point again i want this to be over, and it will. in a few days. no big deal.
im just wondering what you guys think, why am i not even really withdrawing?
i've withdrawn from opiates before and they have never been a problem, but around this time, 31 hours, i usually feel worse like teary eyed, tired anxious, craving another dose, etc. but now i dont feel much of any of that. although i was having some minor hot/cold flashes as well as some chills.
but i do have that overall "fuck" feeling. i dont know how to describe it. where im like shit i cant believe i got to this point again i want this to be over, and it will. in a few days. no big deal.
im just wondering what you guys think, why am i not even really withdrawing?
