• Psychedelic Drugs Welcome Guest
    View threads about
    Posting RulesBluelight Rules
    PD's Best Threads Index
    Social ThreadSupport Bluelight
    Psychedelic Beginner's FAQ
  • PD Moderators: Esperighanto | JackARoe |

☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Engage the digital super banana

Status
Not open for further replies.
Yep - half of which they didn't even cause themselves, and is entirely the fault of the dickhead puppeteers directing their 'careers'....partly why I won't _completely_ conclude people like Kesha are trash, as who knows where her personality ends and the puppet strings start :(

Kanye West and the likes, however. My gawd.
 
If you look into kesha, youll see that she didnt have creative control, and there were allegations of sexual assault made against her manager/producer, and she entered rehab for an eating disorder.
i think it was kinda a front to cover up her negative body/self image, or as a coping mechanism
Allegedly she has a very high IQ, shes not dumb.
kanye though, hes retarded.
He's a gay fish.
but pd mane, i wish 4mar would hit the street. I tried what i was told by the source was 4mar (when i asked for methamphetamine, he said he couldnt/wouldnt get me any...and he told me he marquisd it, no reaction, and he fronted me it-i was trading 300mg of d-amp for a .5)
and it felt like high grade, very well made methamphetamine, and it was mostly a crystalline powder, with very small shards.
whatever it was, i loved it, and im inclined to think the source wouldnt lie, esp. since i was asking for MA.
 
Last edited:
Don't use the word fag if it bothers you.
So I still don't understand why you want to try MDE If you don't like MDxx and MDE is the least impressive. I think MDMA with amp would be way better than MDE and amp. That's just a guess though because I've only ever tried amp with MDMA.
One thing I do agree with you on that most of PD seems to disagree with is that methamp is one hell of a drug. I Find it more pleasurable than any other amphetamine in a completely hedonistic way. Aderall may be better for studying, MDxx are best for therapeutic reasons, empathy etc but methamp is best for just straight geeking out on speed with tons of euphoria, self confidence/ego inflation. I don't get a terrible comedown from it unless I combine it with MDMA.
 
Lolyou didnt catch me snip that part out.
idk its a habit.
PD just isnt experienced with it, and is going by what they read about it.
it feels nothing like what youd expect it to feel like. And with MA, ROA and dose have a profound effect on the high. But it is incredibly reinforcing. I cant restrain myself when using at all. I shoot more and more until i am completely overwhelmed by the intensity of the high, or until i have taken too much too quickly and start sweating uncontrollably and involuntarily shaking.
 
Last edited:
I think that's the issue LMZ - I'm sure if I looked into MANY controversial celebrities, I'd find they've just been portrayed badly with things they've done or said taken out of context when being presented to us.

But like I said - that's the issue. If someone is thrown in our face in a way that we (I) simply can't humour, let alone respect....why on earth would I then bother going out of my way to see what kind of person they're REALLY like?

It's not fair to them at all....but unfortunately it happens. We've just gotta wait until said celebrity works their way up the food chain far enough to represent themselves and show us who they really are without worrying about losing the image the general public are feeding on....this is when we get to see raging lunatics like Kanye further destroy themselves lol
 
I took methylphenidate today for studying for the first time. Havent really used any stims to study before, it was great. I couldve continued studying a lot longer but the library closed and I went home and did other stuff. People dont use modafinil or adderall etc here as much as in the US but they sure seem interesting. Anyone have experiences with modafinil for studying? Concerta gave me nasty headache tonight for hours.
 
Idk about modafinil, but amp (if you dont go cray with the doses)is perfect for doing things. Especially like reading.
MPH is absolute trash. Imo reuptake inhibitors in general are trash, as are most RC stimulants.
and so is cocaine.
modafinil, while ive never taken it, iirc mainly works on NE. Which isnt what you want, and i know someone tjat used to take it, he told me it would give physical stimulation but no mood altering effects. Garbage imo.
cause physical stimulation devoid of a mental component would suck, i wouldnt enjoy that one bit. The whole point of stimulants is they give a high/exhilaration/cognitive enhancement/speed up ya brain.
modafinil sounds good if you wamt to stay awake, and thats it.
ephedrine is probably a suitable substitute for modafinil, imo.
 
Last edited:
Xorkoth said:
Yeah BC pills, tragically, generally reduce female sex drive. Honestly I think it's a terrible and dangerous idea to fuck with hormone levels like that. It's partly due to the horrific reaction my ex had to them (to all the ones she tried but the last one was by far the worst), but I'm glad this girl isn't on them, even though it means we have to use condoms. I'll never ask another girl to go on them. If she's on them and it works for her, that's cool, but I just think they're a bad idea.

Ever looked into neem oil? In India they use it as a non-hormonal male birth control method... take 4-6 drops per day in a capsule, and apparently it reduces sperm motility (temporarily) to the point where you can't get someone pregnant. Apparently the rate of effectiveness is very high. They've done studies over there and it doesn't seem there is really any health risk. During the time me and my ex stopped using condoms or birth control I did that and never got her pregnant (I didn't pull out either)... I'd be pretty nervous 100% relying on it but it's interesting.
Click to expand...
On this topic: There's a lot of research showing that going on the pill causes significant changes in mating behavior. Basically, it induces a shift from favoring MHC-dissimilar mates towards favoring MHC-similar mates. See here for some of the related research:
http://rspb.royalsocietypublishing.org/content/275/1652/2715

The unfortunate implication here is that coming off the pill could affect the health of a relationship that was started while on the pill. Sure enough, there's research suggesting higher levels of trait jealousy in women who change their contraceptive status mid-relationship. http://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0191886913002110

And this article in Scientific American claims that women who choose their partner while on the pill are more likely to express marital dissatisfaction and cheat. All in all it's an ugly business, even before you get into all the science suggesting that birth control can cause/perpetuate depression, increase the likelihood of cancer, etc. Obviously it's a mixed bag though, because birth control is also very useful for reducing symptoms in women with a tough menstrual cycle.

PS: I used to hate Kesha, but for whatever strange reason she grew on me. I actually have a lot of respect for her as an artist, for precisely the reason that a lot of people hate her: She purposefully embraced the image of a trashy, promiscuous, low-brow party animal in the midst of a culture that spends a lot of time slut-shaming its stars. And she was wildly successful for it. I'm not saying you have to like her music, and I'm not even saying that her message is a good one. But the fact that her message exists--the fact that there's a female voice out there embracing all of those attributes that we tend to apply critically to women--is itself a very very good message. That being said, I'm still not entirely sure whether this is just dumb luck on her part, or if this was the intent behind her branding in the first place. People claim that she's brilliant, but I don't think she comes across as particularly intelligent in interviews.

But she is hot. XD
 
Last edited:
opiates definitely suppress your natural testosterone production, and seemingly according to your Google search, so do amps :(

I'd like to know what these apparent "health problems" are, considering the dosage they'd be taking for 'anti-aging' purposes wouldn't be supraphysiological by much if at all.
 
Wondering how I went from being 100% sober to right back where I was a few years ago. Spending all my time reading about drugs, thinking about drugs, and ordering drugs. It's like if I don't have something coming I feel incomplete.

Got back on the trails on my mtb yesterday. Stupid bike got me here though. Crashed and dislocated/broke my wrist in September resulting in surgery. IV dilaudid and a script of hydros got drugs on my mind. No work and depression got me out in a field huntin mushrooms. Said oh this was awesome, how I needed this. Three/four times a year max. Lasted two weeks. Another week after that and its back to collectin shit just to have it.

Stuck just not givin a fuck wonderin how in the hell I got to be 30 and how the hell am I gonna make another 30 in this wage slave existence ...

I know someone out there has gotta feel me.
 
I definitely feel you bro^ except I haven't been 100% sober since I was 13. You have already proved you can do it, just be strong and keep your head up.

Man this 18 year old girl is sweating me like crazy. She asked if I wanted to "lift weights" with her when I got off work tonight, and right in front of her brother to8(. She's really mature(not to mention super horny) and my relationship has been deteriorating for the last year or so but I still think I'm going to tell her that I just want to be friends for 6 months to a year. I've never been with anyone younger than me so I'm not quite sure where to draw the line. I'm definitely going to wait until I'm single and she's a bit older. She's prettying fucking beautiful though and she doesn't look or act like she is a day under 21.
 
Last edited:
trozzle said:
opiates definitely suppress your natural testosterone production, and seemingly according to your Google search, so do amps :(

I'd like to know what these apparent "health problems" are, considering the dosage they'd be taking for 'anti-aging' purposes wouldn't be supraphysiological by much if at all.
Click to expand...
http://www.forthepeople.com/blog/first-androgel-lawsuits-filed-over-heart-attack-stroke-risk
I see the whole idea of a lawsuit behind that to be bs.
thats like me suing the manufacturer of dex if i have a heart attack from using a product that is known to cause heart damage/potentially cause fatal cardiac emergencies.
the risks of anabolic steroids are well known, and if youre not cool with it then dont take them, its not like "low T" is a legit medical problem in 99% of cases.
 
I take any claims of negative health implications from steroids with less than a grain of salt tbh. I won't deny they exist, but my god it's just as bad as the public ignorance towards any other drugs - blown WAY out of proportion through intentional spreading of misinformation and minor fear mongering. That, and most of the real world examples are running ridiculous dosages of multiple compounds as frequently as they can.

Regarding your link LMZ (didn't read it, only saw the title) - I suffered a stroke (clot) back in December 2005, when I was only 17. I'd never touched drugs prior (literally, save for maybe a collective few mouthfuls of beer or wine)....since then, I've drank a shitload, smoked heaps of weed, rolled many times, and dabbled in a few other things here and there....and have also been on a self administered TRT regimen for almost 2 years now....if correlation did in fact equal causation,I could argue drug (ab)use actually prevents strokes :P
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top