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Gibberings CLXXXVII - Feeling Funky (monkey)

Sammy G said:
it's obviously a psychological problem rather than slovenliness.
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Sometimes yeah but not necessarily....normally bad social behaviour is not necessarily the result of a mental illness. Just like when people commit awful crimes....sometimes the result of a mental illnesss sometimes people just don't care. There are some odd folk out there.
 
lurching said:
I was on sert for four months in 2014. Started at 25mg and built up to 150mg. It gave me the strangest dreams and I'd wake up exhausted every morning. After a few months of this I was turning psychotic basically, I got impulsive and violent and felt sooo tired, also lots of shitty physical side-effects. I still stuck with it for the 4 months, wish I hadn't.
Also tried citalopram, amitriptyline, mitrazapine, bupropion in 2013/2014.

Every SSRI I've tried (and mirtazapine and amitriptyline) has disturbed my sleep and made me sorta manic. The first week is bearable but with time they really grind me down. The only thing that helps for mood atm, is Pregabalin but that makes me irritable if I take too much, and codeine, not ideal, but fairly sustainable.
Rant over.. take care with the sert, cer. It seems to work well for lots of folks
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Yeah I have gone up to 100mg a day as i seem to be tolerating the stuff ok,. deliberately not looking at the sideeffects leaflet to avoid any psychosomatic bullshit, but I definately notice dry mouth since I started it.

I'm doing this ontop of 30mg of mirtazapine a day (which mainly I just take because it gives me a bit of an appetite and helps me head toward bed int he evening).

Still on the pregabalin although I;ve hit a brick wall with tolerance on the stuff and basically just tend to binge on it for a week when my script arrives then go without it for the rest of the month. Looking at switching to baclofen instead.

Winter has just really done a number on me this year, combined with other shit getting me down.

kate said:
Hang on in there flower, it'll be a bumby road at first but may be worth it. They've added a ssri to my psychiatric cocktail of mood stabilisers - it took about 9 weeks of hell for them all the become friends, but I think they're getting there!

Thinking of you

And spring is trying her best to show face - not long now

Take high quality Vit D's too, they've made a massive difference to me this winter.
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Yup, thank fuck the sun is finally coming out a bit and the days are getting longer, hopefully the tide is turning at last.
 
*dirty look*

So, I've got this lodger whom I downloaded a photo of to put a moustache on it with the edit thingy in photo bucket. He saw the pic...by looking at my computer and now thinks i'm a stalker.

By looking at my computer. For goodness bloody sake!!!




Ceres I've had similar issues with pregablin. Its v more'ish.
 
Long time no see EADD, Or I think it is. Can't remember much, too much booze.
I should have started antabuse last week but it will be tomorrow/thursday, I dno yet. So today I go HAMMER-MODE, and I mean really HAMMER, as I like to call it.

Fuckin scared of this not can't drink anymore. I will get a 8 days benzo taper, but as I have benzo used for about half year and I ran out few days ago and think the customs stopped my order in england. It is going to be fuckin hard. Oh well.

All the best friends :) <3
 
I can tell youre a really strong guy from your pic Nicklazzz. And you let of this commanding kind of aura in your theo posts. You can do it. <3


Ed: Oh I think its a different Nick who frequents the theology thread. I'm thinking of Rickolasnice..8(


Another Ed: If you haven't had withdrawal symptoms for a couple of days you might be alright Nicklazz. Don't talk it over your self.

I was on benzos for a few months and etizolam..came off in trepidation without tapering or nowt and I was fine Thank God. Other times I've had heavy withdrawal symptoms.
 
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Sammy G said:
You're right - it'll be hard. But you're more than man enough to do it. <3 :)
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Thanks my friend. <3

I hope I am strong enough. But have to be now. Life is falling apart for me if I don't stop now. And I really wanted to stop for years. How u doing? <3 :)

NightsEpiphany said:
I can tell your a really strong guy from your pic Nicklazzz. And you let of this commanding kind of aura in your theo posts. You can do it. <3
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From my picture of a ratmonkey (avatar)? Or a pic in the thread where ya show ya self? :D

Thank u <3
 
Nicklazz said:
Thanks my friend. <3

I hope I am strong enough. But have to be now. Life is falling apart for me if I don't stop now. And I really wanted to stop for years. How u doing? <3 :)
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Sometimes you have to reach the bottom. Good luck, and I mean that.

I'm OK thank you. Still not sober, but not drinking every night, and trying to divert my energies elsewhere. A pity that a drink seems to go well with everything, huh? :D
 
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