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Roger&Me said:
see, the problem is that people on this forum are not a representative sample of the general population. what if (just an example off the top of my head) you happen to express a certain enzyme in a different concentration than most people do, and that results in a compound undergoing a different route of metabolism from what is typical, which results in higher concentrations of a toxic metabolite that ends up damaging your kidneys or something. what if one of these compounds is carcinogenic? (something i worry about with the synthetic cannabinoids especially) carcinogenicity is something that doesn't show itself until 20-30 years down the line when a bunch of people start getting ball cancer or whatever.

i dunno, maybe the fact that i have a degree in "durgs" makes me more paranoid than i should be. but this is the kind of stuff i worry about a lot. tbh i rather take something that i know is bad for me and exactly how it's bad for me, than to just play it like a crapshoot.

like i said, not judging anyone, i used to be the same way. i just felt like i should lay out my perspective on the issue for HR purposes, maybe it will help somebody.
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this is why you spread out the damage

instead of taking a lot of a single RC, you take a little of each one

and you'll have a bunch of bad things happen to your body/DNA but it will only be 1/1000th of a bad thing to each part instead of a really bad thing to one part

win/win
 
Dudes
i think i need to get into dancehall music
I herd this one joint man its hard as fuck
like were talking on the same level as jungle in terms of epicness
 
Xorkoth said:
I went ahead and ordered some tianeptine pretty much right after I posted about it... looking forward to giving it a try. I'll keep what you said in mind.
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I'm gonna give it a try as well.

Yeah, woo, it'll fix everything right?
 
Laika said:
Yeah, woo, it'll fix everything right?
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Everything including an opiate-free life;). I suppose that's a bold statement assuming you all have more self-control than myself (which I'm almost certain that all of you do(except for llama no offense lol)). Seriously though, I will eat a .357 hollow-point if I find out my talk of tianeptine caused Xork to relapse and the same pretty much goes to you Laika. I know that sounds dramatic considering I don't really even have personal relationships with you guys, you're all just such good people<3. I will say nothing more as I'm sure xork is getting slightly annoyed with me repeatedly voicing my concerns. Just tread lightly is all:)

Edit: How many emoticons are appropiate for one post? Zero? Ten? 3.1415926535ect.?
 
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Opiates have never really been too much of an issue in my life. I think the fact that I don't really enjoy the high so much has allowed me to take opiates once in a while with no issues.

I'm hoping Tianeptine will remind me of a tramadol-esque phenibut or something. I only bought a little bit for the girlfriend and i to try a couple of doses and decide from there if it's something worth investing some bucks into having a stash of it around.
 
^Yeah I'm sure 25mgs and under would make for a good pick-me-up dose and it does have a great synergy with mxe. I picked up 25 grams for an extremely cheap price with the intention of using it to get off of kratom but just like I replaced oxymorphone with suboxone, and suboxone with kratom I am simply replacing kratom with tianeptine. I'm thinking ibogaine is right around the corner for me. I always thought it to be a last resort and since I'm only 23 I figured I have time to exhaust other options but it is becoming pretty clear that none are going to be sucessful. Now I just have to figure out the how/where aspects.
 
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Im off heroin i dont do opiates anymore
llama wins
remember
im not a star
Somebody lied i got a pistol in the car

I wont shoot you tho youre good
just makin it known
i got a kilo in the car
trunk fulla work cracka think he nino
 
Had an amazing night tonight except for two things. Not paying attention to this girl enough, and a weird as fuck moment where these guys who I'd hung out with earlier in the night came back to my place hours later with some new guy I hadn't met and tried to buy things off of me. This new guy was so fucking uptight and to the point with his energy, the way he was looking at me, the way he talked, how he talked and what he said, etc. I got a bad feeling, said you all need to leave, and that was that. But fuck that experience. I might have just been paranoid, but this guy was putting off some weird vibes. Asking incriminating questions, saying something super blunt and just staring at me, I can't even describe it. All I can really say to describe how weird it was is that I haven't been that off-put, paranoid, or creeped out by someone in a very long time.
But yea, besides that pretty good night except for that girl not staying over. I've almost come to accept that now's not the time to even get casually involved with someone as I have so much work to do for myself. Which coincidentally seems to be growing every day as I learn more and more.

<3
 
Psy997, your last post described so many parallels to my own life right now/last night, like crazy funny. Wish my attention was directed differently last night, there was this new guy sharing the space and he really shifted the vibe, nothing wrong per se but he was very reserved. He was going through a hard time though, lots of baggage, and we were trying to cheer him up or at least show him there is some better stuff out there than the shit he has been eating, crazy wife in the mental hospital, tried to kill herself, he needs to divorce etc.
Anyway hopefully he got some of the therapy he needs right now, I don't want to sound selfish but I was hoping to spend more of a personal time with my two girlfriends, without him in the mix.
 
I went to one of the best parties of my life last night. Two of my friends live in prefurnished student housing, and they got two new random roommates; but these new roommates, one is a German guy who has a gf back in Germany, so he knows all these hot foreign chicks at our school, but won't get with them, and thus brings them around for the rest of us :) The other is this French girl with a real cute face and a real rockin bod.

I also saw this girl there who was a friend of a friend, so I started talking to her a bit. She has this real weird deal... Idk what it is, but she's essentially a depressive alcoholic, and she was just sitting by herself crying at one point. So I went and talked to her. Couldn't console her, she was just unreasonably upset for some reason... But anyways...

My friend there has a ball python too, and oh my goodness, are pythons cool! She pretzels up on your hand and shit. I would wrap her around my neck and just hang out with her for long periods while we were toking up. Pythons are just the shit. It felt so cool when she would constrict around my neck too, I knew she couldn't really strangle me so it was just pure sensory pleasure. I feel like they'd be nice in the summer, because they're cold blooded and you could wrap your neck in the snake when you get real hot hahahah.
 
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Be careful with tianeptine. It turns out the reason so many use it like an opioid is because it is:
Tianeptine Wiki Page said:
Tianeptine research was revolutionised in July 2014 with publication of the unexpected discovery that tianeptine is a full agonist at the μ and δ opioid receptors with negligible effect at the κ opioid receptors.[9]
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Surprise! The atypical antidepressant works by getting people high.
 
"^Dat's what I wuz tellin you befoe!"Sorry, pretty much the whole last page was me cautioning people who are thinking of trying tianteptine.
Idk though as the theraputic doses are 12.5mgs four times a day which a lot of people are very happy with and I don't really start to feel opiate effects until about 150mgs so there maybe something else at work here.
 
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Man oh man... I went to an amazing electronic music show last night, Androcell. His live show was phenomenal, it reminded me of Beats Antique more than anything else I've heard, he even had a belly dancer. And the visual display was WONDERFUL, truly beautiful and great, probably the most effective visual display merged with music I have ever seen. I felt like his music was controlling my brain and body. I did take the MXE + 2C-I combo last night for it so that helped of course, but I found with Beats Antique and now also with Androcell that the music is almost like a magical spell that creates a group mind sort of thing. But oh shit, if you get a chance to see this guy live, DO IT. It was wonderful, beautiful, profound. <3

We stayed up after til like 6am chilling... we played the recording of the jam I had showed up at at the end of earlier that evening and which I joined for that end part. I thought it had been pretty scattered and not noteworthy, but it turns out it's pretty much genius-level jamming, I can't wait to get it on CD and share it, it's sublime and crazy. I do finally have a jam we did on CD which I can post on Youtube and share with you guys, it's 41 minutes of D major jamming, quite good, not the best we've done but I'm looking forward to sharing it. :)

To top it all off, when I woke up this morning the other girl I am into texted me and asked me if I wanted to trip today and hang out and play music with her and paint and stuff. I said yeah for sure. I am bringing some 4-HO-MET and 2C-C. I'm also going to cook dinner for us. Her daughter is with her father this weekend so I think she's going to be the maximum amount of fun she can be. This will be a good test to see if it;s worth pursuing and bringing up with the girl I've been seeing, or if we're just going to be friends.

Ah life... you're so good to me right now. :) <3

FlawedByeDesign said:
Everything including an opiate-free life;). I suppose that's a bold statement assuming you all have more self-control than myself (which I'm almost certain that all of you do(except for llama no offense lol)). Seriously though, I will eat a .357 hollow-point if I find out my talk of tianeptine caused Xork to relapse and the same pretty much goes to you Laika. I know that sounds dramatic considering I don't really even have personal relationships with you guys, you're all just such good people<3. I will say nothing more as I'm sure xork is getting slightly annoyed with me repeatedly voicing my concerns. Just tread lightly is all:)

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I decided to give both my phenibut and my tianeptine to a friend to hang on to for me so I can only use them appropriately at random times where they'd be useful... I'd been feeling the pull of phenibut strongly lately so I added that to the arrangement. I certainly still have polydrug addiction tendencies after ibogaine but one huge difference is that now I have the insight and the motivation to do something like this, and remove the potential issue from my life. Whereas before I would have just said I can handle this and kept it around at home, and perhaps slowly increased my usage.

I have only used the tianeptine twice, at a max of 60mg. At that level it does feel lightly opiate-like and immediately transforms my mindstate into feeling positive and happy, but it doesn't feel like I took an opiate, it just feels good. So I can see the pull, but at the same time I don't want to get rid of it entirely because it can be a useful tool in some situations.
 
I just tried 60mg and it certainly causes a noticeable mood lift but in way does it remind me of opiates. Maybe higher doses is what brings that to surface.
Flawed, I know you said it synergizes well with MXE but in what way? How is it different than MXE on its own? I've always enjoyed the effects of MXE with kratom or with oxy because it made it easier to nod and the nods were more dreamy.
 
Trying to decide whether I want to watch the Super Bowl or not... If so I'm gonna have to go down to the clubhouse and watch it surrounded by a whole bunch of country-ish, white washed jeans, frat looking dudes, and I'm honestly not sure if I'm down for that.
 
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