I would suggest you to go see a doctor first. You may want to address this so that exams can be made and your life can go on normally. Maybe, depending on the doctor, you could be really honest about your problem and see if you may get some help with the appropriate medication.
For now try not to use it and I suggest you decrease it as much as you can. This medication has strong side effects and may do harm to your hart system, so please search for medical advice.
great advice.
you should talk to a doctor about it...
also, you don't seem to be binging or taking them all day long so i'm thinking your dose isn't too high? interrupted sleep schedules and other effects are usually just normal side effects of the medication being taken even in prescribed, therapeutic doses. maybe you would be better with a longer lasting medication of the same sort, a prodrug, Vyvanse... look it up!!! you may really benefit from something longer lasting and ''smoother'' with less side effects such as Vyvanse.
it may be a stretch to say it but I'm gonna go ahead and try to say, maybe you've made it into a bigger problem than it really is? and i'm not saying you're not having issues or passing them off as unimportant (basically no offense intended of course. just stating some opinions and ideas.) could it be that the side effect of anxiety has taken over and made this all seem very intense and unmanageable to you?
you're probably better off than most with this drug as some people take it all day every day and can't open their eyes or move to get out of bed without it. i would hope your situation doesn't turn into this.
it's good to be aware and i'm glad you are, and glad you came to BL for help and advice. you're already way gutsier and ahead of a lot of people.
well these are just my personal thoughts. i hope you feel better and get to a point where you feel things are less intense. and another thing, maybe the drug isn't entirely all to blame for certain circumstances that have manifested while you have been taking it. it's probably a factor of a couple things. can't say for sure and i don.t know what doses you're taking so this is all just me thinking outloud and using my own experience with stimulants, adderall and whatnot for over five years. also, a lot of the things here depend on what you are using the adderall for, if it's a script, if you have legitimate ADD or ADHD...
keep us posted and stay strong, stay hydrated, try mindful breathing often, take your vitamins and look into cognitive supplements like omega oils and nootropics. also.... Vyvanse. really helped turn my adderall use into something way more efficient and less harmful and anxious.
