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Holy shit. Last night I went out to the bars to celebrate the Seahawks victory.

One thing leads to another and its 4 am having the most profound psychedlic experience if my life. When I got home, decided to mix lf 150ug al lad, a lot etoh earlier in the night a few mg of etiz and about 50mg of MXE.

I turned on cosmos and blew my fucking mind. I can obly describe the experience as the most tranquil, peaceful state I have ever been in my life. I felt connected to the world/universe as I never had before. I lost my fear of dying (something I hoped to achieve at one point via the use of psychedelics). Watching Neil de Grasse Tyson explain the observations of our existence just made it click in my mind.

I am pretty sure I experienced an ego death. This was as "far out" as I have ever been and to be honest the other side was not nearly as scary as I had feared. I felt as if I died it would all be ok (not in a suicidal way, quite the opposite).

I have been more "fucked up" on substances but never have I been able to achieve such a psychological breakthrough. I was suprisingly lucid throughout.

While I am hungover from the booze - I feel absolutely amazing.
 
Wonderful, beautiful. <3 My own most profound psychedelic experience was also not nearly one of my strongest in terms of how fucked up I was... it was a half eighth of good mushrooms and I plugged straight into the universe/"god" energy and realized the majority of everything psychedelics have given to me over the years (and it was my very first trip). Ever since then I haven't feared death... I've feared the pain of a traumatic death but not the death itself. I'm so happy for you that you've had the same sort of experience. :)
 
guys you gotsta see this ridiculous video of me headbanging at mr carmack the other night.

[video]http://instagram.com/p/x8xwU8NLEQ[/video]

http://instagram.com/p/x8xwU8NLEQ

idk if the video link will work on BL but i'm the dude headbanging about 3 seconds in. fucking great I was on a "white lightning" e pill and some MDMA from amsterdam as well as 15mg 4-aco-DMT and somewhere around 40mg mxe. He pretty much got that video of me while I was peaking on all of that =D
 
shit definitely doesnt look like my type of vibe
so i've started to gain an interest in hockey
especially cause of shit like this
i didn't know professional sports could have fistfights in it and somehow still remain respectable
like sports other than like boxing
this shit is awesoem
example
 
Wow you just found out that hockey is full of fights? :) Yeah it sure is, I always wonder about how that came to be acceptable. They don't even break them up usually unless it gets bad or involves a bunch of people.

Haha, nice SONN. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
My own most profound psychedelic experience was also not nearly one of my strongest in terms of how fucked up I was... it was a half eighth of good mushrooms and I plugged straight into the universe/"god" energy and realized the majority of everything psychedelics have given to me over the years (and it was my very first trip). Ever since then I haven't feared death... I've feared the pain of a traumatic death but not the death itself. I'm so happy for you that you've had the same sort of experience. :)
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My roommate once said, "You never come down from your first trip," and it has really stuck with me. You really don't ever come down. You can't unsee what you have seen. I've never been the same since my first acid trip, and people have actually noticed it. That first acid trip was the first day of the rest of my life. I too reached most conclusions I feel I was ever going to make on psychedelics that first time I ate some L, and it makes me wonder if any more universal truths can be gleamed from more tripping, or perhaps harder tripping...

I have about 88 hits of L in my stash right now, and the thought of trying more than three tabs both frightens me and peaks my curiosity. I want to know what's on the other side... 4 is my favorite number, and four tabs sounds like the other side to me... but I can't determine when to make this venture. I'm thinking it'll be best to wait till I graduate and am clear of school concerns this summer.
 
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Yeah I've never been the same since my first trip either, it changed my life very dramatically. I do think that a lot of people don't experience a breakthrough on their first trips... hell, I know people in real life and on this forum who have never experienced a breakthrough despite many trips. But if you do have such an experience, you can't unexperience it. And for me at least, it's like, how COULD I ever be the same after that? Not that I want to be like how I was before. :

I've had other +4 experiences since, and I've learned some new things, but I don't think I'm substantially different than I would have been had I only ever tripped that one perfect time.
 
Xorkoth said:
Wow you just found out that hockey is full of fights? :) Yeah it sure is, I always wonder about how that came to be acceptable. They don't even break them up usually unless it gets bad or involves a bunch of people.

Haha, nice SONN. :)
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bahahaha was my thoughts exactly :P


So I muffed up my post in the MXE thread as it was starting to digress a little into ROA discussion, lol....so whatever I'll blurt it here :P

I'm not sure I find it odd, but one thing I'm most excited over about (prospectively) finally receiving MXE for myself is being able to experience first hand the differences in effects between all ROAs (excluding IV, not crossing 'that line' lol) from the one compound, but in particular IM-injection. Never really had a chance to lay hands on something "pure" enough to even consider this ROA, let alone something where there's even a point to it. Ever since starting TRT (testosterone replacement therapy) about this time 2 years ago, the stigma/hesitation attached to anyone but a medical professional sticking a needle in my body has all but vanished. In the last 2 years I've jabbed my calves, quads, glutes, ventroglutes, and deltoids literally hundreds of times, which while it isn't necessarily a skill one should be proud of, I'm glad I now have all this experience in how to go about handling and administering compounds safely and hygienically. As a result, I actually feel as though I might prefer this ROA over others should the compound allow for it (solubility, purity, etc) given bang for buck/bioavailability. IMO, if you aren't afraid of needles and can go about it the right way (hygiene, using filters etc, and simply knowing how), IM would be preferred given how many annoying variables it cuts out completely.

Will definitely be visiting the needle exchange one arvo this week to pick up some bac water, filters, and whatever the smallest gauge luer-lock needles I can get are (not keen to use the 25g 1" I already have lol)
 
I agree 1000000000% with your roommate, 240sx. It's spot on. Even though my first psychedelic experience was the emptiness of 25i, it's still an awakening experience of sorts. It's like from then onward you have a completely different understanding of what makes up the human psyche, personalities, the way people think, the way everything works.


Once you've seen what it's like outside, you never see inside quite the same.
 
My fingers are crossed for you trozzle on the trying mxe front. You wanna throw in on some plane tickets llama? Id love to go to australia even though their customs/RC laws suck. I was suppose to go with my friend in 09 after we graduated to see his hot ass internet girlfriend. Back then it seemed like even though all the aussie girls I talked to were smokin hot they all seemed to have the same haircut I gust OZ has it's hippsters just like anywhere else.
 
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i dont see wot the big deal with MXE is
i really dont
i tried it wot
2 years ago?
i'm trying to remember.
i did it a couple times cause diggitys were doing it and i was like let me do a little line
not for LMZ mane
not for veterinary use you dig?
 
LSDMDMA&12824799 said:
i dont see wot the big deal with MXE is
i really dont
i tried it wot
2 years ago?
i'm trying to remember.
i did it a couple times cause diggitys were doing it and i was like let me do a little line
not for LMZ mane
not for veterinary use you dig?
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Count yourself lucky man. I've been/am dependant on opiates and benzos for years, I've been strung out on every classic/RC stim(except meth) and mxe is by far the most addictive substance I've used. There's a few people that have made ALOT of money off of me I started using it in 2011
 
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LSDMDMA&12824782 said:
trozz
how old is you
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Turning 27 this June.

Oh ROXIanne! said:
My fingers are crossed for you trozzle on the trying mxe front. You wanna throw in on some plane tickets llama? Id love to go to australia even though their customs/RC laws suck. I was suppose to go with my friend in 09 after we graduated to see his hot ass internet girlfriend. Back then it seemed like even though all the aussie girls I talked to were smokin hot they all seemed to have the same haircut I gust OZ has it's just like anywhere else.
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Haha yeah, fingers crossed. Our customs are such a joke (though unfortunately the joke is that they perform their role a little too fkn well)...all you can get in this country are poorly synthesised RC substitutes which have been even further cut with inactive shite being sold as MDXX/cocaine/speed, which is really an unfortunate direct result of how difficult it is to get anything in - like the MXE I've been hanging out for. Already lost 2g MXE/500mg 4-HO-MET in the mail...which is an infinitely larger statistic than that which I've successfully received (nothing. At all. FML).


And yeah regarding your disinterest in MXE, LSDMDMA&AMP - you're predominantly a stim user, I wouldn't necessarily expect you to enjoy a dissociative given they're pretty much anaesthetics lol.
 
First thing I wanna do when I make it over there is bang the girl from the original Wilfred. I would also like to meet Miles from the original version of the show Review which is liquid hilarious.Then I'd probably go mushroom hunting around Blue mountains NSW.

So llama, you wanna go half on some tickets to Sidney?
 
trozz the stim phase is me going back in time
i quit stimulants fro like the last 2 years, moer like 3.
before that i primarily did amphetamine
i stay using that.
fun drug
except i hate the residual stimulation. i dont get depressed on stimulant comedowns at all, aside from I WANNA SLEEP MY HEART WONT STOP RACING THIS SUCKS!111
 
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