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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

I think a gay guy is about to offer me money for sex. Is it bad that I am giving it real thought? Like I really really need money. Wtf is wrong with me bluelight?
 
^^ don't feel bad about it. We all sink low. Maybe try to get to some Valium and ween down if you're worried about getting to this point though. I've done dumb things for heroin... No sex or anything related but I'm not proud.
 
The Chemist said:
Wow.
Just did tar, for t,he second time- my first experience was a total waste, didnt get off at all- anyhow, i see what the hubbub is all about now!
I feel amazing off of so little, I'm so itchy, I'm so warm, and the delicious nod. Its all here!

I see why it's so dangerous, but of course i would do it again.
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Why is tar supposed to be dangerous? I'm already freaking out looking back on me doing it like there was no tomorrow.
 
subotai said:
the feeling you get when youre sick and finally shoot up a bag

indescribable. im hopelessly addicted to heroin and have been for almost four years now, but god damn does it feel good sometimes
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The BEST SHOT is always going from sick to high. Going from sober to high is fun, and sick to sober is nice also (ie suboxone). but going from miserable to high is a bigger climb up
 
IMO the shot from sick to high would be the best but all I can manage is goin from sick to well....oh well...the time when you pull out the needle from your arm and sit still until the warm blanket rises from your stomach and it starts gurgling making all kinds of noises like it's sayin "ABOUT FUCKING TIME!!!" and then the feeling of all feelings, the blessed RUSHHHHHHHH.....SIGH!!!!!!!!! Oh man, that's the fucking bessssst!!!!
 
southeast said:
Why is tar supposed to be dangerous? I'm already freaking out looking back on me doing it like there was no tomorrow.
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It's appeal mainly. That universal warm hug. I mean i have no tolerance anymore, so a gram could last me almost a month, because i can't do opiates all the time
 
yeah Im pretty much addicted to the needle at this point. Mainly because the two opiates I have access to (heroin, morphine) have shitty oral BA and Im not trying to snort anything anymore

now that I think about it, thats a total cop out, I just like the rush.

Morphine pills give me a more intense rush than any bag of dope Ive ever gotten. Almost too much of a good thing. Your whole body is just like whoooooaaaaaa and its almost impossible to move. Heroin is so much more smooth. Your whole body is just like: ahhhhhhhhhh yes.

sorry for the shitty descriptions but thats the best I could come up with

morphine: whoooooaaaaa man
heroin: ahhhhhhhhhh yes

jeebis so you have other people shoot you up right? is that a safety fear thing like do you not trust yourself with the needle? Its a feel thing, you just gotta pull back on the plunger a bit and if you see the blood streaming in youre good to go so long as you dont move the needle again. nothing more satisfying than just hitting a vein first time and pulling the thing out and just throwing it across the room when youre done with it. maybe Im the only one who does that because I saw in a movie once

thats my new excuse for why I do anything drug related: saw it in a movie once
 
shooting heroin sucks
ruins ya life mane
shooting ma is better anyway
not that i endorse that
 
Oh yeah i won't ever shoot. I know it'll become, "let's shoot everything is the only way"
I prefer snorting anyhow.
 
Yeah i prefer not to jam crazy amounts up there. I do need to quit smoking but if i continued to use it would again become a big habit too.
I stick to weed and oil mostly.
 
Omg. I just THOUGHT I lost my four bags. I've only lost dope ONCE. It dissappeared btw the car and the walk to my room. You bet I retraced every step and continued months later "maybe it's here?". Lol. What a heart attack. My ex used to lose his gear all the time but he was an idiot. He was the type that needed a mommy saying "keys, wallet, cellphone? Got em all" all the damn time. Last week my guy threw the 6 bags I ordered in through my window and it landed ON THE WET FLOOR and got SOAKED. I was never SO mad at snow in my life. He replaced them for me but only could the next day. That was killer. Shit like that just doesn't happen to me, I don't let it lol. Getting ready to enjoy this four bag shot of pretty good stuff. Some people NEED to save some and have something in the morning. I'm the opposite, I save my best shot for night time. When the world winds down, I'm relaxing, nothing to do or deal with , I can just nod off in peace. It's the best feeling of relaxation in existence. So, nod squad, what's the biggest heart attack moment you've had with losing or almost losing your gear? Lol
 
I don't think i've technically ever lost shit, but when i'm faded i like to hide bags so when i'm running low or the city's hot and there's only garbage around, i've got some good ones stashed. Feels better than Christmas.
 
subotai said:
yeah Im pretty much addicted to the needle at this point. Mainly because the two opiates I have access to (heroin, morphine) have shitty oral BA and Im not trying to snort anything anymore

now that I think about it, thats a total cop out, I just like the rush.

Morphine pills give me a more intense rush than any bag of dope Ive ever gotten. Almost too much of a good thing. Your whole body is just like whoooooaaaaaa and its almost impossible to move. Heroin is so much more smooth. Your whole body is just like: ahhhhhhhhhh yes.

sorry for the shitty descriptions but thats the best I could come up with

morphine: whoooooaaaaa man
heroin: ahhhhhhhhhh yes

jeebis so you have other people shoot you up right? is that a safety fear thing like do you not trust yourself with the needle? Its a feel thing, you just gotta pull back on the plunger a bit and if you see the blood streaming in youre good to go so long as you dont move the needle again. nothing more satisfying than just hitting a vein first time and pulling the thing out and just throwing it across the room when youre done with it. maybe Im the only one who does that because I saw in a movie once

thats my new excuse for why I do anything drug related: saw it in a movie once
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more or less i just dont like needles. i cant stick myself because im super squeamish with needles. if i do shoot i have other people hit me, the past 2 times ive copped i did it with a friend who stuck me because i happened to have a clean rig on me. typically when i have money i sniff. i like the longer high to be honest. and ive always been open to the idea of shooting but not the idea of needles, if hat makes sense. ive always had to have someone hit me, namelywhen i used to shoot opanas ( <3 10mg ir's) and coke.
 
yeah I hear that. I used to hate needles man, HATED EM. then I had to get blood drawn one day and I just remember sitting in the waiting room at the doctors office and I just got up when they called my name and was like "stop being a fucking pussy dude" and it just didnt seem to hurt after that.

I had gotten morphine IVd in the hospital before though and I remember it to this day. shit might have ruined my life idk yet. just calling the nurse in every two hours for my alloted morphine. and I wasnt even hurting that bad (car accident) I just liked how it felt. It was the day Gaddafi got captured and killed in Libya, I remember watching CNN and trying to figure out whether to feel bad for him or just laugh.
 
just like to say
i shot a quarter gram of meth inadvertantly last friday
feltsogoodman
like FUCK heroin
datrush
 
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