TVBOHankThompson
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So a friend spoke to me the other day asking for advice and I felt this the appropriate place to turn to in order to inform the advice I am to give him.
The story goes as follows: he said he was not unfamiliar with the drug and had taken varying amount 3 or 4 times before this occasion with no obvious or serious comedown effects. On NYE however, he took .5 of an untested substance (he claimed it was in crystal form with a slight brown translucent tint, you can't adulterate a crystal right?); he had taken .4 before of a different batch so it is unlikely to be the sheer amount - although I am aware that each batch can be radically different in chemical composition and could have been different drugs entirely.
Anyhow, for the next two or three days he said he felt simply wrong. He said he was quite tense and anxious and uncomfortable and generally just wrong, he vowed never to do drugs again during this period as he said he felt as though he was close to a psychotic/nervous breakdown or something but also self-proclaims as something of hypochondriac. He felt less bad after a few days but continued to have moments where slight anxiety/uncomfortableness would wash over him.
It is now the 18th so about 2.5 weeks and he says that, on the whole he feels fine and wonders whether he'd be able to handle drugs again after all, after some time; however there are fleeting moments when he says he feels glad to have vowed to never do them again. In these moments, he says he feels anxious of the fact that if he were under the influence he would feel scared. He says that he feels like one of those people who would denounce drugs for fear of being out of control but then go on to get shitface drunk; this logic seems flawed and ridiculous but he claims that alcohol doesn't have the capacity to cause/exacerbate mental fuckedupness.
I've never known him to have any sort of mental issue and he confirmed that he has never even entertained the idea and that both of his parents are sane and even has a brother that enjoys the wonders of MDMA. For these reasons he rules out the chance that it has exacerbated anything pre-existing but says that it feels like very mild bipolar in that he would occasionally get fleeting waves of sadness or hopelessness and also, sometimes when engaged in a conversation, he would feel a surge of happiness and want to laugh. These waves are said to last only like 10 seconds and occur less than once every 2 days.
Sorry for the long post, he seemed pretty set that this was big decision, he said that he feels like he needs to decide now whether he'll be able to dabble in MDMA again or not. It also seems bizarre to me that he'd done it previously 3 or so times yet suddenly this experience has really shaken him? Any advice/help is much appreciated and I'll make sure to send it his way!
The story goes as follows: he said he was not unfamiliar with the drug and had taken varying amount 3 or 4 times before this occasion with no obvious or serious comedown effects. On NYE however, he took .5 of an untested substance (he claimed it was in crystal form with a slight brown translucent tint, you can't adulterate a crystal right?); he had taken .4 before of a different batch so it is unlikely to be the sheer amount - although I am aware that each batch can be radically different in chemical composition and could have been different drugs entirely.
Anyhow, for the next two or three days he said he felt simply wrong. He said he was quite tense and anxious and uncomfortable and generally just wrong, he vowed never to do drugs again during this period as he said he felt as though he was close to a psychotic/nervous breakdown or something but also self-proclaims as something of hypochondriac. He felt less bad after a few days but continued to have moments where slight anxiety/uncomfortableness would wash over him.
It is now the 18th so about 2.5 weeks and he says that, on the whole he feels fine and wonders whether he'd be able to handle drugs again after all, after some time; however there are fleeting moments when he says he feels glad to have vowed to never do them again. In these moments, he says he feels anxious of the fact that if he were under the influence he would feel scared. He says that he feels like one of those people who would denounce drugs for fear of being out of control but then go on to get shitface drunk; this logic seems flawed and ridiculous but he claims that alcohol doesn't have the capacity to cause/exacerbate mental fuckedupness.
I've never known him to have any sort of mental issue and he confirmed that he has never even entertained the idea and that both of his parents are sane and even has a brother that enjoys the wonders of MDMA. For these reasons he rules out the chance that it has exacerbated anything pre-existing but says that it feels like very mild bipolar in that he would occasionally get fleeting waves of sadness or hopelessness and also, sometimes when engaged in a conversation, he would feel a surge of happiness and want to laugh. These waves are said to last only like 10 seconds and occur less than once every 2 days.
Sorry for the long post, he seemed pretty set that this was big decision, he said that he feels like he needs to decide now whether he'll be able to dabble in MDMA again or not. It also seems bizarre to me that he'd done it previously 3 or so times yet suddenly this experience has really shaken him? Any advice/help is much appreciated and I'll make sure to send it his way!
