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Gibberings CLXXXI - Is it Christmas yet?

Hahaha stellar planning as always :D

Yeah man pint sounds good, and yea that is weird! i think u were the first i spoke to on ere
 
Well the plot indeed thickens.. *gets popcorn*

What spyware, then? Is there some sort of EADDspiracy? :sus:
 
Day 8 officially stim/drug free (down to 1mg of etiz-! a night). Apologies for just splurging that here out of context but fuck me the world looks different.:!
 
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You have no clue how very wrong you are

Speak to Raas. He may remember the time I PMd him to ask how to deal with an aggressive pm from you asking for my phone number.

You are so off the mark I wouldnt even know where to start. incl re Shambles and Shm. You pmd me kicking off about
knock 'hacking' your fb. I pmd him to ask him what was going on. i pmd raas to ask what to do bcos i didnt want to ignore yr pm incase you were genuinely in need of some help, but i didnt feel comfortable talking to a stranger. knock pmd me to say he was trying to help you with a misunderstanding over facebook hacking and iirc correct i pmd shm saying 'fuck, what do i say to him(u) cos
i didnt want to talk.

based on what youve written i suspect yr ex 'mate' posted/pmd as you or just lied to cover himself.

you have no idea how so wrong you are.

it just took me nearly an hr to even log in to write this. why do you think im hardly ever here?

christ.

where dors bhm come into this btw? i
 
Im done with the i'net.

i give in.

too much misery and zero help no matter who i turn to.

logging in takes hrs and being personally targetted with a disabled sis and ill dad to look after who can no longer browse either.

the end
 
what the fuck is it with my dreams of late very vivid very real been nasty the last couple of nights but the last hour i must of spent just torchering a child killer before the police took him off me wish i could go into detail but thats way to much , then i found his female partner and dropped her head first from about 3 stories up on to concrete steps because the copper shout that she had just offed her own kid

sorry bit fucked up i know but thats what i just dreamt now ive got to get back to sleep some how better than mondays when i found charlie shot and had him dying in my arms just for it to turn in to me wandering around inside some scottish jail banged up for life

right back to bed must say i did enjoy doing the things ive just done i mean really enjoyed them offing nonces is addictive
 
Sry to hear that FG i get nightmares most nights too im under a lot of stress atm mb tell ur doc and rc's are deffo contributing to bad dreams ur mind is prob racing like mine esp after stims. Look after urself and go easy ur a gud bloke. Try ur doc 4 anxiety+sleep meds dont ask tell them ur probs mb cry if u can. Worked 4 me
 
acieed_ed said:
did i say you burned my cousin u smartass . Tell u what it would be a shame if someone egged ur gaff lol try to get ur BPD sorted out morrisey ur a psychiatric saddo :-<
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So we've come from death threats to 'egging my gaff'? That's progress of a sort, I guess.

I don't have Borderline Personality Disorder, but thanks for the sentiment all the same. You're obviously a kind-hearted person, and that post is in no way spiteful and objectionable.

ScotchMist said:
Got me peering out my curtains..

Yeah.... yeah.... i can fuckin see you Sammy, waring your spy stuff. :sus:
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Shit, busted again. :|

Should never have trusted that Basildon Bond costume, should I?
 
acieed_ed said:
Sry to hear that FG i get nightmares most nights too im under a lot of stress atm mb tell ur doc and rc's are deffo contributing to bad dreams ur mind is prob racing like mine esp after stims. Look after urself and go easy ur a gud bloke. Try ur doc 4 anxiety+sleep meds dont ask tell them ur probs mb cry if u can. Worked 4 me
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cheers acieed_ed its deffo the benzos that have done this ive relived the abuse from my childhood in them the last few nights as well everything is just pushing at me a little to much at the moment .

i am sick of asking for meds of the doctors just flat refuse to give me anything at all classed as a drug seeker so no help

and same to you take care of yourself mate ok
 
Im very sry to hear that Just dont do owt stupid like i did self harm etc. Tell them you were abused get cops report and stop asking for meds you are drug seeking then you at least deserve an anti psychotic if they gave u meds and u died on a cocktail of rc's with their script then they are culable i wouldnt give u any sleeper or valium either sry but u cant be trusted wt them sry im on ur side btw u know that but they are covering their backs. Hope ur ok gud luck
 
^ Congrats indeed.

When you stop taking stimulants, you do start to see changes in a week or two but after a month or so, you'd feel like a new person. Do you have any timescale to your detox or will you be retoxing soon Inflo?

I always found the first week to be the hardest after being on a Meph binge... can all too easily become the status quo. You're past that though so hopefully adding some more days onto that figure shouldn't be too difficult. :)
 
zzz101 lemme know what you think of that film, i've read a lot of mixed reviews of it, been meaning to check it out. Quite like the first sin city

And congrats inflo, nice one.
 
ScotchMist said:
Got me peering out my curtains..

Yeah.... yeah.... i can fuckin see you Sammy, waring your spy stuff. :sus:
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Probably my simple mind but this post, by my good self made me lol, sad i know laughing at your own jokes, but, y'know, an intermittent chuckle as my head was on the pillow.. is it not funny?? Just curious? Bit of feedback. No.. ok.. back to the drawing board then..

And congrats Inlfo :) send me some of that will power over would you... or your box of drugs, whatever ;) well done
 
ScotchMist said:
Probably my simple mind but this post, by my good self made me lol, sad i know laughing at your own jokes, but, y'know, an intermittent chuckle as my head was on the pillow.. is it not funny?? Just curious? Bit of feedback.
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It made me laugh when I read it first thing this morning. I know that much. :)
 
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