Sammy G
Ex-Bluelighter
You weren't offering enough benefits for me to apply for the job and travel time was too much![]()
I can only offer the most meagre benefits, y'know.

Anyhow I thought that spending time with me would be enough in itself for anybody (I honestly used to think like that

I'm not going to be here for long on BL, this is a passing phase, so I better make up on the tough love, nagging front.
You need to lose it to find it. It needs to happen to clear it out of you to let the new inTrust me on this one...it is "just" emotional pain, honestly that doesn't kill you. Not like a cancer or a heart attack
but scary, yes, very. Buy that ticket you. Do I have to nag you elsewhere off BL?
I hope it's a 'passing phase' in the way that my continued presence here is just a 'passing phase'. A lot of people have genuinely missed you, y'know? They all told me. I couldn't believe it.
And yes, yes, yes, you're right again. I do need to clear out a lot of stuff. I'm just shit-scared and a total wuss, that's all.