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Chatative said:
I think Sammy is right too... you might be turning over a new leaf today but give it a few days, a week & you'll probably have the urge to take some drug or another, if you aren't already still relying on all those benzos type drugs.

Just make sure when that times comes, you make the right choice. Otherwise this all starts again.
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i know i will score something yes no doubts about that but it will be most likely just stimulants like mpa or eph something that i know is not going to hospitalize me the benzo were splitting my personality way to much and making me feel like a zombie the paranoid feelings i was getting once worn off were not worth it and tolerance went sky high in no time .

got a head doctor sorted out just waiting on an appointment with them then hopefully the self medicating can stop
 
thinkin of u FG hope u OK man. Just read about u been to the hospital. all the best! Pm always open my friend. <3
 
cheers nick i am recovering slowly cheers mate lesson learnt not to take bk-2cb again truth is from what i got off it before my trip to hospital baby hawaiian woodrose give the same effects and lot less dangerous
 
Tangerine Dream said:
Surviving! I'm okay... In process of moving house so busy as fuck, or at least I should be. 1.5 weeks left! Other than that I've just been avoiding real life as usual! Hopefully new house will be a new start. How you doing man? :)
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Hope it will for u too man. U deserve to have it good. Im fine these days, drinkin too much but soon over I hope. only drank 2 beers today & not getting more. Thats fuckin wild, used to drink like 12-15 beers. Pm me bro, too long time we talked. Going watch movie with gf now, but pm me, Miss our talks :D <3
 
Evenin', Nick. ;)

Snippet of conversation with a friend yeterday. We'll call him 'David', partly because that's his name:

David... so yeah, we got a mortgage cos it makes sense financially. I'm not in any rush to marry or have kids. It just works. Are you seeing anyone right now?

Me: Nah.

David: Don't you think it'd be a good thing?

Me: Ummm. I dunno.

David: Have you tried the internet?

Me: (emphatically) No!
 
Heroin is the devil i have done it a few days on the trot and today nowt.
Fuckin dark depression/despair yawning watery eyes restless and angry turned on the tele and eastenders was on enough to push me over the edge. Havnt used this often in 5 years forgot what a cunt of a drug it is even if i got more will only have to go thru it all again.
Learned in NA -
*This too shall pass*
sooner the fucking better

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Sorry didnt want to bring down the 'vibe' if one exists. Xanax 9am tm morning. Good
 
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Tangerine Dream said:
Surviving! I'm okay... In process of moving house so busy as fuck, or at least I should be. 1.5 weeks left! Other than that I've just been avoiding real life as usual! Hopefully new house will be a new start. How you doing man? :)
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Hiya tangy, long time no see too! Last time I saw you IRL you were wearing a sweaty wifebeater in a sleazy club in London and my upper body got all smeared by it.
 
Morning folks,

I'd agree with that sentiment Scotsman... time to go into hibernation. Dreich day.

Makes me feel less inclined that I have to do something productive today... might just settle down & work my way steadily through Battlestar Galactica. :D
 
Walked from 8-9am in rain xanax down hatch happy again. Lasts nights vivid dream consisted of a hedonistic party at a futuristic billionaires mansion most party goers early 20's out door pool bikini clad stunners dj rigs the works even freezers full of free mars n snickers icecream bars great dream :)
 
Cheers nick and felix :)

Yeah it is good to be back I guess! Ouch, waiting for some diclazepam...come on mr. postman whey whey whey mr postman. I need a hangover cure!

Nick, I am/have been total rubbish regarding contacting any mates lately :( We need a catch up sesh for sure though! Glad to hear you are doing alreet!
 
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