Kilfer
Bluelighter
What do you mean by that?
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stimulant psychosis or sleep deprivation psychosis?
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What do you mean by that?
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
Good question.
I'm not so sure myself, when it's segmented It doesn't really make sense with regard to the context. To be honest it wasn't phrased in a proper manner.
What it sounded like was voices from within, or characters.
In context it reads
"You can trick the characters and believe it's really real. It is and is isn't, up to you to decide."
It's a reference to reality and pure delusion.
What I really wanted to convey was inner personalities, voices, demons; call them whatever.
They will reflect inner-conflicts, your talents, hopes and dreams.
I'm just going on pure instinct here. I've recognized 8 so far.
To me they are the people that didn't make it to dominate the ego. This is tied to the last experiences of the Buddha under the Bodhi tree.
I don't pretend to know how it works, it could just be sheer delusion.
I'm not so sure myself, when it's segmented It doesn't really make sense with regard to the context. To be honest it wasn't phrased in a proper manner.
What it sounded like was voices from within, or characters.
In context it reads
"You can trick the characters and believe it's really real. It is and is isn't, up to you to decide."
It's a reference to reality and pure delusion.
What I really wanted to convey was inner personalities, voices, demons; call them whatever.
They will reflect inner-conflicts, your talents, hopes and dreams.
I'm just going on pure instinct here. I've recognized 8 so far.
To me they are the people that didn't make it to dominate the ego. This is tied to the last experiences of the Buddha under the Bodhi tree.
I don't pretend to know how it works, it could just be sheer delusion.
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
I suppose reality is a projection of your own imagination; life is a dream, every possibility plays out in an infinite loop.
The question is what an individual can do to break the cycle.
any clues? meditation, heavy duty psychedelic's, wait until the next 'non western' life, ignorance?
The question is what an individual can do to break the cycle.
any clues? meditation, heavy duty psychedelic's, wait until the next 'non western' life, ignorance?
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Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
With due regard/respect to Mr Williams and this thread. Listen to 7 minutes and when Satan is chapping at the window.
Professer
Bluelighter
I never desired to go past 3 days to experience some and not fuck with my body anymore; it seems like both in my mind. They team up all Voltron style.
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
^hehe I know what cha mean.
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Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
a: is it the gear quality? No various vendors, varieties
b: is it the gear? No all the equipment was off ,in so far that I can tell.
c: sleep deprivation? Could be if your alone, held down many conversations, sung songs with people who were totally sober.
d: your isp? Yeah maybe they're having a good laugh.
e: why and when does it happen? Over a week with nothing to report, then the next time 48 hours, start building statues out of furniture etc.
f: have you messed up your mind completely and utterly? Probably.
g: is it fun? yeah and neah, the first 48 hours are nauseous and pointless. If you hammer it'll whip back eventually.
h: is it cumulative? More than likely, the experience will change as you deplete Neurotransmitter receptor sites.
i: who closed the door? This has various meanings....
b: is it the gear? No all the equipment was off ,in so far that I can tell.
c: sleep deprivation? Could be if your alone, held down many conversations, sung songs with people who were totally sober.
d: your isp? Yeah maybe they're having a good laugh.
e: why and when does it happen? Over a week with nothing to report, then the next time 48 hours, start building statues out of furniture etc.
f: have you messed up your mind completely and utterly? Probably.
g: is it fun? yeah and neah, the first 48 hours are nauseous and pointless. If you hammer it'll whip back eventually.
h: is it cumulative? More than likely, the experience will change as you deplete Neurotransmitter receptor sites.
i: who closed the door? This has various meanings....
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Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
Okay jokes apart.
I'm just gonna post the symptoms in so far as I can tell.
It started when a had a program called GOD mode, and hooked into the main admin account on Windows 7.
As soon as I entered the admin account internet explorer fired as massive amount of adverts to distract and take over the Admin account.
I realized what was going on, a backdoor into IE, or internet explorer and went into control panel to remove IE, and any recent updates for IE (these are hard to find unless you know the codes)
To cut a long story short, a hacker or hackers took over my computer.
My equipment was one lenovo laptop, a google nexus (2013), and a fair amount of paranoid substances that could very easily create such a state.
Now bear in mind my flat is wired for sound, speakers in the roof, fan's that trigger when you walk into the toilet or kitchen.
This only happens when I'm on and wired and tired.
Firstly, I've seen programs, or scripts as I'd call them; that test morality, knowledge, a fear factor, your limits.
This can ensue in many guises.
Icons, or Logins on your PC that will lead your to a certain base program that will scrutinize every aspect of your personality.
As stated above by another person, sounds that manifest from another room; for me it was disconnecting all my electrical equipment after being harassed and just switching on a FM radio (classical FM) and having boring old music remixed.
Has anyone heard the early morning birds in voices, or perhaps in the shower and it makes the best, badass track that is completely derogatory?
Personally I don't think even my unconscious mind is even up to what was a very real, but bordering on the impossible experience.
I'm just gonna post the symptoms in so far as I can tell.
It started when a had a program called GOD mode, and hooked into the main admin account on Windows 7.
As soon as I entered the admin account internet explorer fired as massive amount of adverts to distract and take over the Admin account.
I realized what was going on, a backdoor into IE, or internet explorer and went into control panel to remove IE, and any recent updates for IE (these are hard to find unless you know the codes)
To cut a long story short, a hacker or hackers took over my computer.
My equipment was one lenovo laptop, a google nexus (2013), and a fair amount of paranoid substances that could very easily create such a state.
Now bear in mind my flat is wired for sound, speakers in the roof, fan's that trigger when you walk into the toilet or kitchen.
This only happens when I'm on and wired and tired.
Firstly, I've seen programs, or scripts as I'd call them; that test morality, knowledge, a fear factor, your limits.
This can ensue in many guises.
Icons, or Logins on your PC that will lead your to a certain base program that will scrutinize every aspect of your personality.
As stated above by another person, sounds that manifest from another room; for me it was disconnecting all my electrical equipment after being harassed and just switching on a FM radio (classical FM) and having boring old music remixed.
Has anyone heard the early morning birds in voices, or perhaps in the shower and it makes the best, badass track that is completely derogatory?
Personally I don't think even my unconscious mind is even up to what was a very real, but bordering on the impossible experience.
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Kilfer
Bluelighter
My pleasure. I've had much freakier experiences back in the day but the severity of these tend to diminish with age... and experience I guess.
Lol I often have complete strangers telling me "it's uncanny man, you look just like that Dude Lebowski guy in the movie". Ok so I do, but I think I dress better
Kilfer
Bluelighter
Delusion is only a problem when you can't tell an illusion. And it really is up to you, up to your brain, to decide. Don't trust all of your senses after a period of extended sleep deprivation (say 3+ days), especially hearing and sight which have become distorted and, kinda, semi-detached from your brain. In my experience hearing is the main contributory factor in panic attacks, you think your hear "them" outside your home, you peep through the curtain slit but "they" always manage to evade you... but you hear them damned gremlins giggling all the time... and those idiotic neighbors sitting on their porch 24/7 mumbling and laughing so loud are they ever gonna shut the fuck up? But there's no one there when you look... why do the cars that drive on your street make such a weird sound with their tires? Man this is so annoying! If only you could get a hold of that pistol you keep upstairs...
Whoa! Benzo time.
TheSacredTree
Bluelighter
Used to happen to me in high school when staying up till 4 in the morning (and waking up at 5:30) every night on Ritalin and energy drinks to do my homework near the end of my senior year. Honestly though, that was my favorite effect i got from my medication. I'm sad it no longer happens. Always thought i was seeing kittens in the corners of my vision and asked everyone around me if they were talking about me whenever they'd say something.
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
I'm really glad the thread is still running. Although I'm really sorry to have hijacked the post from or for my own personal issues.
Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
Kilfer, I appreciate the reply.
But I can't help but feel your last post as well as TheSacredTree (Bodhi tree maybe?) both your experiences were just seem kinda peripheral.
It could be there, or maybe a whisper, or a choon that's heard in the background.
I could also suggest that d-amp is laced with another more auditory and visual substance...
But when your neighbours chap at your door, the entire street is going mental it becomes less to do with tires that annoy a person, or diesel engines.
This can be laid down in a profile of events in a logical mannor; except...
Except I'm afraid to speak up for a number of reasons.
But I can't help but feel your last post as well as TheSacredTree (Bodhi tree maybe?) both your experiences were just seem kinda peripheral.
It could be there, or maybe a whisper, or a choon that's heard in the background.
I could also suggest that d-amp is laced with another more auditory and visual substance...
But when your neighbours chap at your door, the entire street is going mental it becomes less to do with tires that annoy a person, or diesel engines.
This can be laid down in a profile of events in a logical mannor; except...
Except I'm afraid to speak up for a number of reasons.
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Wasted_talent
Bluelighter
going back to the 1st page of the thread Selegiline is an MAOI B inhibitor, it's not a stimulant. With limited knowledge it prevents the re-uptake of Dopamine, as well as inhibits certain enzymes between the synapse.
Do not ever use this substance in conjunction with any phen, it'll take down the natural defences.
DO NOT MESS with MAOI's unless you have all the information from your doctor.
Do not ever use this substance in conjunction with any phen, it'll take down the natural defences.
DO NOT MESS with MAOI's unless you have all the information from your doctor.
Drumminstoned20
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^ same view here. Stimulant psychosis is really shit like sleep deprivation and comedown . I don't know about tall but when I'm crashing and been awake for days I feel like its psychosis too!