I have always despised benzos and will never understand their appeal. They make me tired and forgetful, but nothing else. No euphoria, no ability to get things done or have a good time. They are just sleeping pills with horrendous withdrawals and a disturbingly negative impact on my memory (my memory is near perfect I can almost always remember everything i experience/learn very clearly, even when baked or drunk or whatever, but benzos reduce my ability to remember things to almost nothing, thus essentially causing me to blackout if I take any decent amount of them). In short, IMO benzos are a piece of shit drug with no recreational value and are simply high dependence liability sleep aids with horrendous side effects. I hate everything about them and refuse to touch them ever again in my life (I've tried them only twice, once while drunk, despised them both times).