neurotic
Bluelighter
seeing that post about MDMA's neurotoxicity on MED earlier made me think about this thread.
for some time i was inclined to believe that serotonin didn't have to much to do with depression, so i self-treated with you know, mindfulness, CBT, all that jazz, relying on the power of my own mind rather than chemicals. althought i have improved i still am not free from depression and even though it's not everyday anymore, there are some days where depression totally consumes me, still.
now, if i take a look at MDMA for example, it points that serotonin does have something to do with 'feeling good' and all - assuming that its flood of serotonin in the brain is the reason behind all the love and orgasmic feelings that separate it from regular stimulants -. and, that it also has something to do 'depression', given the absurd long-term comedowns threads we see around here.
my layman's take on the situation on why some people use MDMA without any problem, some abuse and abuse and abuse until one day they BAM get depressed and others do it one time and have a horrible aftermath, would be differneces in each person's serotonergic system. seriously i believe some people do go through a living hell after MDMA (ab)use, some users though think it's bullshit and it's because it was untested. i really believe untested pills are not the real problem here, because, wth are pills cut with? methylone, meth? that'd make for a shitty weak 'roll' and i doubt any long term consequences.
some user pointed out a study about chronic SSRI use reducing SERT density A LOT, which was what people were saying (IIRC) was a marker of MDMA 'neurotoxicity'. but you know i just read a study showing repeated SSRI administration on rats did reduce SERT density, but it also increased extracellular 5-HT levels. which kinda makes sense right, if there are less transporters around, there will be more serotonin around too.
so, how lowered SERT density can be bad if it raises serotonin levels? assuming more serotonin is good, ofc
but if LTCs were as simple as depleted serotonin and all downstream effects that come from that, some time taking 5-HTP to help recover your serotonin levels would be enough right?
what do you guys think? i'm considering giving 5-HTP a try to see if my depression really comes from unbalanced serotonin.
though it's kinda hard to say that permanent low levels of serotonin would give you a permanent state of depression right? your receptors would get used to it, upregulated may be? isn't the brain kinda self-regulating? if you constantly take something to raise your levels of serotonin (perfect example, SSRIs) your brain would get used to it - just like drug tolerance works right? - and you'd be back to your own baseline levels right?
sorry about anything i'm just asking for opinions regards involvement of serotonin in MDMA's LTCs and depression, from you guys who seem more knowledgeable than me
this subject really intrigues me
for some time i was inclined to believe that serotonin didn't have to much to do with depression, so i self-treated with you know, mindfulness, CBT, all that jazz, relying on the power of my own mind rather than chemicals. althought i have improved i still am not free from depression and even though it's not everyday anymore, there are some days where depression totally consumes me, still.
now, if i take a look at MDMA for example, it points that serotonin does have something to do with 'feeling good' and all - assuming that its flood of serotonin in the brain is the reason behind all the love and orgasmic feelings that separate it from regular stimulants -. and, that it also has something to do 'depression', given the absurd long-term comedowns threads we see around here.
my layman's take on the situation on why some people use MDMA without any problem, some abuse and abuse and abuse until one day they BAM get depressed and others do it one time and have a horrible aftermath, would be differneces in each person's serotonergic system. seriously i believe some people do go through a living hell after MDMA (ab)use, some users though think it's bullshit and it's because it was untested. i really believe untested pills are not the real problem here, because, wth are pills cut with? methylone, meth? that'd make for a shitty weak 'roll' and i doubt any long term consequences.
some user pointed out a study about chronic SSRI use reducing SERT density A LOT, which was what people were saying (IIRC) was a marker of MDMA 'neurotoxicity'. but you know i just read a study showing repeated SSRI administration on rats did reduce SERT density, but it also increased extracellular 5-HT levels. which kinda makes sense right, if there are less transporters around, there will be more serotonin around too.
so, how lowered SERT density can be bad if it raises serotonin levels? assuming more serotonin is good, ofc
but if LTCs were as simple as depleted serotonin and all downstream effects that come from that, some time taking 5-HTP to help recover your serotonin levels would be enough right?
what do you guys think? i'm considering giving 5-HTP a try to see if my depression really comes from unbalanced serotonin.
though it's kinda hard to say that permanent low levels of serotonin would give you a permanent state of depression right? your receptors would get used to it, upregulated may be? isn't the brain kinda self-regulating? if you constantly take something to raise your levels of serotonin (perfect example, SSRIs) your brain would get used to it - just like drug tolerance works right? - and you'd be back to your own baseline levels right?
sorry about anything i'm just asking for opinions regards involvement of serotonin in MDMA's LTCs and depression, from you guys who seem more knowledgeable than me
this subject really intrigues me
