Life as a Crystal Meth Addict

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By Luke Williams



Researching ice addiction, the writer moved in to a meth house. Over three months, he became seduced by the drug and descended into psychosis.


Rob’s bedroom is neat. It is in a neat new house, tightly packed alongside other neat new houses, on the fringe of one of Melbourne’s outer suburbs. Sitting in this neat room, on the corner of his bed, Rob holds a syringe full of crystal meth. Rob is, like thousands of Australians,
a methamphetamine addict.

For Rob, the loaded syringe is a ticket to a 12-hour all-encompassing sexual fantasy world, which he will spend the following week trying to realise. Gently, he eases the needle into his arm and dabs the blood off the entry point as he takes it back out.

His eyes sparkle, he gives a naughty grin, and the chitchat begins. He tells me about his latest sexual fantasy, pretending to be kidnapped by both a man and a woman so he can then be used at their leisure. “So,” he says, “tell me what you’ve been beating off about lately.” If you don’t answer Rob, he gets aggressive. Very aggressive. He is on meth, after all.

Australia has one of the highest rates of illicit methamphetamine use in the world, and the highest use among developed nations. And usage is increasing. In Victoria, abuse of crystal meth – also known as ice – is by all reports rampant. The number of deaths caused by the drug is increasing; the coroner’s office for the Victorian Alcohol and Drug Association found that in 2010, one in every 25 drug-related deaths involved methamphetamines. Two years later, the figure had jumped to one in every 10 deaths. The Medical Journal of Australia last September published a study by Turning Point Alcohol and Drug Centre showing a 318 per cent increase in hospitalisations in Melbourne for ice problems from 2010-11 to 2011-12. It is unclear whether the increases were from a larger number of users or the result of greater purity of the available drug.

Nationally, some studies have shown meth use has risen by as much as 10 per cent over the past two years. A two-month research project into police detainees in key areas around the nation conducted this year by the Australian Institute of Criminology found 61 per cent of those held at Kings Cross police station in Sydney tested positive to amphetamine, as did 40 per cent of those who ended up in the Brisbane City watchhouse and 43 per cent of those in East Perth.

Statistics such as these have led to news reporting on meth use that borders on hysterical. So is the meth problem as bad as it seems?

http://www.thesaturdaypaper.com.au/news/society/2014/08/02/life-crystal-meth-addict/1406901600#
 
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I'm not surprised he is bisexual. There's been a major problem with meth and stimulant addiction and abuse by bisexual and gay men for decades.
 
The Saturday Paper is awesome - best thing to hit the Australian media landscape in years

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Since when? :?
 
Aren't there any meth-users who can take it or leave it? I tried it first time one year ago and consumed it steady for about four months and got off it easily. I understand now why meth is popular but found it to be an exhausting drug. I don't like being awake for two-to-three days in a row, and I felt paranoid most of the time. I suppose if I still drank alcohol it would keep me going at the party and fucking all night. But I've got all my teeth and feel fine. It could come in handy for meeting deadlines or driving cross-country. I never injected it, just sniffed and smoked it with weed. There must be others who found it versatile but not necessary.
 
Yeah I have a mate who smoked crystal for 6 months or so and then when his GF started getting shitty about his use he quit. It's a fine line tho, same with heroin use I guess, being such an addictive drug it could lead to a full blown addiction, but so could drinking alcohol or tobacco use or smoking weed etc etc
 
Aren't there any meth-users who can take it or leave it? I tried it first time one year ago and consumed it steady for about four months and got off it easily. I understand now why meth is popular but found it to be an exhausting drug. I don't like being awake for two-to-three days in a row, and I felt paranoid most of the time. I suppose if I still drank alcohol it would keep me going at the party and fucking all night. But I've got all my teeth and feel fine. It could come in handy for meeting deadlines or driving cross-country. I never injected it, just sniffed and smoked it with weed. There must be others who found it versatile but not necessary.

That makes a pretty big difference, smoking (properly - that is vaporizing - not with weed) and injecting are vastly more addictive routes of administration.
 
^Haha yea if you mean you were lacing weed with crystal the whole time then you were wasting a lot of meth lol. Smoking meth is most addictive while you're on it, but when I've completely come down and I'm back to normal I rarely get bad cravings for it, I can usually go weeks at a time without it and not really thinking about it during that time.
 
Meth was incredibly fun. And the sex on it is out of this world - so intoxicatingly amazing that I still miss it to this day.

Plus, smoking tobacco felt great whenever I was tweaking.

Too bad it's neurotoxic, or I wouldn't have regretted using it for several years.

Then again, alcohol has been shown to be neurotoxic, hepatotoxic, and cardiotoxic in large quantities (amounts required to get someone drunk). And I never drank any alcoholic beverage only because I enjoyed the taste. The point was to "take the edge off" or in other words, get buzzed at the very least so that any social barriers I may or may not have would temporarily leave me, for I wanted to mingle.

I forgot where I was going with this (too many fried brain cells perhaps), so I'll leave it at that - cheers.
 
Meth was incredibly fun. And the sex on it is out of this world - so intoxicatingly amazing that I still miss it to this day.

Plus, smoking tobacco felt great whenever I was tweaking.

Too bad it's neurotoxic, or I wouldn't have regretted using it for several years.

Then again, alcohol has been shown to be neurotoxic, hepatotoxic, and cardiotoxic in large quantities (amounts required to get someone drunk). And I never drank any alcoholic beverage only because I enjoyed the taste. The point was to "take the edge off" or in other words, get buzzed at the very least so that any social barriers I may or may not have would temporarily leave me, for I wanted to mingle.

I forgot where I was going with this (too many fried brain cells perhaps), so I'll leave it at that - cheers.

Totally agree, I smoked meth mostly for 6+ years before I got sick of it & quit. Took a year before I stopped thinking
about suicide every single day & all day long. I wouldn't touch it again, it's much easier to quit cigarettes. I'm 50 & I
slowed down a lot, pot is my fun now, with all the options they have nowadays it's great!

btw- I still have all my teeth so I guess meth agreed with me just fine
 
Man, meth is so fucked up...that article really brought it all back to me, how uncomfortable I always was around other people who used, and the people I hung out with just to get high...man. The conspiracies were no joke. There was literally always some plot against tweakers, from either the police or (usually) other criminals/tweakers. Once they'd been up for 4+ days they'd be an odd mix of moody and manic and wouldn't be able to hold a conversation topic longer than 30 seconds before switching into something else.
 
btw- I still have all my teeth so I guess meth agreed with me just fine

You and others may or may not agree with me, and that's fine, but it is my opinion that "meth mouth" is at least 50% bullshit.

What I mean by that is - They say that the habitual use of methamphetamine is the sole cause of "meth mouth," if I recall correctly. And I say that's not entirely true, but rather, that "meth mouth" is the result of habitual methamphetamine usage plus very poor dental hygiene.

Furthermore, any drug which has adverse effects including dry mouth and bruxism (MDMA, MDA, Methylone, etc.) can contribute to "meth mouth" (without any amphetamines being consumed at all).

I used to do a lot of meth myself, but I'd still find a few minutes every day to brush and floss my teeth.

At one point, after seeing the first Montana Meth Project propaganda, I was so paranoid of becoming afflicted with "meth mouth" that I bought a mouth guard, which I used whenever I slept in order to minimize any enamel erosion due to dry mouth combined with bruxism (jaw clenching). And it worked out pretty well.

And in the process, I soon ended up with a jaw line that Brian Thompson would be proud of =D

Again though, no so-called meth mouth, or acne, or fucked up liver, or anything noticeable really in the long term. Perhaps I must be one of the lucky ones?

That being said, whenever I did end up with drug-related issues of any kind, alcohol was ALWAYS consumed beforehand - which is why I stopped touching the stuff years ago and never looked back. Not that I care much, as I find it's incredibly overrated anyways.
 
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^ I agree meth mouth is a myth, it is easy to find examples of people who live very shitty lifestyles and use a lot of meth, who probably also lived shitty enough lifestyles before they so much as saw meth, that have fucked up teeth. I have known a shitload of meth heads and plenty of them have fine teeth.

I would say I do notice acne is pretty common when people have been hitting it hard, not necessarily amongst the daily user who keeps it somewhat sensible at a point or two per day and sleeps 4 or 5 nights a week, but any time I used to go on a bender I would always break out a little. Can never help but notice the same for anyone who's twirling the glass BBQ just a little too much the same thing tends to happen. Kinda makes sense if nothing else a stimulant that makes you sweat more than usual could lead to some pore issues at some point...
 
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I would say I do notice acne is pretty common when people have been hitting it hard, not necessarily amongst the daily user who keeps it somewhat sensible at a point or two per day and sleeps 4 or 5 nights a week, but any time I used to go on a bender I would always break out a little. Can never help but notice the same for anyone who's twirling the glass BBQ just a little too much the same thing tends to happen. Kinda makes sense if nothing else a stimulant that makes you sweat more than usual could lead to some pore issues at some point...

When you put it that way, it does certainly make sense that a habitual user who goes on bender could easily break out with a fair amount of acne - particularly if this user is the type who touches or picks at his or her face a lot.

I have observed some obsessive compulsive type of behavior in myself whenever I would tweak, but it was mostly limited to keeping things around the house really neat and in their place, at least from what I remember as I haven't consumed any methamphetamine for years, nor do I intend to start up again as I'm concerned about possibly further damaging my noodle.

In any case, with respect to meth use-related adverse effects, the one that affected me by far was (sometimes really) sore jaws after coming down (usually) in the morning.

I would also develop a really sore throat at times lasting about 4 to 8 hours, however, I'm thinking that was more so due to the fact that I smoked like a chimney whenever I was tweaking.
 
That makes a pretty big difference, smoking (properly - that is vaporizing - not with weed) and injecting are vastly more addictive routes of administration.

Agreed and highly correct. I injected tar when I lived out west years ago and it's an entirely different experience; to inject is intense and unforgettable. I tried smoking meth in the pipe by itself but it tasted so bad it hurt my damn teeth. The buds tempered it. My paranoia with injecting meth was influenced by cultural propaganda, just couldn't do it, kept thinking about the ingredients of the recipe involved. Tar was easier to inject due to thinking it was more natural; my own personal propaganda perhaps.
 
Aren't there any meth-users who can take it or leave it? I tried it first time one year ago and consumed it steady for about four months and got off it easily. I understand now why meth is popular but found it to be an exhausting drug. I don't like being awake for two-to-three days in a row, and I felt paranoid most of the time. I suppose if I still drank alcohol it would keep me going at the party and fucking all night. But I've got all my teeth and feel fine. It could come in handy for meeting deadlines or driving cross-country. I never injected it, just sniffed and smoked it with weed. There must be others who found it versatile but not necessary.
Yeah man meth is only a mental addiction I don't get pissy when I don't have any but i've recently switched to smoking from snorting which seems more addicting and I tend to re dose more often
 
I'm from the UK and have fucked with meth for upto 3 weeks at a time, and all of this seems to ring true. I can't imagine what IV'ing it must be like. Or doing a 6 month bender. However I have attended jobs even job interviews - and got the job strung on some birch meth. It's ridiculous how much more functional a meth addiction is than an amphetamine or cocaine addiction. I could go for so much longer on meth. But it's also in my opinion the most ugly of stims, I have seen serious shadow people on that shit. Thought I was going to die and phoned an ambulance on myself when I couldn't feel any blood flow in my leg... It's definitely heavy toxic stuff even if it's cleaned properly.

I think I prefer the buzz from the initial pipe of crack. But overall meth wins. The comedown off crack is nothing compared to meth though. Meth I couldn't use more than once a year.
 
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