swampdragon
Bluelighter
Sucks to hear that, Josh. Hoping things improve for you. 


Would you be offended if I hugged you with my tooter still in my mouth?
If you've cheered up already then piss off.
Good to see you back, Josh. You've done a sterling job just keeping yourself together, never mind achieving what you have. Nobody can begrudge you the odd slip here and there.
An evening with heroin, hash, weed and etiz for me. Got red-carded for some flubro I stupidly ordered yesterday. Would've been nice right now.
Red carded as in when you're not there when they try to deliver so you have to go and collect it I'm assuming. Unless there's some other type of red card I don't know about. I'm vaguely paranoid about having to go and collect any dodgy parcels though so I always make sure I hang around near the door when I've got a delivery coming.
I'm feeling vaguely chirpy now, party at mine anymore? I'm sure the neighbouring old folk won't mind.
Red carded as in when you're not there when they try to deliver so you have to go and collect it I'm assuming. Unless there's some other type of red card I don't know about. I'm vaguely paranoid about having to go and collect any dodgy parcels though so I always make sure I hang around near the door when I've got a delivery coming.
Ah yes that bloody card - hate it when that happens LOL... Never heard it called "red carded" before hahahaha sounds like someone being taken off a football match so automatically thought he'd been blacklisted with his job provider for some reason (sorry, Sammy, for talking about you.)
I'm feeling vaguely chirpy now, party at mine anymore? I'm sure the neighbouring old folk won't mind.
So, my week. Last weekend I'd had enough of the last 18 months of pain and no sleep and so I got me a bunch of beautiful xanax bars. Unfortunately my trouble free weekend sort of extended into Monday a bit (like, most of it), work got worried about me not being there or phoning in sick, my folks got worried about me not answering the phone. Everyone started raising questions about whether I'm well enough to work and live alone in London with this condition, which to be fair a lot of the time I'm not, but as this week back at my parents with absolutely no stimulus whatsoever (apart from builders doing an extension, joy) has shown, leaving me with nothing to do is far more damaging. I now feel so depressed that I haven't even bothered to get out of bed today, why would I, I don't know anyone here and there is nothing to do. So I slipped up a bit, but it's just one day out of 18 months where I've coped with a bowel condition that doesn't make my life especially easy on a daily basis.
Still, I'm gonna keep having the immunosuppressant infusions every 8 weeks, hope they work and that in 6 months time it will have made me well enough to have the either 2 or 3 surgeries I need to try to fix the surgery thst went wrong last year.
Apologies to whoever it was who complains about me only ever posting about my health I'll go try and find something else to talk about to balance things out for ya![]()
Spent a very long hot and sweaty day up A&E with my pal who managed to fall down a 14 ft man hole we've been digging all week.
Soppy cunt comes to work after sitting up all night sniffing pub grub coke and drinking , then wants to blame everyone and everything for being a cock.
Oh to be 21 again ,
Soppy cunt comes to work after sitting up all night sniffing pub grub coke and drinking , then wants to blame everyone and everything for being a cock.
Oh to be 21 again ,