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Sammy G said:
Always. =D

Though raas is a good Christian man, and Evey has some kind of hazily-defined 'faith'. We might have to hold our collective breath until the fourth.
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A Christian man, don't know about a good Christian man. Has that book of Satanic rituals I bought you arrived yet?
 
raas_2012 said:
Dear members of EADD, thank you for listening, your understanding and sensitivity towards me in this time.

I would further like to add that I have spoken to Evey on the phone twice now and tonight after the football, we will be speaking for a third time.


Raasy
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I'm still waiting for that phone call, Mr Raasy ;p
Not impressed :D

Evey
 
hey guys , very new to this site (literally just made this account) not sure if i can post this on your thread but i have not the slightest idea how to post elsewhere... My name is Alyssa im 23 and just had my first child two weeks ago. Ive been on methadone for 11 months now and it was only supposed to be a three month matnence thing because i didnt want to go very high for fear i would have to come off and withdrawal (past experience with getting arrested and then sectioned and had to withdrawal behind the walls) so i was doing well, passing all my drug tests and what not and one day the counselor came in and told me i was pregnant so my fiance and i started asking questions and they literally told me if i tried to come off while pregnant the would call DSS on me and where constantly telling me to go higher and higher (because "baby takes 50% of my dose" yeah right!) to make a long miserable story short i am at 85 mlgrms and have been at/around this dose for the past 4 months, just \had baby (we are still in hospital as we speak and he is doing amazing but obviously withdrawing- exactly what my clinic told me WOULDNT happen if i stayed at a high dose) and NEED to get off :this clinic is pay out of pocket and for my fiance and i thats 22$ a day that you NEED to have each morning no if ands or buts... i am terribly stressed out &cant believe weve even been able to pay our rent and pay these ass hats at the clinic. so here i am went to Walmart this morning to return two boxes of diapers (gifts for the baby) and receive a gift card that i sold at the pawn shop for 50 cents on the dollar to get my dose - i literally cried in line at walmart because i havnt had to do anything like that since i was in active addiction and it was such a wake up call I NEED TO EITHER GET OFF METHADONE OR FIGURE SOMETHING OUT i have medicade and there is another clinic about 30 min away (driving) that would take my insurance but with not having a car i imagine i'd be paying just as much to get there. idk what to do can i switch to subs? how bad would it be if i stopped cold turkey? (i already know its going to be fucking awful) but do you guys think if i stop cold turkey, go cop a couple bags and just ween myself off like that i would be ok? im thinkin the withdrawal from dope is far easier than done but i have a newborn and never imagined going back to that shit. im so lost you guys please i know ive read a million sob stories on here but this is true story, cant sleep even though i'm still at a relatively high dose and as im writing this i cant even keep my eyes open god i used to love the nodding and what not but now its just a pain in the ass while having a beautiful little boy to care for i cant even keep my fucking eyes open you guys i need some fucking help. not knocking anyone on the clinic but im so over the liquid handcuffs- all they did was FUCK me. I live in North Carolina- moved down here from MASS and there arent half as many treatment options down here as there are up north its really depressing. going back up north is not an option as i have a warrant. SO if you have any suggestions or can just tell me your story of methadone use/withdrawal it would be greatly appreciated!!!! xoxo Dazed n Confused
 
Theres people here who can help but theres not a lot of traffic
try here
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

ps - reading walls of text is hard work, use paragraphs or keep it short and sweet or a lot of people wont bother reading.

Might wanna take down the photo too.

There is a sober living forum too, might be of use, but no idea never really looked at it tbh

good luck
 
bummer said:
Theres people here who can help but theres not a lot of traffic
try here
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/58-Other-Drugs

ps - reading walls of text is hard work, use paragraphs or keep it short and sweet or a lot of people wont bother reading.

Might wanna take down the photo too.

There is a sober living forum too, might be of use, but no idea never really looked at it tbh

good luck
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You've a point, Bummer. I couldn't read a word of all that. Sorry, CamsMama91/ Welcome to Bluelight n hope you get what you need from here. Bummer has given you some good advice there. I'm sorry you landed on this thread as really it's just a joke thread between myself and another member but good to meet you.

Evey
 
rickolasnice said:
An 8 second clip from a film.. Its fine click it.. Its sfw etc
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I think this is nothing more than a façade to your deeper subconscious, where you're wanting me to respond to your overdue theo questions.

Alright, alright. As Jesus taught; please forgive me... but I am currently working 7 days a week and only come here to relax, rather than to work myself up even more. I have new, exciting rebuttles to give, all the answers are there looming in my mind, waiting to get out... I just need to find the energy, to bring them into fruition...


CamsMama91 said:
hey guys , very new to this site (literally just made this account) not sure if i can post this on your thread but i have not the slightest idea how to post elsewhere... My name is Alyssa im 23 and just had my first child two weeks ago. Ive been on methadone for 11 months now and it was only supposed to be a three month matnence thing because i didnt want to go very high for fear i would have to come off and withdrawal (past experience with getting arrested and then sectioned and had to withdrawal behind the walls) so i was doing well, passing all my drug tests and what not and one day the counselor came in and told me i was pregnant so my fiance and i started asking questions and they literally told me if i tried to come off while pregnant the would call DSS on me and where constantly telling me to go higher and higher (because "baby takes 50% of my dose" yeah right!) to make a long miserable story short i am at 85 mlgrms and have been at/around this dose for the past 4 months, just \had baby (we are still in hospital as we speak and he is doing amazing but obviously withdrawing- exactly what my clinic told me WOULDNT happen if i stayed at a high dose) and NEED to get off :this clinic is pay out of pocket and for my fiance and i thats 22$ a day that you NEED to have each morning no if ands or buts... i am terribly stressed out &cant believe weve even been able to pay our rent and pay these ass hats at the clinic. so here i am went to Walmart this morning to return two boxes of diapers (gifts for the baby) and receive a gift card that i sold at the pawn shop for 50 cents on the dollar to get my dose - i literally cried in line at walmart because i havnt had to do anything like that since i was in active addiction and it was such a wake up call I NEED TO EITHER GET OFF METHADONE OR FIGURE SOMETHING OUT i have medicade and there is another clinic about 30 min away (driving) that would take my insurance but with not having a car i imagine i'd be paying just as much to get there. idk what to do can i switch to subs? how bad would it be if i stopped cold turkey? (i already know its going to be fucking awful) but do you guys think if i stop cold turkey, go cop a couple bags and just ween myself off like that i would be ok? im thinkin the withdrawal from dope is far easier than done but i have a newborn and never imagined going back to that shit. im so lost you guys please i know ive read a million sob stories on here but this is true story, cant sleep even though i'm still at a relatively high dose and as im writing this i cant even keep my eyes open god i used to love the nodding and what not but now its just a pain in the ass while having a beautiful little boy to care for i cant even keep my fucking eyes open you guys i need some fucking help. not knocking anyone on the clinic but im so over the liquid handcuffs- all they did was FUCK me. I live in North Carolina- moved down here from MASS and there arent half as many treatment options down here as there are up north its really depressing. going back up north is not an option as i have a warrant. SO if you have any suggestions or can just tell me your story of methadone use/withdrawal it would be greatly appreciated!!!! xoxo Dazed n Confused
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Erm....




Show us yer tits.
 
A facade to my deeper subconscious?

So is my subconscious pretending to be gay or..?

I have new, exciting rebuttles to give, all the answers are there looming in my mind, waiting to get out... I just need to find the energy, to bring them into fruition...
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We're focussing on the story being a complete rip off of ancient Jewish texts though, yes? Or are you going to do your usual post a wall of text, most of it going off on irrelevant tangents and hypothetical examples of your supposed rebuttal, with selective answering, responding to multiple posts / points, so that there is enough crap in it to respond to that the original point (which you consistently fail to give a rational or even reasonable rebuttal to) is back benched to be ignored and forgotten about?
 
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rickolasnice said:
We're focussing on the story being a complete rip off of ancient Jewish texts though, yes? Or are you going to do your usual post a wall of text, most of it going off on irrelevant tangents and hypothetical examples of your supposed rebuttal, with selective answering, responding to multiple posts / points, so that there is enough crap in it to respond to that the original point (which you consistently fail to give a rational or even reasonable rebuttal to) is back benched to be ignored and forgotten about?
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And therein lies the other reason I've more or less given up on the Theo Thread.
 
rickolasnice said:
A facade to my deeper subconscious?

So is my subconscious pretending to be gay or..?



We're focussing on the story being a complete rip off of ancient Jewish texts though, yes? Or are you going to do your usual post a wall of text, most of it going off on irrelevant tangents and hypothetical examples of your supposed rebuttal, with selective answering, responding to multiple posts / points, so that there is enough crap in it to respond to that the original point (which you consistently fail to give a rational or even reasonable rebuttal to) is back benched to be ignored and forgotten about?
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This is your typical blind/negative perception. And while there is some truth that due to the amount of time responding takes, I have to become selective on posts... please understand it's difficult to find enthusiasm to address every post at length, when you are completely blind to religious proposition. It doesn't suit your anti-religious agenda so you dismiss everything I say. No winning with you, but I learnt that months ago.

Shambles also, is being an opportunist here.
 
You are selective on what posts to address because some are easier than others to come up with some form of argument against it.. Others, which you can not deny the logic or evidence (or lack of) you selectively ignore.

No winning? I'm open to changing my beliefs, something you admit you are not, if there is sufficient evidence to do so.. I don't brush off any point you make because i doesn't fit in my belief system (something else you are guilty off).. I don't even brush off your points, I read them and then think to myself: The fuck? Is this guy serious?? Simply because it's lacking in any rationality, logic or intellectualism (and often evading the question / proposition / evidence presented)

The only one who is blind here is you.

PS. There's no winning with me because I'm right and you're wrong, I'm smart and you're dumb, I'm big and you're small :p

100 internet points if someone knows what film that's from.
 
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