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Mental Health Unsure of what to plan or do..

XANAX XR

XANAX XR

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Well, I have (in my opinion) severe anxiety and [clinical] depression (from my father). The anxiety is what seems to keep me a lazy piece of shit, no motivation.. and sadly without a drug in my system every 1 -2 weeks, I seem to just COMPLETELY start to lose it. It's not addiction to benzos or withdrawal, however, they help the most. For some reason without an amphetamine or benzo, I literally lose all focus and start to become a litttttle bit nuts. In a sense, benzos are kind of like adderall, they keep me focused on a task that I NEED to be focused on [like my job....].

Anyway, I feel like I should get prescribed a benzo... however I feel like I will lose everything due to this drug, at the same time I will lose everything without this drug. Klonopin in specific, it has helped me out WAY beyond other benzos, and I don't even need to get high off it, I honestly don't care to anymore.

Do you guys think if I were to take a moderate dose of clonazepam when needed, I would be fine? Or take it as prescribed, if I were too?

I've had all klonopin/clonazepam types, .5s, 1s, 2s... the 2mg pills seem to be the best, even when split in halves. It gives me a cleaner feeling of it, literally. [just a small note, I guess..]
 
I have quite the experience with benzos in particular and drugs in general. I'm honestly going to be pissed and flustered if I get prescribed Xanax or Ativan... YAY I can make money but they don't help for shit...and if they prescribed me to zoloft or some other piece of shit anti-depressant.. then I would flush them down the toilet.
 
If you choose to use benzos on a regular basis (each day or so) you will eventually develop tolerance to those drugs... If I were you I'd only use them as needed, and I would set a limit (6mg per month for example).
SSRIs do get a lot of negative reviews, but they do help in some cases. I'm on zoloft, and it really really helps with my depression. Does absolutely nothing for my anxiety though.
 
flyhighk said:
If you choose to use benzos on a regular basis (each day or so) you will eventually develop tolerance to those drugs... If I were you I'd only use them as needed, and I would set a limit (6mg per month for example).
SSRIs do get a lot of negative reviews, but they do help in some cases. I'm on zoloft, and it really really helps with my depression. Does absolutely nothing for my anxiety though.
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Yea I need a benzo because it is anti dep. and anx.

Also, I don't need em every day. Once a week if I do it exactly right. I know the doctor would say take this (?) times a day, but I know long term effects and tolerance. My tolerance to black out is like 15mg haha. But 1.5-2mg will get me through the day.
 
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