istern - Acid is kind of similar to shrooms... but cleaner IMO and more predictable of a trip... This is also of course assuming that it's actually LSD and not some random research chemical that causes effects similar to lsd. (Most research chems have a much heavier body load, take around 2-3 hours to really kick in, and oftentimes last longer and are more instense. Research chems also seem to cause more insomnia and have a bit of a hangover the next day.. The blotter typically tastes more 'chemically' kind of like a pipe bomb roll.. at least from my experience... real LSD typically kicks in pretty damn fast - you can feel it in damn near 45 mins after taking it. LSD typically is very clean feeling, has little to no body lead, no hangover the next day, there almost no taste - pure liquid L tastes very very faintly bittersweet and has a sort of numbing effect kind of like coke on your tongue but much less noticeable, etc.) It's similar to shrooms in the sense that it gives you open and closed eye visuals, but the trip is more 'predictable/controllable.' The visuals are much more intense with L than with shrooms. Most people that I know and have tripped with will almost always prefer to trip on L than shrooms. When I candyflipped during that tornado is was super mild - it wasn't like some twister that would tear up homes... the sky was all yellow, the rain was coming down, and it was just really cool to watch from the balcony. It wasn't like advisable to be outside but it's not like it was so strong where it'd sweet you away so I felt totally safe and wasn't noided when we were tripping. Looking at the yellow clouds and seeing Mayan Aztec figures in them made it worth it lol.
I've only done dope one time during a trip and it was very very enjoyable. It was on July 4 several years back actually (perhaps that's why I've been thinking of tripping recently lol). I took around 3-4 papers/cubes/drops (my usual dose) and planned it out so I could be peaking right around when the fireworks were going off. Before going into a public area and being around drunken people (not fun when you're tripping, your sense of sound is much more aware at least for me and I can hear like everyones conversation at the same time distinctly whereas normally its just a bunch of jumbled noise) I decided to do a fat shot to calm me down. I remember I closed my eyes and saw neon skull and bones and would still see them when I opened my eyes. It did have a rush and everything which I was kind of surprised because when I trip, alcohol and bud seems to do nothing at all to me (I'm undefeatable in beer pong when i trip thanks to the tracers lol). Normally I would've nodded at least for a lil off a shot that big but it just gave me a rush, chilled me out a lit, gave me some cool visuals when i closed my eyes while rushing, but didn't really affect the intensity of my trip as a whole...
Xanax will help chill you out but won't kill a trip. One of my friends ate 2 10 strips on Halloween a couple years back and we had to like escort him back to his bedroom bc he was actin' a fool, asking girls if they wanted a 'hot beef injection' at the party, and then started crying when this chick he was in love with didn't show up... But yeah we gave him quite a bit of xanax but it didn't really do much... i'd suspect that seqoruil would kill a bad trip faster than xanax (or another anti-psychotic). In the hospital if you're freaking out theyll hit you with a shot of thorzine, so I'd assume some kind of med that's more easily accessible might be good to have laying around in case of a bad trip...
If you are the kind of opiate/h user where you need to do it daily (or even several times daily) then yes, you def don't want to trip if you're dope sick or starting to get dope sick. From my experience, dope never ruined the trip/roll but just relaxed me. It was a nice addition to the l trip i described above where I saw cool visuals while peaking after doing a shot. I use to trip and roll quite often in high school and college since my friends and I would frequently go to clubs, raves, music festivals, etc. Once I started doing d I became a bit more solitary and gradually did less and less other drugs - including weed which I went from smoking everyday, all day from like age 16 to 22 to now smoking once every few months at age 24/25 (and when I do smoke now after not smoking for months i usually get a bit paranoid for the first hour. But usually that goes away and if i smoke again later that day i won't experience it at all anymore). Don't get me wrong - I'll still go out and all but I've kind of chilled out on the tripping/rolling and going to clubs and raves and all that kind of stuff. I think it's a combination of the fact that I'm out of school now and work a professional job so I don't have as much time/energy to devote to like driving 8 hours to a 3 day party in the forest. Now me weekends are more like cop some raw, do chores, go on a date to a movie/dinner, etc. Plus, h is very relaxing especially after a hard day and is a fantastic anxiolytic at least for me. However, I don't think that I'd enjoy tripping now since I've been an opiate user for some years. While my life is good and all, I think that my mind would be preoccupied on thinking of like the bad shit I've done or doing the 'could've/would've/should've if i never started doing opiates...' This might lead to a good thing in the long run but I am confident that the trip would bring up demons... Afterall, ibogaine is a hallucinogen that is used to get people off of opiates... I read a study where they thought acid could help people overcome certain addictions as well (I think in this case it was cocaine - it was a while since I read that study). People say that while they take ibogaine they think of all the bad shit they've done on dope like especially in terms of relationships.. one individual made a career off helping NYC addicts get off H using ibogaine and compared it to 'an adult wagging his finger saying no that's bad, look what you've done.'
I'm on methadone now which helps since I don't have to cop everyday like I use to. It does take me way more to get high though now on the days that I do want to get dope. I do plan on quitting dope for good and I think that will come once I like find a passionate job that I really like or perhaps meet the right girl where I wouldn't mind changing some habits. For now it's kind of hard though since I just got out of school, have a good paying job, and not really any responsibiliites. As far as quitting methadone or opiates obtained legally for good, that's kind of hard because even though I'm use to the 'done it still has those slight antidepressant anxiolytic properties...
