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BostonBrownTown said:
thanks, dude. I am on my way in about 15 minutes. I just had enough, man. I cant do this no more. I am just sick of living life like this. dope has me by the balls. I dont want that anymore. although, methadone will soon have me by the balls but at least I wont be spending 100's a day on the methadone. and I truly believe I will stay clean, so maybe, just maybe, I will be able to take some home after a while. well, at least that is what I hope. but I am sure 1000000x's of people have said that before and kept fucking up. I am nervous as shit today. I want this to END but I am not sure if this is maybe a START of a whole new addiction/miserable life style. its tough to tel, ya know? you get some done users saying its what saved their lives and then you get others saying its what ruined their lives. maybe its better if I just got go to a 30 day in-house detox and somehow get through it. I truly have no idea but today its def the clinic, so wish me luck peeps!
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Browntown my man! Dude I totally hear u on the anxiety brother, although I'm only on oxys(same shit IMO) I've thought about going the done' route cause peeps here say it works for pain but idk. Anyway man it's over now dude, u took the initiative and well I guess that's the first step. I know they used to only give 15mg on the first visit then(I may be mistaken) it's like +5-10mg per day(dont quote me lol). My ex tried the done for a bad h habit(she was trickin on the low and everything). I'm not sure if allowed to piss positive for opiates but my ex was bangin bags straight away and they kept serving her so I hope you'll be all set. What's your situation as far as work goes? Like if u go inpatient will u lose your crib and shit? I know we all need money to live man and sometime inpatient just isn't feasible but I hope either way you'll be straight bro. I know I just don't got a ton of experience with what your goin thru but I can definitly feel ur pain man, probably a stupid question but what about a sub or 2? Would that get u through til tomorrow or whenever they get ur dose til ur comfortable? Idk u probably couldn't do mmt with subs anyway but I'm just thinking out lout I guess. Hey I feel u on the swapping one problem for another, but ur right at least u can save a ton of cash $100 a day adds up quick. I know u can piss positive for pot but that's not much help for wd. Fuck bro I wish I could be more helpful man:( good to see u making that move though brother and either way I don't think anyone here will judge u if u fall off or whatever, it is what is and we all live day to day I think. Well dude I can type all day bro so u just holla if u need to chat to get ur mind off it and make time speed up a bit(if that's possible). I don't do shit except dwell on my situation so I'm always on pretty much. Reading robotrip reprts lmao or some stupid shit waiting to be sick, u know how it is. Anyway dude please brother if u need to chat or anything man just hit me up it would be a welcome distraction while contemplate taking my last pill, lol. I can go on but I digress so the mods don't get mad at me lol. Ttyl bro, your friend, cliffy
 
BostonBrownTown said:
well, I shot a small .3 shot of dope before going to get me off E. I got there and did my 20MG. now I am home and I feel ALRIGHT but I plan on shooting another gram.
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Not to give you an excuse but they expect you'll be using for a few days to a couple of weeks till they get you up to your proper dose. Just keep telling them you had to use something later in the day cause you're not there yet methadone wise.Just make sure you tell em it's been at least 6-8 hours ago or they might not dose or up your done that day.
 
LSDiesel said:
I remember laughing last time I was at the clinic and they asked me "how many bags were you doing a day"? Like that really is going to matter with the wild inconsitency of a street drug when compared to a pharm drug like done
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They would ask that shit at my clinic too. Actually they would ask how much money a day I spent.
 
It only works if you really want it. It took me some jail time when I got out I havent touched the shit in years like 5+ Years cause I didnt want to, then this past year I was like fuck it and started sniffing it then these past few months started back up shooting it it sucks I still hold a full time job but my whole check goes to dope Im tryn to get on subs but not really sure how to get them legit I deff dont wanna do the methadone, but I guess in the mean time I'll keep doing what I'm doing till I figure something out. Peace from The Ville....
 
MassHole617 said:
It only works if you really want it. It took me some jail time when I got out I havent touched the shit in years like 5+ Years cause I didnt want to, then this past year I was like fuck it and started sniffing it then these past few months started back up shooting it it sucks I still hold a full time job but my whole check goes to dope Im tryn to get on subs but not really sure how to get them legit I deff dont wanna do the methadone, but I guess in the mean time I'll keep doing what I'm doing till I figure something out. Peace from The Ville....
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Hey mass I hope all is well bro. I just had a quick question cause I've heard different things from diff people and your here In mass like me. When you got arrested and went to the can did they detox you or did u have to cold turkey it? Did u have the option of done' or not while u were in county lock up? I've heard some peeps say they got done' and some didn't. I'm just curious about this. No big hurry or nothing... Did u see all the od's at that Dj concert out in boston? Fuck man I can get free tix for tonight's show at Mohegan, thinkin I should've set up a room and went, not my kind of music but seems like my kinda party lmao! Errrr I'm all fucked up I guess lol. Ttyl bro...
 
BostonBrownTown said:
so I dosed this AM around 9AM; when should i say I took my last dope shot? 5PM?
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I'd say do what it takes to sleep.You wanna go in a lil sick cause they check your vitals and shit(no pinned pupils either) and if they think you're tryin they'll treat you ok. Jumpin jacks help get the pulse rate up too.Since you're prolly getting dosed as I write this it won't do you no good today but check in and I'm curious as to what they start peeps on now cause it seems to get lower and lower.Are they still doin 5mg./day bumps? Pm me if you don't want to make it public.
 
This helps me a lot. Drink 2 green 16oz monster energy drinks, this will get ur bp to 150-160 and bring ur pulse up 10-20 beats. I know this really isn't hr but I'm just trying to help, pls feel free to delete if this is a violation. Not my intention to break rules, I figure the drinks are legal so...
 
I was in and out within 1 minute today; it was great. man, if I had a car it would be so much easier but since I need my friend to drive me now it kinda sucks. oh well, as of now I am telling them I am on a 6 month program but I will probably have it run even longer if possible. we'll see tho, man. I feel really good right now but then again I did shoot a half G before I left the house.. but even then I usually dont feel THIS good come this time of the day.
 
BostonBrownTown said:
I was in and out within 1 minute today; it was great. man, if I had a car it would be so much easier but since I need my friend to drive me now it kinda sucks. oh well, as of now I am telling them I am on a 6 month program but I will probably have it run even longer if possible. we'll see tho, man. I feel really good right now but then again I did shoot a half G before I left the house.. but even then I usually dont feel THIS good come this time of the day.
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only shitty part of the 6month is no take-homes and no guest-doses (if you are traveling)
 
I shot a half G this morning at 7AM; went in around 830 and took my 20MG done w/o a problem. now I am at work and I am somewhat "tired" and just closing my eyes a bit. def. not FEELING GOOD but not feeling BAD either. I am just TIRED, I guess. either way, things are pretty good. hopefully they last me all throughout the day and I dont need ANYTHING till tomorrow. I am going to TRY and not doing a single thing till tomorrow.
 
then if no take homes then I will tell them to get me OFF the 6 month program; how soon can I tell them that? what about xmas and Holidays? what do they expect people to do then?
 
BostonBrownTown said:
then if no take homes then I will tell them to get me OFF the 6 month program; how soon can I tell them that? what about xmas and Holidays? what do they expect people to do then?
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the days they are closed (if any) they give everyone take homes. but to get the take home bottles people have to be on MMT, not what is considered a prolonged detox. All I had to do was show them I was trying to get clean for longer than 12 months and they took me from 6months to MMT. I never stopped smoking trees so I never got any, but I could have...

(My clinic was open 365 days a year)
 
If you google the federal methadone guidelines it tells you how and when you get take homes.
 
@Cliffy78 Yeah man it all depends more than half the time they dont give you shit for detox when you hit county maybe an asprin if youre lucky deff no methadone but im sure some ppl get something I went cold turkey and a lot of other ppl in there did also shit sucked but what are you gonna do. Yeah I seen all the ppl that was at the concert looked like a good time not my kinda music either but I just woulda went there for da bitchez and drugs!! Where you at, norff shore or souff shore?? Sumavillian here!
 
MassHole617 said:
@Cliffy78 Yeah man it all depends more than half the time they dont give you shit for detox when you hit county maybe an asprin if youre lucky deff no methadone but im sure some ppl get something I went cold turkey and a lot of other ppl in there did also shit sucked but what are you gonna do. Yeah I seen all the ppl that was at the concert looked like a good time not my kinda music either but I just woulda went there for da bitchez and drugs!! Where you at, norff shore or souff shore?? Sumavillian here!
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I'm in the field out west bro, my fams from fall riva, Bellingham. Bedfohd, lol. I never got to know them much so I've been out here in this shithole my whole life. I got a half bro who I never met out ur way somewhere. He's on the shit to and did some time out your way. My other brother just got outta Norfolk last ur after doin 10yrs, got caught with a birdy...
I remember one time I got hemmed up I was still drinking a half gal a day and they hit me with 6 Librium, dude that was sweet. I wasn't into pills yet so they had me chillin in ludlow. Usually I lose my fuckin mind fast in the box. They have me a few orange ibuprofen that tasted worse than chewing an e pill, lol. That's fucking bad man...
 
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