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The EADD a trifle annoyed thread.

Enjoy the psychosis =D

Cue decreasingly-coherent posts, lots of mentions of a strange conspiracy involving the Stone Roses and a fuckload of annoying embeds. :\

FG, I think you're making a massive mistake, but do what you like. Seems you're gonna do it anyhow.


Ketamine tolerance has sky rocketed... :(

Really? Or is it just shite ketamine? Sucks either way.

I would've recommended MXE over ket, but hey. How's life otherwise?
 
Fucking hell, snolly. There are some of us who'd feel so content just to be actually having sex that we would've quite happily give him a bleedin' twenty.

Before telling him to sling his hook and picking up from where we left off.

Hahaha, yeah true that. Novelty still not worn off. On further explanation it turned out he'd put it in my bank cos his card is lost so I just gave him my debit card. Look on his face when I told him why I was pissed off was so priceless I couldn't be too angry. I then did the last part of your post.

Also being on the loo when the postie comes is my biggest nightmare if it's a signed for parcel or one of the cunts that just stick 'sorry we missed you' letters through without even knocking and you KNOW cos you're sat in the living room.
 
No its really good ket... I kind of bought more than I should of so I've being hammering it a bit much...

It's still wonking me all over the shop, and confusing me beyond belief, just can't get a proper hole. Any ideas how long it takes for it to drop down again? I've thought about MXE quite a bit, it's the duration that puts me off. Wouldn't know where to get it from anyways and I'm not sure it's a good idea me getting involved with more chemicals.

Life is in tatters tbh Sammy, I'm working out it though and things are getting better.

I'm virtually squatting in my friends house now, mattress slung on the floor and that's it.. no carpet, seats, blinds. Nowt..

How about yourself?
 
Was having sex and had someone bang on the front door (ha) seven times before I finally got pissed off, went and answered, turned out it was my mate wanting a tenner. Aghghgh. Gave up after that.

Could have been worse. Could have been 6 arseholes charging in the door with a cargo and sitting down practically on top of you...
 
Yeah, I've been following your posts enough to know things are shite. Just kinda hoped against hope that you'd have some vague rays of sunshine creeping in. :(

Ketamine tolerance lasts for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages, by all accounts, unfortunately.

Me? Missing mail aside, I'm alright. Nice weekend, met up with friends, went for a meal. Unfortunately, I'm also very obviously going hypomanic, which is pretty good fun right at this minute, but isn't a good sign in the long run.

Remember being thirteen and / or hopelessly desperate? Imagine that feeling combined with a rapist-on-viagra vibe, and that's a fair approximation of how I'm feeling right now. Apparently I was trying to flirt with a shrink last week. :|

Hypersexuality. Wooo-hooo! More meds. Woooourrrrggggghh.
 
No its really good ket... I kind of bought more than I should of so I've being hammering it a bit much...

It's still wonking me all over the shop, and confusing me beyond belief, just can't get a proper hole. Any ideas how long it takes for it to drop down again?

I have had SOME tolerance decrease after more than a year of abstinence. But the immersive holing and the exhilaration are gone, no matter how far I push the dose (it just ends in a long lasting confusing state).
 
Oh well, that's another drug I can throw on the scrap heap of useless drugs. I bought it as a withdrawL aid in mind but being the drug pig I am I went over the top and abused it :\ Was kind of inevitable really... Just leaves me with LSD as my only drug of choice that I seem to get benefits from still.

It is still taking the edge off my rattle anyway.

Yeah my posts are rather glum at the moment, kind of makes me reluctant to post as it makes for depressing reading but ears to listen are thin on the ground at the moment irl, so I'm afraid you're stuck with me for the moment :)

I've a good feeling about this coming month though so hopefully I'll have some nice posts soon.

Despite my true loathing of the gym and the usual clientele I'm going to start going as soon as I'm well.. Got my DSLR all sorted with a new sd card for me to get back into photography, time to get motivated with non drug hobbies.

Also going to get really stuck into finishing off my house and garden, something MrsMist will be most happy about, despite me not even living there.

I've plenty of positives, just need to use them. Landed myself a very good contract for 6 months away from home, very good money and 120 miles between me and my dealers..
 
Good man, excellent idea keeping yourself busy with non drug hobbies etc, gym is good for mental health as well, i used to feel buzzing after.. how long were you into photography before? you got any pics uploaded which you've taken? ive always been interested in photography.. and art etc. Was gonna get a decent camera awhile ago but didnt bother in the end

Have a lil look through these when you get a chance,

Clark Little Photography
 
Good man, excellent idea keeping yourself busy with non drug hobbies etc, gym is good for mental health as well, i used to feel buzzing after.. how long were you into photography before? you got any pics uploaded which you've taken?
I've been into photography for quite a while, only a hobby really.. I'm without a computer at the moment so I'm unable to upload anything really....

I'll be sure to get some up soon though, I love cities, street art etc.. also the weird and wonderful people cities attract.. I went though a stage of photographing homeless people in juxtaposition to the vast money surrounding them, had some really good photos of Birminghams street folk.. I fucking hate that society has abandoned them, it's fuckin sad that anyone should live like that, granted, some who I've spoke to are happy doing what they are doing but the majority have being dealt a bad hand and can't find a way out.. :(

Thinking about it, once I'm well I might start doing some volunteering at the shelters... maybe...

Baby steps at the moment. Gym, photography and my house are a cert.... I want to completely landscape the garden and make a big den/playhouse for my kids.

I'm looking forward to living :) To many years a slave..
 
Same, its sad they've been abandoned... and saw about those "Anti-homeless spikes" a few weeks ago , disgusting... and last year police "cracking down on homeless ness and confiscating their stuff. fucked up society
 
There are a series of railway viaducts running from Manchester Oxford Road to Piccadilly, and over the last few years they've become a haven for rough sleepers. A shitty haven - they have to sleep under umbrellas because the arches only offer limited protection - but a haven nonetheless.

I've passed by this way in the dark of the early hours and the dark of the night, often when there have been groups of homeless people there, yet not one has even attempted to hit me up for a cigarette, let alone anything else.

Mysteriously, these arches are suddenly being 'redeveloped', so they're fenced off and completely inaccessible, with 24-hour security to boot. :\
 
There are a series of railway viaducts running from Manchester Oxford Road to Piccadilly, and over the last few years they've become a haven for rough sleepers. A shitty haven - they have to sleep under umbrellas because the arches only offer limited protection - but a haven nonetheless.

I've passed by this way in the dark of the early hours and the dark of the night, often when there have been groups of homeless people there, yet not one has even attempted to hit me up for a cigarette, let alone anything else.

Mysteriously, these arches are suddenly being 'redeveloped', so they're fenced off and completely inaccessible, with 24-hour security to boot. :\
I think I know the place you're on about, when I was working in Manchester a few years back I met a couple of lads by a via duct who very kindly scored for me, they had a flat 5 minutes away in one of the high rises..

Is the bridge just on the skirts of the main shopping areas?.

But yeah, homelessness, there is no excuse for it in this day and age, especially in this country :(
 
Yeah, we might well be thinking about the same bridge. On the edge of the Gay Village, near the old UMIST campus.

The only neighbour they had was a fucking multi-storey car park, so I can't see the sense in it at all. Other than the same 'sense' that deliberately designs street furniture to be uncomfortable to sit on for longer than five minutes.
 
Yeah, we might well be thinking about the same bridge. On the edge of the Gay Village, near the old UMIST campus.

The only neighbour they had was a fucking multi-storey car park, so I can't see the sense in it at all. Other than the same 'sense' that deliberately designs street furniture to be uncomfortable to sit on for longer than five minutes.
No sense at all.... Some idiot on the council obviously thinks by closing one area down that they'll all think "aarr sod it, may as well go get me a job and a flat now"..

I cannot imagine a winter here on the streets.

I've had mates (sort of ) and just general public actually give me abuse when they've seen me give money to someone, ' they'll only spend it on drugs and booze'.... Wouldn't you want drugs and booze if you had to live on the streets??? I gots me a house and I struggle without en ;)
 
I've had mates (sort of ) and just general public actually give me abuse when they've seen me give money to someone, ' they'll only spend it on drugs and booze'.... Wouldn't you want drugs and booze if you had to live on the streets??? I gots me a house and I struggle without en ;)

I hate that chat from people. They'll spend it on drugs? Good. That's all I would have spent it on anyway.
 
Aw :D

I can't find my debit card and I need food. Either that or going to be takeaway for lunch. Pissed off could have done with doing actual food shop
 
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