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What do you guys think if LSD was just a random RC which would have come out a few years ago, would it be so popular or become so popular?

I think there's an unique feeling to it really, I tried AL-LAD before LSD but as soon as the first alerts of LSD hit me, I knew I was onto something fabulous. It's a great psychedelic for sure because its so safe too
 
xammy said:
What do you guys think if LSD was just a random RC which would have come out a few years ago, would it be so popular or become so popular?
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i think so. its extremely special. no other psychedelics really even do the same thing imo, its the only thing that does what it does. (that just made a hilariously immense amount of sense to me lol)
 
was just wondering about ya yesterday afternoon, help. good to hear from you. :)

i'm about to go in for a mandatory saturday at work.... which will put me at 52 hours in this week. saturdays are pretty easy going there tho. i just took half a milligram of DOC to add some sparkle to my mandatory saturday. :) hopefully it doesn't make 8 hours of production labor feel like an eternity haha.
 
I'm here in pretty deep waters on ~60mg of MXE and some bud :) I was just scubadiving in my bed

 
last night's trip was weird man

i tripped so hard, extremely hard. almost dmt-like carnival worlds of aliens and demon gods undulating behind my eyelids, made contact with several entities, and kept falling into other 'dimensions' while i was trying to go to sleep. but at the same time i was almost perfectly lucid, more sober than sober even. fractally sober or something.

i listened to coltrane's giant steps and then a love supreme, both albums in their entirety. and man, i totally understand that music now. its like i could hear every individual note that coltrane was playing, and could hang on them for a near-infinite amount of time before the next one (he plays extremely fast, but it all stretched out to near-timelessness). his saxophone was speaking some sort of buzzing alien hyperlanguage that was communicating with parts of my consciousness i hadn't interfaced with in years. i've always "liked" jazz, but it was so enigmatic before, like i didn't really understand what it was about and i was only appreciating superficial aspects of the music. now i just totally get it, in my soul. i've never heard music like that, it was so driving, so alien.

and i only took 1 hit. the irony is i was worried beforehand whether or not this stuff would even work because i've had it for so long. suffice to say, it worked lol. i was still tripping extremely hard at 12hrs, and kept getting higher and higher and higher and higher while i was trying to sleep. then i decided fuck it man, i'll get up and have a beer and a bowl and watch some tv. about halfway through my beer, and halfway into a bowl and an episode of futurama (an extremely strange show btw, its like i never realized how bizarre it actually is before) my everyday consciousness began to merge with the consciousness of my trip. and i was suddenly not tripping anymore. still very high tbh, in that sparkly pupil, hair-standing-on-end, almost cat-like state of hypervigilance kind of way, but no longer tripping. finally back to earth, and hopefully the same permutation of earth that i left from.

then i got about 4 hours of sleep or so, and woke up still very sparkly and wide-eyed. kind of just in shock almost. i tripped extremely, unexpectedly hard. i had assumed i would just trip a little bit, seeing as i only took a single hit. but man, there really are no casual experiments. there must have been like 300mics in that hit lol

whoa 8o
 
Solipsis said:
how much did you take?
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i took 1 hit of some stuff that i got maybe 5 years ago (2009ish), i bought 10 hits and put them in my freezer and then didn't take any or otherwise trip (besides a few sporadic one-offs on lesser substances) until last night. i'd been worried that it wasn't going to work, because it was so old, but man there was probably at least 300ug on that hit if there was 1ug. a very special batch.

Laika said:
I wonder if the full moon had anything to do with the intensity of it all..
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i had this same thought when i was staring out my window at the full moon as it became like 5-dimensional and absorbed me into its light

lol
 
I always think of how the moon affects the oceans tides and the earth is 75% water. Similar almost to how much water our bodies are made up of.
 
imo the best thing about psychedelics is that feeling that "something is going on" beneath the surface of everyday reality. like its always there and always happening, but you just can't usually access it. it feels like some sort of cosmic conspiracy

feels like:

hold on a second.....
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i think something is going on here
 
dogs.
I feel so lonely and alone a lot of the time
and I know that before i got strung out, i'd call up SF and she'd make those feelings go away (for those who dont know, we were an IRL couple, but she dumped me after giving me many chances to shape up and stop using, and every time I ended up using and breaking her heart into little pieces because she felt like I loved heroin more than her, and I couldn't quit because I am powerless over heroin and over my addiction..)
I'm going to call her tonight, but I just miss the good times of our relationship before my addiction started and ruined my life. When we were young lovers who felt as if we had found eachothers soul mate, and SF made me feel feelings I had never felt before, and I fell in love with her even though her house was an hour and 15minutes from me. And for the firstt time in my life, I felt loved, I felt accepted by someone, she like would tell me that there was nothing wrong with me and that I didn't need to be insecure about myself, because she didn't see my insecurities as flaws...
She was and is the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and I just wish I could spend my entire life with her, as in 24/7 together, living together, eventually getting married and getting her pregnant on our honeymoon..and having a daughter with her...

I feel so angry at myself and my disease for taking her away from me. She was my first for everything, and I went from sometimes crying myself to sleep over being so lonely and watching life pass me by as everyone else is away at college, and everyone else has already been in relationships before, and everyone else was having sex, cuddling, going on dates, socializing, while I sat at home doing amphetamines alone because i didn't even have a using buddy, trying so desperately to use enough speed to make me feel angry, hyped up and no longer feel like a loser who will always be alone and feeling like i've got no place in the world, I'll never fit in, I'm a fuckup, life will never get better, etc.

But SF made those feelings go away. I made her so happy when I was with her, just by being there I made her happy (except when I would be high), and just by being with her made me happy too. She was what I was desperately seeking, and she was both beautiful physically and mentally/as a person in my mind..
SF made me feel better than any drug ever. But I threw "us" away for a white powder that will never love me back like I "love" it.

I'm sorry for the rant but I need to get this out somewhere
SF
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3<3
No matter how many hearts I put in this post, my love for SF is still so strong that it cant be fully expressed by even a million heart smileys.
 
My significant other's dance studio had their recital today. It was odd watching those lil ballerinas do their thing on a hefty dose of mxe at my old highschool. Ballet is a truely beautiful artform, I need to watch Black Swan.
 
LSDMDMA&12414132 said:
dogs.
I feel so lonely and alone a lot of the time
and I know that before i got strung out, i'd call up SF and she'd make those feelings go away (for those who dont know, we were an IRL couple, but she dumped me after giving me many chances to shape up and stop using, and every time I ended up using and breaking her heart into little pieces because she felt like I loved heroin more than her, and I couldn't quit because I am powerless over heroin and over my addiction..)
I'm going to call her tonight, but I just miss the good times of our relationship before my addiction started and ruined my life. When we were young lovers who felt as if we had found eachothers soul mate, and SF made me feel feelings I had never felt before, and I fell in love with her even though her house was an hour and 15minutes from me. And for the firstt time in my life, I felt loved, I felt accepted by someone, she like would tell me that there was nothing wrong with me and that I didn't need to be insecure about myself, because she didn't see my insecurities as flaws...
She was and is the most beautiful girl I've ever met, and I just wish I could spend my entire life with her, as in 24/7 together, living together, eventually getting married and getting her pregnant on our honeymoon..and having a daughter with her...

I feel so angry at myself and my disease for taking her away from me. She was my first for everything, and I went from sometimes crying myself to sleep over being so lonely and watching life pass me by as everyone else is away at college, and everyone else has already been in relationships before, and everyone else was having sex, cuddling, going on dates, socializing, while I sat at home doing amphetamines alone because i didn't even have a using buddy, trying so desperately to use enough speed to make me feel angry, hyped up and no longer feel like a loser who will always be alone and feeling like i've got no place in the world, I'll never fit in, I'm a fuckup, life will never get better, etc.

But SF made those feelings go away. I made her so happy when I was with her, just by being there I made her happy (except when I would be high), and just by being with her made me happy too. She was what I was desperately seeking, and she was both beautiful physically and mentally/as a person in my mind..
SF made me feel better than any drug ever. But I threw "us" away for a white powder that will never love me back like I "love" it.

I'm sorry for the rant but I need to get this out somewhere
SF
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3<3
No matter how many hearts I put in this post, my love for SF is still so strong that it cant be fully expressed by even a million heart smileys.
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LARMA&LSD Bruva c'mere *hugs*
You're still alive. You've seemed to have gained some perspective, and most importantly you have TIME. Do with the latter as you please.
 
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