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Gibberings CLXIX: Theresa May's Amazing Legs

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sorry to hear that SM, i dunno if the 'self destructive streak' is due to your depression but i guess it could be. Good luck with the quit, how is it going? I really dunno how to respond to the addicted parent thing, but as opinionated as many people are here, i think most are fairly non-judgemental, and would be concerened for your own wellbeing and that of your kids.
 
That's fucked SM, I'm really sorry to hear about that.
I can only imagine how horrible a situation it must be for you.

No judgement here, mate. I hope you can find your way into sorting shit out.
 
@ Scotch Sorry to hear your troubles IMO It's the pain behind the pain killers that needs to be sat with. Time to face it. You will be fine it's easier than the alternative. It sounds like it's time.
 
foolsgold said:
just had a pot noodle now broke in to my sample only got about 250 mg of 4fa just vaped a little as test to check its what they say think of bombing 150 mg :) if its just what it says
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are you taking anti-depressants FG? I'd be a bit wary of serotonin releasing substances like 4FA if you are on an SSRI or an SNRI, the ADs can at the least stop serotonin releasing substances from working properly, and fuck your mood for days afterwards. So much so for me that i mostly avoid them alltogether now. A big dose of 4FA gave me the most severe headache of my life i was thinking about dialling 999 as something was obviously seriously wrong, fortunately puking purged my stomach and releived the headache. 8( The word 'headache' doesnt do it justice as to how bad it was.
 
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Sorry to hear all that scotchy :(

ScotchMist said:
I hope people here don't think I'm some scum bag because I've got kids and I'm a heroin addict.?
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Seriously doubt anyone here thinks that mate, if they do they need to go have a word with themselves. societys view on drugs is bollocks, especially heroin

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bombing 150 mg :) if its just what it says
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Let us know what you think of it, i quite like it. although it doesnt seem to work half as good as it used to on me anymore, even with a break, which is a bit of a shitter. 2-FA is alright as well, more re-doseable. 4 is all around better though

mydrugbuddy said:
A big dose of 4FA gave me the most severe headache of my life i was thinking about dialling 999 as something was obviously seriously wrong, fortunately puking purged my stomach and releived the headache. 8( The word 'headache' doesnt do it justice as to how bad it was.
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Nasty, how big was the dose? think you've told me ages ago but forgotten... i used to get headaches off it quite often, pressure around the top of my nose, was annoying. but then they dissapeared
 
pretty good thanks, bit fucked now though after a heavy night last night, not much sleep, the mornings kratom has worn off, and dunno if the re-dose will work as i stupidly took it after a meal. Why the fuck didnt i take the kratom first, christ, fucking dafty that i am sometimes. 8(
 
Thanks all, it's most definitely the time... Two days in, wasn't to bad yesterday but I'm feeling it now, started taking some diazs now to try and relax a little. Think tomorrow I'll start the lefexidine as I've only got 2 days worth..

So yeah, got to stop wallowing in my self pity now, no more moaning from me, my life could be a hell of alot worse. I should be grateful for what I've got. :)positivity is the only thing that's going to get me through it and maybe my family back...! :)
 
bk2cb mixed with methoxphenidine and prior daily dosing of mirtazapine, good idea or bad idea?
 
Mirtazapine dosage? Sounds like possibly a bit much 5HT action-- but who really knows with those first two
 
ColtDan said:
Nasty, how big was the dose? think you've told me ages ago but forgotten... i used to get headaches off it quite often, pressure around the top of my nose, was annoying. but then they dissapeared
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i think i took around 150mg to start with, and completely recklessly took a 250mg - 300mg redose a few hours afterwards, i just tipped the baggie and 300mg came out all at once in one big clump. I think that was during the time when i was loosing the plot a bit due to phenazepam and other stuff going on like realising that i had gone out of control on 2 different types of drugs. Not one of my wisest actions to say the least.
 
i took 30mg mirtazpine last night. took the methoxphenidine about 6 hours ago. I have a feeling mxp has some seretoninergic activity judging by what it does to the guts. *shrug*
 
HouseFever said:
That feeling is nice, but I found it was really prolonged, and after a while irritating and made me even irratable, sort of like nicley moved, but not moved enough, and any more would put me in OD level, especially with oxy. I think I did find the perfect drug for me, GBL, so perfect I became addicted to the stuff in the space of a month. There never seemed a bad time to do GBL. GBL and stimms are something else. Mephedrone and GBL had me exploding with pleasure.
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GBL scares me, whether thats rational or not i dunno. I think its more the fear that i might like it too much and get into another mess with it, than the o/d worries as i would research dose info and all that if i was gonna try it, but i think I'm gonna pass on that one, at least for the forseeable.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
pretty good thanks, bit fucked now though after a heavy night last night, not much sleep, the mornings kratom has worn off, and dunno if the re-dose will work as i stupidly took it after a meal. Why the fuck didnt i take the kratom first, christ, fucking dafty that i am sometimes. 8(
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glad the jobs going ok for you mate time i started to think about moving back into work now ive had this sabbatical from signing on should really start studying for my cscs card if i really want to start work with something a head of me other than looking for more work in a different field or town

as for this 4fa stuff it seems not to get along with me think the fact i use so many stims that are meant to a lot stronger has done it abusing the likes of 2dpmp and mdvp have left this and speed as no goes nowadays for me
 
Ceres said:
methoxphenidine just makes me feel like an empty automaton as it wears off.
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Haven't tried 2-meo-diph but I'm not a fan of the "emergence effects" of ket, mxe or even the meo-pcp/pce's. My NMDA tolerance has been high for a long while and these days I just feel like neurons are sizzling whenever I come back from a decent dose. Completely flat affect and primitive thinking-- I felt like some hollow insectoid when it wore off last time and my visual field was buzzing with bright static. Can't really deal with that part anymore without benzos or opiates or other cushioning so I try to just stay away, especially the longer lasting ones like 2-meo-diph I'll avoid. The emergence just feels... excitotoxic.
 
fuckit, eyeballed about 60mg and hoovered it, im too bored for this shit. I completely forgot i had this stuff lying around.
 
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